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[anotherweridfangirl]

I feel a little bit like shit, but its okay because the universe is big so it doesnt matter and i will be okay

[anotherweridfangirl]

Tagsss yeah I love tags

I was tagged by @notsodantastic (really nice blog, go check it) so thank you!! Rules: Answer the questions you are given and then tag 10 people, giving them all new questions!

1. What’s your favorite physical feature of yourself? I like my hair, it’s messy and I’m trying new styles. Gives me confidence for some reason lol

2. First band/artist you can remember being obsessed with? Probably Lady Gaga or Brian May 

3. Do you believe in parallel universes? Yes but like I don’t want to know if I’m on the good side or the bad side or whatever side. I’m afraid I won’t like the answer

4. Favorite movie as a kid? The Lion King omg my mom always tells me about how I wouldn’t go to sleep unless I watched TLK

5. How do you feel about time? It doesn’t exist and the fact that the present is the only thing we have makes me feel sort of trapped, but also really concious that there is no other thing besides now, so if I’m about to do something, I can only start now. As a procrastinator, this is horrible

6. Who’s your gay fave?  Nico di Angelo. Oh, you meant real people? Amanda’s Chronicles then for sure!

7. What do you fangirl the most over? Youtube and books

8. How would you describe your aesthetic™ ? Grunge, black and White, smoke and glasses, art no one really gets but it kind of means something to you anyway, a tiny thing out of place surrounded by symetrical stuff

9. What’s your favorite cryptid and why? Dragons, I feel like you never get enough about dragons, dont you? I think I’d love to ride one and take care of it

10. Tell me a funny story from your childhood. I once vomited on a famous lady from my country before she went live on TV, when I was a baby. She had to change her dress in like no time and my parents felt dead inside probably. Hey, in my defense, that lady picked me up right after I had lunch, totally her fault. Her name is Mirtha Legrand if you’re curious (:

I tag: @triplett-lives @thyperksofbeingaslytherin @buildabruh @tofindloveinpoison @annabethravenclaw @artemisravenclaw @clairecity @adventureisouttheresogoseeit @totoroandphan and @adalia-vega-arris-lyra (only if you want to)

My questions: 1. Favourite candy? 2. Do you like wearing makeup? 3. Hogwarts house? 4. Patronus? 5. Favourite tv series at the moment? 6. Favourite place where you can read? 7. How do you drink your coffee? Like, you put anything on it? 8. Favourite english accent. 9. Recommend me an author. 10. Would you survive the hunger games?

Hope you’re all having a nice day! :)

[anotherweridfangirl]

Self acceptance rant

You don’t have to read this, I just really wanted to rant a little thing. STOOOOORYTIME Sometimes you think you know your friends. Even worse, sometimes, they even think they know themselves. It works just like an engine, everything fits and works just fine until some shit happens and then it’s all a disaster. Today I had to face the shit. It was hard and brutal and I wanted to leave as soon as I noticed what happened. Thankfully I didn’t. I spoke up instead. You see, I’m not openly bisexual in my environment. Very little friends know, including people I met online. I only started feeling confortable with me being myself about a year ago, after several years of existencial conflicts and one big eight-month depression. Through this whole year, I always listened to my friend, lets call her, idk, Sara. She was always so open-minded and full of revolutionary thoughts and social justice commitment. It felt like if everyone was just like her our society would be entirely different. I wanted to come out to her, tell her how good her influence was in my toughest moments. Guess not so much now lol. We were having dinner at a friend’s house for her birthday. I was telling a funny story about how I had a dream in which i tried to make out with a girl but ended up kissing her eye instead, when then her face turned to me with full attention. She said: “A girl? Good thing you just kissed her in the eye then”. It felt like a scream, and everyone heard and looked at me. She didn’t even hesitated. She said it with disgust and looked at me like i just admitted to shoplift or something, when i only kissed a girl’s eye in a dream. I felt sick immediately. Not only I felt betrayed and lied to, I felt like all I had fought for, including accepting my true self, was pointless and out of the ordinary. I looked across the table to find two of my closest friends, who know about my sexuality, staring at me with eyes that said you fucking put her in her place or i will. I looked directly at Sarah and said. “That was homophobic and wrong” I had already lost it before the next sentence: “I’m looking at you, yeah, I’m looking at you so you stop”. She laughed it out and I had a terrible rest of the night. BUT THERE IS A BRIGHT SIDE OF THE STORY Just when I had arrived home after burning my head with questions, I decided to text one of the friends at the other side of the table, let’s call her Beyoncé cause she is a goddess. Right after sending my first text I get a response saying that she was just about to text me and that Sara was an idiot. I felt good instantly, and after talking for a while Bey made me realize once again that I’m just me and that’s perfectly fine, and if Sara or anyone else has a problem then it has nothing to do with me. Sara, you can stick your fake trashy social-justice bullshit appearance right up your ass, I don’t fucking care anymore. Real friends are always there for you and they accept you no matter what, always remember this.

