zen, who’ll kiss you like he’s on stage but love you like it’s a secret. he’s all confidence in the spotlight, all trembling hands in the morning light. his heart beats louder in the silence — when it’s just you and him, no one to perform for.
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zen, who’ll kiss you like he’s on stage but love you like it’s a secret. he’s all confidence in the spotlight, all trembling hands in the morning light. his heart beats louder in the silence — when it’s just you and him, no one to perform for.
One day, someone unexpected comes to your rescue... your pale haired, crimson eyed knight in shining leather.
Play this Choose-Your-Own-Adventure where you're a struggling highschool student... and you can't help but think about how familiar he is...
🔗 READ/PLAY HERE 🎮 interactive fanfic "mirrorball" by @winnielewoo 📖 Episode 1 of ?
HI! can i request a fic for zen or 707 ? (i luv them equally- u can pick for me) im thinking like you finally meet them in person at the party, you both drink a lil bit and later he sneaks reader away from the party and they flirt it up a lot, maybe a lil handsy (NOTHING TOO CRAY but yk😏) , readers getting all flusteredddd.
this is just a lil idea you can work off of, you can throw in whatever you think is good too!!
(ive been so obsessed w MM lately. i keep getting yoosungs bad route- any tips for his good route is greatly appreciated btw T_T)
the bright flashes and calls of reporters eventually morph into warm lighting and the light ambience of music playing in the nearby corridor, the warmth of zen’s hand in your own.
“whew,” he sighs, the voices and cries of anti-fans slowly drowned by the doors closing behind the two of you. “are you okay?” zen asks, tilting his head towards you. red irises peering at you make your eyes go wide, your fingers grazing his hands firmly planted on your shoulders — warmth seeping through the sleeves of your top and trickling into your epidermis, slowly spreading through your upper torso.
“yeah,” you nod, swallowing thickly as the shutters of cameras and clicks fade back in even from behind the thick doors of the building.
he gives you a sly smile; a pretty, wolfish thing that splits his lips. you pinch his side until he yelps with a soft laugh and jerks away from your cruel fingers, a pinch in your brows. he mutters something with an amused shake of his head before gently coaxing you to the main area with a hand resting on your hip.
shoes clacking against marble floors, walls adorning fair wooden trim. your eyes scan the venue as you take in the sight, occasionally the guests arriving as they walk in and out of specific corridors and areas — you swear you see a head of red hair from beyond the sight of jaehee’s face popping up right in front of you.
“jaehee, i thought you were supposed to stay outside,” zen says, more like an inquiry if anything.
she sighs, holding a clipboard to her chest, the folds of her sleeve gently creasing. “a small exception — i asked security to escort you inside but i suppose the crowd held them outside longer than expected.”
(deft fingers slide up to readjust her glasses neatly on the bridge of her nose. meticulously manicured nails, you notice — before her brown eyes flicker towards you from behind glass frames, thick lashes clustering as she looks up.)
“oh! nice to meet you, it’s so good to finally see you,” she says, giving a small bow with a warm smile.
zen cocks his head. “is everyone else here?”
“yes, but i’ve also heard that v just arrived,” jaehee says, glancing around at her surroundings.
you tune the conversation out just a little bit, instead taking in the soft ambience and music in the background, filling the grand corridor as the people wash through and the sound of reporters stumble in and out with the door occasionally opening and closing.
perhaps you zone out a little too much, as you join back in when blond waves come into your peripheral and you see yoosung walking over, giving you a warm bow and greeting as well, all smiles and starlit eyes crinkled at the corners.
“sorry i couldn’t help more with everything that’s happened, i hope you’re okay,” he sheepishly says.
zen hums. “since you’re sorry, you can take care of her for me. make sure that no other guy comes up to her,” he huffs.
yoosung blinks. once, twice. “haa? me?”
jaehee clasps her hands together, awkwardly keeping the clipboard tucked against her chest. “then i’ll leave you to it, i have to go.”
