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“Smear article has a negative connotation, don’t you think? It makes it seem as if I’m falsely painting Reiden to be the monsters—which they are–by the way.”
As if every single person Jamie came in contact with did’t know her exact feelings on the company. The interesting part–not many people knew why the reporter was so set against them and invested in seeing their demise. The man sitting beside her? He knew.He had been to her home town. He had been to her mother’s grave. This wasn’t some ill-advised attempt at striking it rich with a story or her hopes of having one of those All the President’s Men moments. This was her life.
“The world needs to know what Reiden is capable of–they need to be aware of what they have done in the past. The destruction they have caused in people’s lives. I’m not going to stop.”
Her words are forceful. Eyes blazing. She was a force. A force with maybe twenty dollars to her name–but it didn’t matter. A hurricane doesn’t stop moving because it might be an inconvenience.
To be so focused on Reiden—she was wildly distracted in the moment. Her hands were still on Mitch’s arm. The buzz of her drink making her question if he was leaning in or not—and right as she thought this innocent drink was going to take a turn–Mitch was leaning back and she was yanking her hands from his arm.
“Another round?”
And she’s asking for permission essentially–because only one of them can buy the drinks, but if her judgement hadn’t been impaired too much–she’d say that they likely both needed the drink…and didn’t need it all at the same time.
He listens, unable to argue or interject. Not with that fire in her eyes. She spoke with force and purpose, god he wished he cared about anything that much... No that wasn't the issue, he wished he was brave enough to fight for what he believed in.
"You got me there..."
He sighs, tilting his head back and downing the rest of his fruity drink. The bitterness hit the back of his throat and caused him to grimace a bit.
"Oh, I think that's plenty, miss Campbell. Any more libation and we'll miss our flight."
He reasons, checking his watch. The hour flew by and soon they'd start boarding.
"Come on, those raccoons need us."
He teases warmly as he stands and adjusts his glasses.
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FIVE SENSES AESTHETICS ! bold what applies to your muse / repost, don’t reblog !
SIGHT. small towns. big cities. six thirty curfews. lights that take the place of stars. blanket nests. light through the blinds as a wakeup call. found family. finding a single star in the middle of new york city. window shopping. watching something terrible and enjoying it. growing numb to the sight of injustice. wilted flowers. faded caricatures. bright, bold colours.
SOUND. crickets and lightning bugs. car engines and a/c units. a phone call to mom/dad. laughing with friends. jokes that are so bad you have to laugh. the clicking of computer keys. noise cancelling headphones. deafening gunfire. the sound of silence. muffled music from another room. drumming fingertips on a table. clicking of pens. listening to a clock and swearing the ticks are getting slower. ringing in the ears. the voice of someone you love. pitch shifted songs.
TOUCH. being held close during a long night. fleeting reassurances. holding hands when you’re scared. brushing fingers through strands of hair. freshly dried clothes. bruises on your knuckles. silk and satin. your favourite pet’s fur or feather. wringing your hands anxiously. snuggles. comforters in the dead of winter. nails against skin. cold metal. leather in summer.
TASTE. coffee in the morning. tea in the evening. bubblegum that has lost its flavour. alcohol burning the back of your throat. homemade cooking. blood in your mouth. stale air. mint. fresh vegetables. the processed taste of citrus candy. the first meal you cook by yourself that tastes good. foreign sweets. fast food. bittersweet. sour. spicy. sweet. bitter. too much salt on fries.
SCENT. morning glories and honeysuckles. freshly cut grass. hot chocolate in the middle of winter. nail polish. hospital rooms. smoke. hair spray. your favorite shampoo/conditioner. the scent of home. perfume. cologne. mint. something burning. wet dogs. copper. metal. leather. un-emptied ashtrays. something familiar yet different. campfires.
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FIVE SENSES AESTHETICS ! bold what applies to your muse / repost, don’t reblog !
SIGHT. small towns. big cities. six thirty curfews. lights that take the place of stars. blanket nests. light through the blinds as a wakeup call. found family. finding a single star in the middle of new york city. window shopping. watching something terrible and enjoying it. growing numb to the sight of injustice. wilted flowers. faded caricatures. bright, bold colours.
