#z--o--o

[therenegade-writer]

should have knocked a little louder for @z--o--o

really? really? how could she have been so stupid as to believe this would turn out well? the aching worry in the pit of her stomach should have been a sign that this wasn’t a good idea. the nausea as she prepared the martini and cautiously ascended each step. all of these feelings were signs she should have listened to rather than just chalking them up to nerves.

“Why the hell would I listen to Max?” the glass being placed rather forcefully on the bar. jamie did a double take--took the glass in hand once more an downed the contents. the quick wince that followed was due to her replaying the moment out and not at all to do with the stingy sensation down her throat.

the man in question, max, was a certain scientist’s father---and one who suggested that she proclaim her love. what an asinine idea... clearly he didn’t know how to express love to his son appropriately, yet here she was--taking him up on his suggestion almost instantly. 

opening the door and seeing the brunette splayed across mitch was absolutely mortifying. of course they would get back together. hell, at least at one point in time they were actually a thing. that was a lot more than jamie could say for herself and mitch. this back and forth had her head spinning---and now? now, she just hoped neither one of them had heard her at the door.

though that would never be her luck.

[notxswan]

@z--o--o

Cayenne had no trouble occupying herself over the weekends. She’d hang out with her classmates or at the reservation, or she’d hang out with Bella, though the latter was a rarer occurrence after Bella began dating Edward Cullen. This Saturday though, Cay was going fishing with Charlie, which was a great way to pass the time in her book. 

Unlike Bella, Cay was fond of the outdoors and would happily spend time hiking, fishing or doing any other kind of outdoor activities, so spending the day with Charlie like this was perfect, especially since it was a perfect excuse to put off doing her homework till the next day. 

“Charlie,” she called from her room, where she had emptied out pretty much every drawer in it. “Is my green and blue scarf down there? The knitted one?” She was, admittedly, not the most organized of teens. 

[z--o--o]

I’m so sorry for dropping of the face of the earth, sorry for leaving all my wonderful partners waiting with no warning.

A lot of life stuff happened all at once, my living situation became unstable and dangerous, because of this I unfortunately had to say goodbye to all of my pets (we successfully rehomed them all) but i spiraled into a pretty deep depression. 

Things are fine now, I have a new job and new therapist and am steadily doing a lot better but i always miss this blog.

I’m going to queue stuff and respond to people privately until i get into the swing of things but I’ll be active on here more and more!

Thanks to those who stayed, ILY!!