Words I wanna said , Words I should have said
Hello ! I don’t know if you will be able to read this. But I’ll post it anyway.
Nabasa ko kasi ang mahiwagang confession mo. Hehe.
First , I feel you dun sa part na depress ka at gusto mo nang mamatay. Don’t ever commit suicide , please. Sa tuwing maiisip mo yun , alalahanin mo na lang yung mga taong may sakit at pilit na lumalaban tapos ikaw wawakasan mo ang buhay mo ? Don’t be too unfair.
And then yung sa marijuana , alam ko na gamot yun. But then wag sana sosobra. Because everything that is too much is bad. Alam ko namang kaya mo yan ayusin.
Kung iniisip mo na ikaw ang pinakamalas na tao sa mundo , well maraming iba dyan. May mga mabibigat ding pinagdadaanan pero they have faith. Please have faith. Alam ko naman na magagawa mong ayusin ang buhay mo diba ? Malay mo in the near future , maging boss pa kita ? Just keep holding on to your dreams. Chase them. At kung naiisip mo na wala namang mangyayaribsayo in the future. Always remember that it will always be your choice. Kung magpapabaya ka wala talaga.
AND … JULY 30 IS YOUR BIRTHDAY 🎉🎉 SO HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I hope this day you will set aside your problems. Forget about them … even just for this day. Be thankful for your existence. Wish you a good health and better days. I am thankful that I get to meet someone like you. You are a great guy. You are strong and brave. You are a hero at that younh age. Trust me. I know you can achieve your goals , :) Don’t destroy your life. I know you can fix it. Make it worth it. Just keep on pursuing your dreams and have faith. Believe in your self. I do hope this day , you’ll be free. Free from pain , missery , depression. Feel the love bro ! Happy birthday again. Enjoy your day ! Have fun and treasure every moment. Take time to realize how bless you are. Remember that if you need someone to talk to … I’ll listen. I won’t judge you anyway , pero may masasabi at masasabi ako. Just take it positively please. Kasi alam ko naman na mahirap. I mean , kapag nagkwento ka na. I may know the you and your story , but I will never know how you feel or what you feel during those times. Remember that which ever path you may take. May mga obstacles at struggles pero malalagpasan din yan. You will eventually reach your destination. Things will fall on it’s perfect places at the perfect moments. Goodluck !
PS - I know we are not that close. Pero feeling close ako so … wahahaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN ! 🎉🎉👌 HAVE A BLAST ! ❤ Keep pursuing your dreams and have goals. Feel the love. Godbless you and your loved ones.