SOUND. crickets and lightning bugs. car engines and a/c units. a phone call to mom/dad. laughing with friends. jokes that are so bad you have to laugh. the clicking of computer keys. noise cancelling headphones. deafening gunfire. the sound of silence. muffled music from another room. drumming fingertips on a table. clicking of pens. listening to a clock and swearing the ticks are getting slower. ringing in the ears. the voice of someone you love. pitch shifted songs.
TOUCH. being held close during a long night. fleeting reassurances. holding hands when you’re scared. brushing fingers through strands of hair. freshly dried clothes. bruises on your knuckles. silk and satin. your favourite pet’s fur or feather. wringing your hands anxiously. snuggles. comforters in the dead of winter. nails against skin. cold metal. leather in summer.
TASTE. coffee in the morning. tea in the evening. bubblegum that has lost its flavour. alcohol burning the back of your throat. homemade cooking. blood in your mouth. stale air. mint. fresh vegetables. the processed taste of citrus candy. the first meal you cook by yourself that tastes good. foreign sweets. fast food. bittersweet. sour. spicy. sweet. bitter. too much salt on fries.
SCENT. morning glories and honeysuckles. freshly cut grass. hot chocolate in the middle of winter. nail polish. hospital rooms. smoke. hair spray. your favorite shampoo/conditioner. the scent of home. perfume. cologne. mint. something burning. wet dogs. copper. metal. leather. un-emptied ashtrays. something familiar yet different. campfires.
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happy father's day, mitch. you're one of the good ones.
“No I’m not…”
The words were heavy, thick in his throat. But somehow he managed.
“What kind of father puts his-”
He has to stop this time, to catch his breath, to stop the tears before they happen.
“-put his little girl through that? All the doctors, the hospitals… Clem never deserved to grow up like that. She deserves the world.”
His head lolls down and he looks at the drink shaking in his hand.
“I wish I could tell her… I’m so sorry. For everything. I wish I could-”
He swallows around the stone in his throat and takes a steadying breath.
“-hold her right now… But I messed it up, Jamie…”
He’s quiet for a long time before he speaks again.
“I messed it all up.”
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“A nervous flyer?”
Her tone is incredulous—did she strike him as a nervous flyer? What part? The part where she tried with all of her might not to brush up against his elbow? When she tried to make conversation by randomly bringing up the time she kicked a ball into her own face when playing in a kickball game? When she offered to share a room with him? Yeah. No. Her nerves had nothing to do with flying thousands of feet in the air and had more to do with holding a normal conversation with Mitch Morgan.
Her last name did not go unnoticed. She had heard him use students’ last names in his lectures–but not once had she heard him refer to any adult but herself by last name. What the hell did that mean and why did she even care?
“I am not strapped for cash—”
A bold faced lie with a roll of her eye. This wasn’t some rescue mission. He didn’t have to swoop in and pay for shit–even if he did need to swoop in and did need to pay for shit.
“Besides, there’s a million ways to get a free drink in a bar.”
And she left it at that–eyes wandering around the relatively empty establishment. A few patrons scattered throughout–people who obviously knew the airport well…a sense of familiarity in their motions. Though her eyes shot back at him when he heard his request to the bartender—she couldn’t even be mad at him for his smart remarks… because—-he wasn’t playing the hero card. He was just doing it. Just booking the flight. Just booking the hotel. Just buying her the drink. He wasn’t—trying to rescue her.
“Thanks. I’ll take a vodka tonic.”
She’s quiet. Ordering the drink in an effort to impress. The drink she orders when making a statement. Not a cheap beer–which she wasn’t above doing. But beer is for a marathon–this was a sprint. Something to calm her nerves and make her forget about putting her foot in her mouth.
Those nerves were pushed to the back of her mind when she heard Mitch’s last question. There was an edge to it. Something. Something was there that she hadn’t heard before. And Jamie found herself smirking. Amused.
“Had you not been here–might have been able to get it in three.”
It’s not a complaint–or even boasting. But it’s something. What was she trying to achieve? Was she trying to—-make him jealous? No. That was stupid. Two seconds ago he was calling her ‘Ms. Campbell’. He was not jealous.
“Don’t act like you’ve never had a drink sent over to you, Professor. I’m sure you’ve had your fair share of free drinks with you being the way you are.”
God, what the hell did that even mean, Jamie?!
