Declan: my counselor had the absolutely fantastic idea to have my mom and i sit down and do this whole positivity exercise tonight and she literally just left and i have never felt so negative in my life but i already got fussed at for slamming a door and was told as soon as i got in my room that if i threw something and broke it, she'd take my ipad (thus taking away garage band).
Declan: but if i throw something and don't break it...do i still lose my phone? -thinking emoji-
Declan: seriously, though, i had like nothing i really wanted to say but i had to list 5 things before i was allowed to get up...so when i did 3 and said that's all i had, i got called stubborn and given a speech about how "we all have to do things we don't want to" like fuck if i don't know that. do you really think i want to be doing this shit when i could be with you instead of reconciling something that is NEVER going to be reconciled.
Declan: but but but i do get to visit my foster mom this weekend. she's pretty cool, and i was just going to get dinner with her family and show them some of the music stuff i've been working on and you could totally come with! i totally doubt they'd mind.