#zed rambles

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I need to finish this fucking fic before the next eps of Dispatch release or i swear to the gods

I'm so close to the ending too! I might have missed my chance to post it before eps 5 & 6 but i need to get it out there before the game has a canon ending please

[zed-is-a-dragon-blog]

I've just been informed that Supernatural will end on the 300th episode and I am at once sad that it'll be over but also kinda happy that I'll get to see the ending while I'm still very much into it and all and I'm really excited for how they'll do it and I'm very worried that they'll leave things unanswered and ahhhhh just a lot of emotions rn.

[zedsdead1001]

My copy of volume 21 arrived yesterday. Made the mistake of reading it. Haven't seen those chapters in a long time and it still fucking hurts.

[proshipping-kitten]

Trying to find some dispatch blogs to follow is such a dangerous game because it's a fairly new fandom and I need to basically scroll half their blog searching to make sure they're not an anti/pro-censorship first

also dang it's been awhile since I actually had to find new blogs to follow rather than just going off of who the blogs I already follow reblog from the most (It's also making me feel so old everytime I see someone with an age under 18 in their bio wow!)

[proshipping-kitten]

The older i get the more i yearn for fandom community and culture not fandom content

I want forums and group chats, I want to talk to people and make friends. When I have a lot of energy I want to talk to people on tumbr about my ideas and when I'm low on energy i want to have a handful of fandom friends I can text shitposts to

Tumblr feels like shouting into the void and sometimes that's good but more often then not i think I want to chat with the void over tea

One easy way to do that is making more irl nerdy friends (something I try to do every time i go to a con) but I'm not so sure how to do it online

I'm much more introverted online than I am irl and I always feel weird asking people online for stuff like their discord name (Not to mention I don't really use discord so ideally I'd prefer to ask people for their whatsapp number which would probably seem even weirder)

I guess I want more fandom friends instead of followers

[proshipping-kitten]

So after being bombarded with clips from Dispatch I finally caved and downloaded the demo to try it out.

And welp now I gotta figure out how to get my hands on the full game (It's about $204 in my currency and that currency is basically unusable outside of my country and cannot be used to make online payments)

[proshipping-kitten]

So Peacemaker season 2 looks amazing and I can't wait to see what happens!

but also as one of the 5 authority fans on tumblr I cannot stop myself from unhinged theorizing that will definitely end in me being disappointed

and now we have interdimensional portal doors? And looking at the trailers it looks like they might even be glowing orange/gold later? Do you think we might get some set of for The Authority? Because Peacemaker's unhinged chaotic bisexual energy would go so freaking well with any character from The Authority

[proshipping-kitten]

morning commutes are so fucking weird because what do you mean I've spent an hour in traffic already and my friends are all still asleep

like I'm just sitting in public transport scrolling Tumblr and reading fic in my normal person officesona outfit at an hour where literally everyone else I know is asleep