“Could’ve fooled me.”
He muses, unable to help the smile that found his lips. There was that eyeroll, almost a reward for pushing her buttons. He did enjoy the back and forth, not that he’d admit it. Though he’d like to deny it, the two of them were far from professional.
His brows raise as she mentions her drink, not that he was profiling but he assumed she’d go with a pink or peach wine. Though, he supposed people didn’t always pair with alcohol like they did with dogs in 101 dalmatians.
“There’s a drink that’ll knock you on your ass.”
He spoke from experience, of course. To be fair, any drink will after about 3 too many. He watches the bartender make their drinks and plucks the bright cherry out of his own, biting down on it and letting the stem hang out his mouth. Something about the sweetness soaked in alcohol was his favorite part.
“You’ll have to give me some tips, then. I’d love to pick up a new hobby.”
He chuckles, now he regretted intervening so soon. He wondered what kinds of tricks she had up her sleeve. He nearly swallows his cherry stem at her next comment, luckily he just coughs it into a napkin. He hadn’t even had a sip and his face felt warm.
“And just what does that mean?”
He begins, a question he was surprised he didn’t ask her every time she opened her mouth. His brain was now working overtime to find the loophole that this wasn’t, in fact, flirting. His question didn’t need an answer, in fact, he didn’t really want one.
“If I could talk my way to free liquor I’d quit my day job.”
He jokes, taking his first bold gulp of his drink. It stung but he managed to only make a slight face at it. He should have saved the cherry.
“The drink isn’t so bad. The company you keep when drinking is usually the problem.”
She spoke from experience. After over a year of continuing a friends with benefits relationship with a guy at the paper–she was accustomed to making poor life choices while drinking. The entire relationship had been a poor choice–mainly because it wasn’t a relationship at all. It had merely been something to kill the time for him. If she was being honest with herself—that’s all he really was for her as well…
And she was lost again in her head. Hand going to the cool glass and downing a large gulp. Sad thing–no face was required when she felt the liquid hit her throat. This was a little more familiar to her than she should have let on. Maybe this was why she tried to stay so focused on work–on Reiden. It gave her a sense of purpose. It gave her a focus. It kept her out of her own head.
There was Mitch. Keeping her here. Her head whipped back around at his last words with a smirk. Damn…she appreciated that.
“Talking your way to anything would involve—oh, what was it? That’s right—people. Now–if animals could provide you with free drinks, you’d have to be scraped off the floor.”
Another sip, but this one included a smile. She was beginning to relax–he was pulling her back.
“The way you are–”
Clarification might help or it may just cause her to dig her hole a bit deeper. As long as she took some alcohol with her–she could manage.
“You know–the whole….”
She pauses, sitting up a bit straighter. The next move was rather bold–and had she not downed nearly her entire drink in two swallows, acting more like a shot than a drink…maybe she would have acted differently. Jamie reached over with confidence, taking Mitch’s glasses and placing them on her face.
“Senator–I did my grad school thesis on the inverse proportionality of taxidermy wall mounts to their owners’ penis size. My condolences to your wife.”
Her voice, the pauses, stuffing her hands into her pockets–every little nuisance in his behavior that she had picked on over the weeks–right there in that moment.
“That’s why I drink alone.”
It would have been a sad statement if it didn’t feel so victorious. At least he had one thing figured out. The rate at which she sucked down her drink surprised him, not enough to say anything but more than enough to tilt his eyebrows in interest as he sipped on his own. He guessed his hunch about her needing to calm her nerves was correct.
He raises his hands in an ‘guilty as charged’ sort of gesture.
“You got me there. Never been a people person. Animals tend to be less pestilential to my psyche.”
He pauses, pointing a finger to her.
“Now there’s a five dollar word for you.”
He notes in feigned excitement. His snark, no doubt didn’t go over Jamie’s head.
“But you already knew that about me, didnt you?”
His spinster tendencies weren’t exactly news to her. Most people took the hint after a while and didn’t stick around unless they had to. Students and colleagues, never going out of their way to see him…
Most people, not Jamie.
As she begins to explain herself he can’t help but watch her in interest as he sips down his drink. He was beginning to feel tipsy and he’d surely be entertained by her word choice. No matter what arrangement they might be in.