“call me if anything happens, thanks!” he takes a few quick steps forward before backtracking, turning to face you with a soft simper. “promise to watch me later, ‘kay?” he blows a hasty air kiss before making his way backstage to prepare.
you and yoosung look at each other for a bit before you both crack a smile and get to know one another, walking over to the tables and seeing jumin and luciel — both in their suits, one looking more eccentric than the other.
one thing leads to the next, and it’s hard recounting everything in a short amount of time. a few drinks, quiet snickers behind your hand with luciel, a stifled half-smile from jumin, getting to be shown off on stage. all you know is that you wouldn’t be anywhere else — especially when you’re led outside on a small balcony the venue has, glass railing with golden patterns woven on the sides, nothing but darkness in the sky with only a single luminescent pearl to accompany you.
the only difference between the moon and zen is that the moon doesn’t have such piercing eyes. they share everything else, though. following you everywhere and reflecting your light with heart shaped eyes, casting shadows of leaves onto your skin — finding their way through curtains and cracked windows to rest upon your eyelashes and send you into a peaceful sleep.
“your face,” he whispers gently. you’re not sure what he means until his fingers gently hooks underneath your jaw, tracing your bone, left and right and back again.
“what about it?” you ask.
he looks up at you, rather than at your jaw. his irises glisten even when you can barely see them in his backlit silhouette. “i don’t think i’ve ever looked at anybody’s face and felt like this before, not even mine,” zen admits, a slight chuckle on that last part.
you feel heat rise to your ears, pinpricks at the lobes before you paw at his lapel, gently pushing him away. “you’re so weird.”
he laughs, his hand squeezing your side lightheartedly. “careful, i might get my feelings hurt with you.”
“so you’re a sappy drunk,” you mutter, brows furrowing as he gets closer with curious, crescent eyes and a soft hum playing on his lips.
“i’m not drunk,” he mutters, instead then opting for, “love drunk.”
you cover your face with the back of your hand, looking away as he looks at you with bemusement — studying you, or that’s what you think. “stop being so cheesy. . ” you mumble.
he takes your hand from your mouth and brings it to his own, clasping it gently between his fingers before giving it a soft kiss right between your second and third knuckle. “never,” he mumbles against your skin. upon seeing your flustered face, he can’t help but have his heart ache in hopes this lasts forever.
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ᯓ hiii!! it’s mysmes summer ;3 i think the key for yoosung’s route and getting his good ending is to not coddle him! listen to him but make sure he doesn’t confuse you with rika and SHUT IT DOWN when he compares you to her! also, don’t make possessive comments about or towards him! this will make him dependent on u and will lead towards a bad ending :( this is a link for a guide to all mysmes routes and correct answers to get good endings AND bad endings!! very helpful and it’s accurate, i use it sometimes too 💗 also see ur namgyu pfp, saw reference username (?), AND u like zen n 707 so ur automatically super cool. sorry this took so long! wish u luck lovely. 🫶
zen when he's jealous
pairing: zen x gn!reader
tags: oblivious/dense!zen (about his crush on reader), overprotective!zen, friends to lovers, jealousy
zen is incredibly oblivious of his own romantic feelings for you, so of course he doesn't even notice when he's jealous!
he just assumes that the way he feels is normal! it is normal to hate every boy that your good friend spends time with, right?
zen thinks he's just protective of you! he just doesn't want you to get hurt and he doesn't trust any guy that isn't himself!
whenever a guy gets a little too close to you, zen steps in without a second thought, placing himself between the guy and you, glaring down at him and coldly telling him something along the lines of “maybe you should back off a little”
it makes it hard for your guy friends to be close to you, as they can't even hug you, without zen glaring them down!
zen is incredibly intimidating, yet he isn't aware of that! you try not to introduce him to any guys you meet, knowing he'll just scare them off!
but eventually, he always ends up meeting them one way or another. and his face always darkens, as he asks “is that you're new friend?”
it's impossible to have a conversation about this with zen though! thanks to his oblivious nature, he doesn't even realize that he's jealous in the first place!
“i just hate that you spend so much time with them, that's all” is how he brushes off every attempt at confronting him about his jealousy
perhaps it takes a little outside help for zen to eventually realize he's in love with you – and that he truly has been jealous all this time!
Some RFA thoughts for Valentine's day 💙💙💙
Warnings: None, other than they're kinda random.
Being lovers with Zen means him designing a brand new skincare routine for you. You are surrounded by multiple creams, masks, toners and cleansers and now you spend twice as much in front of the mirror. Thankfully you have a boyfriend to do your skincare routine with.
