I really don't know what we'd do without each other. I don't want integration, I don't want anyone to try and fix my DID, to fix us. We've all been leaning on each other so much in this weird time and I don't know how I would manage without the boys and Lilly.
This post is for the system, just wanted to put this out to make sure everyone else gets this message.
Azaadi, thank you for your joy and your playfulness. Your happiness becomes my happiness and I adore you.
Icarus, thank you for being firm on what we need, specifically for what Azaadi and I need. You are a brilliantly fierce caretaker. I'm proud of your development, how much you've changed and grown.
Ren, I'll admit I'm not exactly sure what to say, but thank you for working on becoming more open and communicative. We have a ways to go still. Also at times your apathy is helpful as well, you help decatastrophize our thinking. You are confident and grounded and I enjoy learning more about you.
Lilly, sweet Lilly! Thank you for being gentle and kind and caring. You're becoming somewhat of a mom of the system I feel. I don't know what we'd do without you, we are so much better than we were before you.