[anotherweridfangirl]

I was joking around in my room and i hit my head with the bookshelf Thats what happens when you try to be funny outside tumblr kids The real reason why we never leave... ever

[anotherweridfangirl]

Taaaag I love tags

Thank you so much for tagging me Naty! Everyone should check her blog @annabethravenclaw because it’s awesome

Name: Zoe Nickname: Zo, but I really like to be called Zoe Zodiac sign: Sagittarius; all philosophy, adventure and stuff Height: 5′6″ Favorite color: Navy blue Time right now: 10:34pm Average hours of sleep: 5-6. I don’t know what my face looks like without dark circles tbh Number of blankets I sleep under: 2, it’s summer here. Favorite book: If it’s just a book and not a saga, the ones i’ve been absolutely inlove with lately are I’ll Give You The Sun and The Book Thief. But it’s imposible to have a favourite book, you all know that Favorite character: I guess Luna Lovegood, Alice, Nico Di Angelo, Liesel, and Noah and Jude! Favorite band: Imagine Dragons, Queen. Dream job: Author, librarian What I’m wearing now: Pjs Year I created my blog: Late 2014 or early 2015 Number following: 306 What I post about: who knows anymore Other blogs: you’ll never catch me alive! What made me join Tumblr: You mean who made me, cause @crazylittlelara was insistent af What made me choose my url: I wanted something that could relate to me

Okay! It’s really fun to do this and if you feel like it (please don’t feel pressured) then I’d love to get to know more about you guys: @adalia-vega-arris-lyra @thephandomfangirl @thegodcarl @tofindloveinpoison @beautiphill @ed-sheeran-and-chill and also all the spam blogs who follow me :)

[anotherweridfangirl]

My family is telling me to stop being an "angry rude teenager", but they dont understand that i'm only the product of "uncomprehending unsupportive parents"

[anotherweridfangirl]

I speak with lots of !! In chats but hey a human is actually talking to me so let me be excited

[anotherweridfangirl]

Tag tag tag i love tags

Hey!! I was tagged by @phxndomtrxsh to do this, thank you!! name: Zoe
 nicknames: Zo 
star sign: Sagittarius 
gender: female 
height: 5′6" 
sexual/romantic orientation: bisexual 
favorite color: blue 
time right now: 23:56 
average hours of sleep: 6 
 lucky numbers: 9, 7 
last thing i googled: imagine dragons lockscreen 
number of blankets: 2 favorite fictional character: um excuse me rUDE 
favorite artists/bands: Imagine dragons, Queen, Evanescence
 dream trip: Mediterranean Europe 
dream job: Writer I tag: @mypinkheadphones @tofindloveinpoison @magnus-is-swagness @triplett-lives @honey-youshould @thyperksofbeingaslytherin @fandom-girl-32 @beautiphill :D