Character Introduction!!
This will be VERY SHORT because the lore is too long, much more complicated 😭 I'll only say her backstory.
WARNING:
This is only purely for fun and this is my OC lore / Self-insert (Sona Lore, for yumeshipping). None of these are real, or canon, I made this up.
登る•融通 (のぼる•ゆうつ) (Noboru Yuutsu)
Backstory:
Noboru Clan is known for being competitive, ruthless and apathetic. They caused a lot of chaos in order to gain power and dominate other clans. Chronis is the next heir in line, he was tasked to go to the Human Realm to observe humans to exploit their weaknesses and gain the upper hand (Before the declaration of war). Chronis fell in love with a human girl he met at an academy he studies in. The two of them kept their relationship a secret, but they were soon found out. Chronis' father, Dolus opposed his decision of marrying Ragatha. Chronis stripped off his heir position to Marry Ragatha. They both ran off together and started a new life. She gave birth to a baby girl, she named "Yuutsu" or "Tristețe" , which both stands for "Melancholy". Ragatha gave this name to her because she believes that Yuutsu is the proof of her existence, of her being "brave", proof of her suffering and that she can still have a family of her own despite being deeply flawed. However, Chronis and Ragatha weren't taught properly on how to raise a child. Ragatha became a full-time mom, while Chronis works for a living. They both started having constant arguments about little things, which caused Yuutsu to feel distance or disconnected from her own parents.
She grew up in an unstable family. When she was young, her parents really did not pay attention to her. They are more focused on doing their own thing. Yuutsu decided to try many hobbies or be more qualified to attract their attention. Her mother is emotionally consistent, always taking small hints and focusing on small details that leads to constant arguments. Yuutsu was tired of this. Due to lack of communication in her family, she decided to keep her problems to herself. She began to hate everyone around her, to blame everyone, to be more aggressive, more hostile, and more anxious. After observing herself for too long, she realized "I'm the problem." She decided, "I'll change." In her spare time she reads books about "emotions" and "problems" to solve them by herself. She is also very emotional and sensitive. Her Nanny recommended to her: "You should start your own diary!" She did it. (She eventually wrote 90 Diaries in total).
She was always numb, tired, exhausted, lonely and anxious. She is a loner at school because she doesn't approach people, people approach her. Yuutsu then began to stay late to make a lot of fantasy stories (mainly about a child struggling), she gets emotional reading or writing half way (Strong Empathy). She is not destroyed, she realizes that her parents will not satisfy her wants, so she stops asking for things and decides to be grateful for small things. She was also afraid of coming to school always, mainly because of people (students and teachers). She was considered lazy because she's not active in her class. She believed that people hated her because teachers often insulted her and set her as an example of failure. That's when she develops a pessimistic attitude.
PERSONALITY:
Yuutsu mainly retains her emotions internally, she's is also very self-conscious. She could ask lots of questions because... that's just her nature. She shows this “cold” and “serious” exterior as her armor. Deep inside, she's sensitive and emotional. She has over 90 diaries. Including emotions, self-criticism, and self-reflection. She wants to correct and heal herself because she doesn't want people around her to be hurt. Yuutsu also struggles to refuse favors, she has an inferiority-complex. She might be uncomfortable in Kanato, especially because he says a lot of vulgar words, but she might remain silent about it and try to show how it affects her indirectly or not so obviously. Righteous has a very high conscience.
She cracks a lot of jokes and makes puns, and I bet she laughs at pretty much anything when she's relaxed. She's really funny. As for hobbies, I'm not sure she has any specific ones, but she does like dressing up, cooking, and watching movies as a way to better understand people. She's curious about how they'll respond. She's also into things like Typology and blood type personalities because she finds people so complex and likes having distinct categories to help her figure them out, even if it can lead to stereotypes.