yoshida falling in love, but it's nothing like he expects. he doesn't realize that it's not the kind of love he should nurture until it's too late. he yearns for denji so much it feels like a heavy hand choking him from the inside out, it nags and pulses at his temples like a migraine. he wants to take denji apart bit by bit and put him back together, wants to feel denji's heartbeat, wants to feel him struggle for air with yoshida's hands around his neck, wants to feel denji just being alive... before he takes full control of denji for himself. i think yoshida falling for denji would make him worse... and i think yoshida would embrace it.