#~jay

[study-core-101]

i have a confesion to make

i hate flashcards

[inevitable-pretty-chaos]

My source changed its hair recently. And everything would be so great if I changed too. I mean, since I was created, I always... got "updates" to look as my source as possible. And it was alright, because it was something I finally got used to. But now it changed without a reason. My canon compliance is a chaotic mess. Dear universe, am I a joke to you ????

~Jay

[raincxtter]

constant mood

[study-core-101]

why did i miss school 1 ½ days? now i have a shit tone of homework and assignments

[study-core-101]

Oh, it's one of those days (10 ½ hours straight of classes and meetings, even what would be "lunch break" is a fucking "meeting over lunch")

[study-core-101]

[sorry, there is no picture]

Today I (in my productivity marathon to catch up, oh god im gonna die when i start college if it´s like this)

Did both of my biology study guides (covering 3 units)

Wrote down the Mathematical Logic notes/theory of the classes i missed and did the school work of those.

Wrote down the notes for Technology & Telecommunications class and Introduction to Informatics class (thank god there wasnt an assignment)

Failed attempt at getting some of my textbooks

Started my Communication assignment (did like less than 10% of it, but hey, something is better than nothing)

Cleaned my room

Did my english homework and work from one of the classes i missed

[inevitable-pretty-chaos]

I got lost under interpretation and analysis. Staring into the mirror gives me only two results: me and HIM and I'm unsure which one is the truth. (Does the truth even exist or was it also turned into lost media ? The fog-covered eyes won't give me the answer.) HE is me I am HIM / HE is not me I am not HIM, I whisper on repeat, trying to cross out errors, but my hands are trembling and the pen contains only BLOOD.

~Jay