Being lovers with Jaehee means you are always going to have seats in Zen's shows, enjoying great musicals together with your girlfriend. And after that you two will enjoy a quiet ride home, side by side, Jaehee beaming beside you, her smile bright enough to wash away your tiredness.
Being lovers with Jumin means you'll never lack of advice. He's one of the most logical people you know(unless the said problem is about you and Elizabeth) so he's a great help when you feel stuck. Don't let him take pictures if you want to upload them somewhere though. Also as a bonus, Jumin takes care of you really well.
Being lovers with Saeyoung means you'll never have to fear for your security on your device or on the internet again. Saeyoung does many things (both known and unknown to you) to ensure your safety. He also creates many small games or toys for you in his spare time, so that means you are never be bored as well.
Being lovers with Yoosung means that you know every game that came out, and if you're stuck, you have someone to pass the levels for you. He never complains, never berates you for being unable to be as good as he is. He sometimes manages your account for you, making changes while teaching you about it. You love watching his enthusiasm.
Being lovers with V means you will never find yourself ugly again. You have lots and lots of photos taken of you in the best angles and lights, and if they aren't enough, you'll have V to remind you how beautiful and wonderful you are.
You glared at the screen of your phone, the last message Zen had sent illuminating the room.
He had just told you goodnight, explaining how he wished there wasn't a wall between you, how he wanted to hold you in his arms till you fell asleep. But how doing so would be unwise, how upon seeing you, his inner beast would come out and he wouldn't be able to hold back anymore.
Which is why you were currently sleeping in the guest room. Which is literally next door to his bedroom. Not even the smallest effort was required to fulfill his desires.
It was stupid reasoning.
You looked over at the wall facing Zen's room. It was quiet, so perhaps he was trying to sleep right about now. But you doubted he'd be able to fall asleep so quickly after putting down his phone.
With a huff, you threw back the covers and barged over to him. You threw open his door and wasted no time ripping off his covers and crawling into bed next to him.
He let out a gasp, jumping up, ruby eyes blow wide as he focused on you.
"J-jagiya!? What are you doing in here? D-did you have a nightmare?"
You grabbed the loose collar of his muscle shirt and pulled him down next to you again.
"You talk a big game for someone so confident. Though I suppose I should expect as much from an actor." You let out an annoyed sigh, nuzzling into his chest.
"Jagiya ...?"
A rose blush bloomed across his cheeks, crossing his nose as he stared down at you. He had spent days imagining this moment since chatting with you, he could hardly believe his dream was actually coming true.
That furrowed brow and pout on your lips was unexpected but oh so adorable. And you were you so eager to come be by his side!
It was no wonder an endearing smile curled across his lips and his hand raised up to brush your hair back soothingly.
But then, he stopped.
As amazing as it was that his dream was coming true, it couldn't happen now! He had just explained why he couldn't be in the same room as you right now, if he just went on to snuggle up with you now, he'd lose his credibility and you'd never be able to believe a word he said again.
Not to mention how his dreams usually ended up continuing.
Gosh, laying here pressed against him he could smell the exact type of shampoo you were wearing and see each and every roll and curve of your perfect body and feel the warmth of your skin against his own. You fit perfectly into his arms, it was like you were meant to be there. It wouldn't even take any strength from him to be able to flip you over, your wrists pinned down by his hands, trapping you beneath him, to look down at you adoringly, and to lean down, press his lips against your skin, anywhere he so desired, and to run his hands-
"Jagiya ...," he murmured, brushing his thumb across your cheek instead. "... you need to leave."
"Hah?" You narrowed your eyes at him. "Zen, you've been saying how much you want to see me for days and now that I'm here you want me to leave? No way. I've been waiting for this moment as long as you have and I'm not gonna waste it by staying away from you."
Zen couldn't help but smile adoringly at you. He gently brushed your hair behind your ear, "I know. It's unfair really, but, if you don't leave ... I'm really not going to be able to hold back."
"I'll believe it when I see it."
He let out a breathy laugh, "I don't think you understand, Jagiya. There are certain things that happen to man when he's in the presence of a beautiful being."
