tailsofmine

[tailsofmine]

The lonely night

those clear nights but blurry eyes 

the story of my life just turned around 

elegant dresses with heels 

pretty makeup and music in air 

gorgeous girls and handsome guys 

it was crowded but with empty minds and 

crowded feelings 

feeling of love, attention, care, anger

but the only person I found was lonely out there 

the attachment of with in 3 seconds 

when i saw the crowd with open eyes 

the sadness from some dark corner of my heart 

watching them falling in love like your past life 

the feeling of lust with hotness and passion 

the gorgeous dresses with high heels on 

I know I was looking good but my mind 

wasn’t ready to believe

my heart want’s it but the mind knows what is wrong 

everyone was dancing with the passion and smiles on their face 

me!!!!!!!

found  a new friend but was really hard to handle 

the feeling was sour 

my heart was craving 

but my mind was enjoying as well

the lonely night with a crowded sky 

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THERE IS SOMETHING

there is something i haven’t said 

haven’t said 

haven’t shared there is nothing 

I haven’t cared to tell you there

this night, this warmth

our blood our warmth 

our fears that worm their way  into our unsaid words  and  

while we balance here   

wishing for an endless ending 

into our eyes and us in two 

into the deeper meanings of our fears 

can we walk together out of these. wounds???

will you wait for me at the edge?

these unsaid  suspension that refuse us the courtesy of dropping these drops of undone and once done 

while we iterate and iterate the tape that separates

where it once held us together 

by our unsaid undone 

we balance here on suspended

unsaid unwinding.

the light of this uncut moon this white yolk 

that offers on warmth on regard that 

owns nothing and borrowed light 

but can’t hold onto it 

this unheld light 

unwinding between us

borrowed and suspended