A Typical Chat With A Frienemy. (That DID HAPPEN)
Me: Zewy, We can't keep avoiding each other like this, thinking it'll solve everything. Our problems aren't going to magically disappear.
Zewy: Did you not read the first message or are you just waiting for me to post it on Tumblr for all to see? I told you why I deleted that video. It was MATCHED! And I have every right delete what I want.
Me: Okay, first off: hold your breaks. I got your first message around the same time I got your second message. So I got your good with your snippy. It was a lack of communication. Secondly, I'm not saying that you don't, Zewy. You can do what you like. It's just that you've been nothing but spiteful and cruel to me these few months when I've done nothing but shown kindness...
Zewy: KINDNESS?!?!? (bursts out laughing) Queeny, the last two messages you sent to me were nothing but mean. (Shows them to Queeny) You're lucky I didn't continue reading otherwise I would've been cruel to you.
Me: (reads them) This isn't mean, This is brutal honesty! You're blowing this way out of proportion, and fabricating this in your own head. Compared to the stuff I said to you earlier, THIS IS THE NICEST I'VE EVER BEEN TO YOU!
Me: How is me saying "you weren't genuine enough to apologize" hate? It's not an insult to you. This is how I see it! You're NOT being genuine. It's a fact! You want me to lie to you again so you can take a picture of this too?
Zewy: Look, I told you about the video. And I'm not going to say sorry for something I didn't do.
Me: So you didn't hurt my feelings?
Zewy: (a long silence) Whatever the case, You caused this all on your, Queeny.
Me: I'm not denying that and I've been trying to make it right. But how can I when the ONE PERSON that made me go on this rampage in the first place. The ONE PERSON I called a friend who hurt my feelings and betrayed me, REFUSES to acknowledges his mistakes and talk to me? Instead, he keeps a file of all the "hate" I've given him recently.
Zewy: You're no longer worth my time, Queeny. I don't have the patience and energy for revenge or hatred
Me: (Groans in frustration) GOD, ZEWY! I'm not LOOKING for revenge or hate. Or I don't want to subjugate you. I just want to move on from this. I want us to have a peaceful and civilized relationship again without any animosity towards the other. And I have moved on. Clearly, you haven't.
Me: Then delete those messages. They remind us of a past that we don't want to get back to.
Zewy: I think I'll keep them in case you want to spread more lies about me.
Me: I'm not going to. Can we just put this behind us?
Zewy: You made your bed, Queeny. Now lie in it. You burned your bridges, you caused this, now fix it all on your own. And I WILL be taking a picture of our last conversation.
Me: What for? I haven't said anything mean.
Zewy: (smiles) Just for future meltdowns.
Me: Which there won't be any! All of those messages are pointless ammo, Zewy. Just delete them and let this go.
Zewy: I hope you have some friends to celebrate your birthday with because I won't do a thing for you. If you don't understand why, then you're just plain dumb.
Me: And you're no better than I was. You say you don't care and you don't have the "energy" to deal with this. But I think keeping those messages, throwing them in my face claiming I said worse when we both know that's a lie....you just hit an all-time low. As far as I'm concerned, you're the bigger liar, Zewy. Not me. But I won't stoop down to your level. I REFUSE.
Zewy: Stay true to your word and leave me alone.
Me: I won't, not this time. Not until we put this behind us.
Zewy: (Looks at Queeny with his steely glare and walks away)
