#zhaitianlinedit

[luyi]

“You know I can’t pull the trigger. What are you doing? What’s the point of you pulling this on me?”

[luyi]

#poking bae to let him know that you are impatient af (1x12 & 1x15)

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[luyi]

Just walking on some bumpy country road to dig up some body parts, bumping shoulders, and casually talking about the death of a cop.

[luyi]

"Really, I want to believe them so badly. Do you know why? Because ever since I was little, I’ve been alone. I dealt with all my problems by myself. Nobody ever helped me. The feeling of being alone is really hard to bear. Later, I depended on myself and became a lawyer. As a lawyer, I felt like I was human, like I was alive. But good times don’t last. Suddenly, there came a day where I couldn’t be a lawyer anymore. And I even became the manager of a bar. I don’t even know why, just like that, little by little, I became more ghost than human. How could I be the manager of a bar? Even later, I joined the police. It was like, I don’t know when it started, but it was like I’d found my support, like I’d found my reason for living. I started to think that I could slowly become human again, alive again. But what’s made me lose hope is, I don’t know when it started, the interaction and communication we once had, those days are gone, and they aren’t coming back. In the end, it all became silence and hostility. And then I realized: I was still alone.”

[luyi]