May 30, 2020
I want to know why I miss him. Why do I miss him?
He's wormed his way into my heart as if it were mud. He sunk his teeth in just far enough for me to crave it more than any gorgeous taste I've ever experienced.
He kisses so delicately sometimes I can't feel his lips brush the wounds. He smiles so softly yet brightly I'm surprised that he hasn't been ruined by this disgusting two faced world AND that I haven't gone blind yet. It's all a miracle.
He's a miracle. But he's also the first. Why him? Why would I meet him when I did, in the way that I did?
How could I ever deserve someone so...