As she plucks his glasses from his face all he can do is blink, owlishly. She mimics him perfectly and even he can’t contain the sudden chuckle that tumbles out of his mouth. Not just an exhale through his nose or a pleased ‘Hmph!’ At one of his own jokes. A real laugh, he hadn’t thought about it but he didn’t do an awful lot of laughing.
“I’m sure it’d be a lot more convincing if I could actually see you, Jamie.”
He prods, not moving to take his glasses back, his drink was in his hand and she wasn’t going anywhere.
“Anyway, I get what you mean. When I was a kid I had to talk circles around my bullies, I guess you can’t shake old habits.”
He admits with a shrug, taking his drink down to almost empty.
“You have to deal with people like that. You always will. The great thing about words is they’re the only weapon some people have.”
He waxes poetically, at some point he’d slipped into lecture talk. After another few drinks he’d probably be getting existential.
Five dollar words–a phrase her teachers had once used to explain the importance of fancy diction. When they said it–Jamie had ignored them. When she read the greats, such as Faulkner, Poe, Shakespeare—those were her teachers. Those were the men that brought out the best in her–even when she hated the world. Even when it seemed the world hated her…
“That might be where all of my money goes—the use of fancy words…like pettifoggery.”
And she’s talking more to herself than to Mitch with that last little phrase.
“Did I tell you that that’s how they figured out to fire me? My word choice. Apparently I’m the only one who uses those 5 dollar words. Editor didn’t like my article on a blog of mine–and knew it was me based on the word ‘pettifoggery’.”
She raises her glass to him, as a sort of bow. Bowing to the five dollar words out there. To the people who use them. And to the men who still buy her drinks, despite not being able to afford them herself.
“It means petty or underhanded, by the way.”
And she downs the rest of her drink. The buzz now there–not that she needed it. But here she was, buzzed in an airport bar with the last guy in the world she would expect to be drinking with…maybe not the last guy.
It wasn’t until the glasses fell back and hit the rim of her empty drink, that she realized she still had Mitch’s glasses on. That could have been a sign that she needed to get her eyes checked out. His comment about being able to see her caused a light laugh. Correction–his laugh made her laugh. Not out of joke or spite, but because…it was a good sound. A sound that should not have made her as pleased as it did.
“Words are incredibly powerful.”
She agrees with him. Completely. That wasn’t to say there hadn’t been times in her youth when she allowed her anger and frustration to get the best of her and turn physical. But words were always there. Always. Jamie doesn’t realize what she’s doing next, but the glasses are off and she’s placing them back on Mitch.
Her hands should fall back to her side. They should find her drink, even i it’s empty. There’s a lot of options she should be going with now. But that’s not what she does. Instead, gentle hands rest on his arms–and she’s emphatic in her next phrase.
“But you have science. How cool is that? People take you seriously. They listen to what you have to say. No one questions you because of your knowledge. Words are fantastic—but your facts? Your proof. You have the real power. I’m sure you always have had it.”
And her hands stay resting on his arm.
"I guess you're just too novel for your own good. I can only assume they fired the best writer on staff, although you were writing smear articles weren't you?"
He teases a bit, Jamie did precisely what she wanted. He admired that about her, that and damn near everything else.
He blinks as she sets his glasses back on his face, as Jamie comes into focus and he can't help but stare. He never allowed his eyes to take in her features for long, he stole glances when she wasn't looking, feigned disinterest for both their sakes.
"Oh? Too bad most people don't care about facts. Facts only matter if they can turn a profit."
He muses bleakly, maybe that's why he was here. At an airport bar making bad decisions. Maybe he wanted something real, something that mattered. Something...
"You really are set on busting Reiden, huh?"
The words leave his lips thoughtfully, admiration nearly detectable now. It took real guts to stand up to something like that all alone. If she had no one else who believed her, maybe she had him...
Her hands on his arms, her face so close... His heart beat on in his ears and his head felt dizzy, he couldn't possibly be feeling like this from just one drink. He leans in just a bit before he catches himself.
"Well- I guess we have our work cut out for us."
He sighs, leaning back and turning to look down at his drink. All alarms in his brain tripped at once, Jamie was a young, attractive and bright person. Mitch just... Wasn't. If he felt a spark there he'd have to blame it on the alcohol and hope rearing it's ugly head.
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