You frowned at him, "but I'm gonna have to leave tomorrow. Jumin was expecting me to leave tonight, so I may not get this chance again. Can't you spare even a couple minutes for me?"
He rolled his eyes at the mention of the business man's name, but distracted himself by tucking his blankets around you.
"That guy's too full of himself ... I'd have gone to get you a long time ago if it were up to me."
This time, when you gently tugged him down next to you, he didn't back away.
"Good thing we don't have to worry about that right now. Can I stay here for a bit?"
He couldn't help but smile, finally settling into the mattress, "Alright, Jagiya. I'll try and be a gentleman ... but no promises."
Ginning back, you curled into his chest, eyes closing. "I promise to leave if that beast does exist."
The two of you shared a chuckle before it aired up into a steady silence, drifting off comfortably.
"...I'm telling the guys about this."
"Zenny."
I don't fucking care...(Zen x fem! reader)
AN:I was listening to idfc by blackbear and thought about writing an angst fic,i love breakup songs omg(i wrote this at 3 in the morning jesus)
Summary:You were supposed to go on a date with your boyfriend Zen,but he isn´t answering your calls or texts,he was supposed to pick you up,but little did you know that going to his house to check if everything was fine would end up in a breakup
Genre:Angst
TW:Cheating,swearing
Word count:547
Listen to the song here!
-Why...just why...what did I do wrong...I-
Tears rolled down your eyes,you've been like this for 20 minutes already,crying in the darkness of your room,you were supposed to spend the night with your boyfriend Zen,going to a restaurant,going to a small night walk,one of the million walks that you had went to with him,a 2 year relationship to the trash,because he found another girl...
You found him cheating on you when you went to his apartment,he wasn't answering your calls or messages and he was supposed to be at your door at 9pm,little did you know that the door was going to be unlocked,just to see him with another girl,you inmediately left running,you could hear Zen saying "Y/N wait I can explain it!",you didn't cared,with or without explanations,it still hurt...
All the walks,all the kisses,the cuddles,the happy moments,the sad moments,the parties of the RFA,everything was now garbage and you had to forget about it
-I gave him everything I had,and even more than that,because he deserved it,and this is what I get back...I hate him...
Your cries just got louder,you didn't cared if anyone heard you,this was horrible enough to care about other people.You could feel your eyes getting irritated for all the crying,you even got some red spots on your cheeks from it
-Why Zen why did you do this to me...why?!
You heard a gentle knock on your door,you knew who it was
-What do you want...
+Y/N open the door please,I need to talk to you
...
+I know you're there,please I just- wanna talk things out
-I don't have nothing to talk with you and your stupid cheating ass
+Y/N please,just open the door...
You got up from your bed,you were tired,mentally and phisically,and this wasn't helping,you stood in front of the door without opening it
-Why don't you leave Zen...you're just making things-worse
You couldn't help but cry again
+Because I don't wanna lose you,please...
-If you didn't wanted to lose me you wouldn't have done what you did,you have no excuse,leave me alone...please
+Y/N there is an explanation,just listen to me
-I don't fucking care about your explanations Zen...I don't fucking care about what we had,what I did for you,how far I went just to see you happy,the amount of time that I spent on you now is wasted...
Your tears started to interrupt your words,it was hard speaking now
-Everything,everything I fucking did for you,and this is what I get back,it was all a lie,I don't even want to know for how much time this shit has been going on because It'll only make it worse for me,just leave me alone,I beg you...
+But...Y/N please,I do love you
-And you did it again,you lied to me,what other lies did you told me?That I was pretty,good at what I did?What else?...
+No,no,stop saying that,let me speak,I can actually explain it just-
-I don't fucking care anymore Zen,say and do whatever you want,because I don't care or believe you anymore,my feelings for you were a mistake,and they were real,that´s the worst part...
+Y/N....I'm sorry...
That's the last thing you heard before collapsing onto the floor,all those years,wasted,just because he didn't actually loved you,but someone else.You could hear Zen slowly leaving your door,nothing else was said,the only thing that you could hear now was yourself crying,thinking about those memories,those beautiful and fake memories,who cares now...
i keep getting notifs about my zen fic i wrote for his birthday rewards THIS IS KINDA EMBARRASSING... 😹