Yours Truly

Won't you be my darling?

[tainted-loves]

❤️ Intro Post ❤️

You may call me Emil. I am 18+, and use he/him pronouns.

This blog is a general place for me to let out my more obsessive thoughts and tendencies, as I do identify as a yandere. Keep in mind this is a sideblog, so you will not see any follows or likes from it.

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DMs and asks are welcome, I enjoy attention

Anons - 🩸🎀

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[tainted-loves]

You've gained an anon :3

-🩸🎀

Welcome to my blog, anon, glad you could stop by.

[tainted-loves]

11,14?

(11) GHOSTS- Would you prefer to join in on crowd events with your darling or would you rather stay in alone with them?

While I enjoy a party every now and then, I prefer staying home and cozy. I'd love the most alone time I could take with them.

(14) CRAVINGS- Have you ever carved a pumpkin? What message would you carve if you knew someone else had a crush on your darling?

I've carved pumpkins before. I think I'd love to carve a Ghostface into a pumpkin, so they'd know what will be the last face they ever see.

[tainted-loves]

Getting to know you

39) If you use a certain scented lotion or perfume, what scent is it?

(I know Halloween just passed but I just found your blog haha)

Never too late for Halloween :)

I wear the same perfume as my darling. I love smelling like them and having their scent on me. It's called Twilight Frost, it's a mild scent but still a bit sweet, very cozy.

[tainted-loves]

For the ask game: (7) STALKING- If you already have an interest in someone, but they don't know about it, would you take advantage of Halloween and watch them in the dark?

Oh, definitely. I'd love to use a costume to help conceal myself in the darkness even further, maybe something like Ghostface so the mask covers my appearance too. Gloved hands reaching out from the darkness once the fun is finally over, the wait is finally through..

[obsessivel0v3r]

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(1) BEING- If you could describe yourself in a few words when it comes to being in a relationship, how would you describe yourself?

(2) MASKS- What character (movie/book/etc) would you say matches your personality/behavior? Why did you choose this character?

(3) GLOVES- When it comes to growing fond of someone and catching an interest in them, what are some small things you do? Do you like collecting small items they leave behind?

(4) GROWL- If your favorite person/ partner has a friend they like to hang out with even though you don't like them, how do you react?

(5) HOWL- What are some things you do when your partner isn't giving you the attention you want? (Do you pout? Sigh excessively? Etc.)

(6) DRESS UP- Do you want to wear costumes with your partner for Halloween? If so, what would you have in mind?

(7) STALKING- If you already have an interest in someone, but they don't know about it, would you take advantage of Halloween and watch them in the dark?

(8) FILMS- Would you prefer to go out on Halloween night, or stay in and watch horror movies instead?

(9) SACRIFICE- How would you react to a rival “accidentally” brushing shoulders with your darling at an October festival?

(10) FIRE- Let's say you write love letters to your darling, you either keep them or give it to them. Would October change anything in the way you write the letter? Would it be more creepy and specifically detailed?

(11) GHOSTS- Would you prefer to join in on crowd events with your darling or would you rather stay in alone with them?

(12) “HANG UP”- Are you a fan of horror?

(13) STORIES- Let's say your partner isn't such a big fan of horror stuff, what would you do with that information? Would you try to tell scary stories or activities to try to get them to cling onto you even more?

(14) CRAVINGS- Have you ever carved a pumpkin? What message would you carve if you knew someone else had a crush on your darling?

(15) “BOO”- Would you buy a costume just so your darling wouldn't recognize you? What kind of mask would you buy?

(16) “IT”S A CROWD”- If your darling got invited to a Halloween party, would you want to go with them? Or would you pretend you can't make it just to surprise them?

(17) LOCKS- Would you take the excuse of Halloween to lock the doors and make your darling go to bed early because it's too “dangerous outside”?

(18) ACHE- Let's say you went out with your darling, and they're admiring someone else's costume a little too much for your liking, what would you do?

(19) CLAWS- If someone tried scaring your darling, even as a joke, what do you think your first reaction would be? Would hearing your darling scream trigger a reaction?

(20) FANGS- If your darling wanted to carve pumpkins and wanted to ask someone for help, how would you feel seeing someone else guiding your darling's hands in theirs? Would you shove them away and tell your darling you'll learn how to do it to teach them yourself?

(21) RULES- If your darling wanted to go trick-or-treating “just for fun,” would you indulge them—or forbid it?

(22) TARGETS- How would you feel if your beloved wore cozy autumn sweaters gifted by someone else?

(23) RUN- If your darling says they want to dress up for Halloween, but tells you they're going to match with someone else, what would you say?

(24) “US”- If you could pick outfits for you and your darling, what would you wear?

(25) IDOL- How is your favorite horror related character and why?

(26) NIGHTS- How would you take advantage of Halloween night?

(27) CAMERAS- If you aren't together with your darling, would you use Halloween as an excuse to go out and visit them?

(28) LIES- Let's say your darling wanted to go to that Halloween party they got invited to but knew you wouldn't want them to go. If they tried lying and sneaking out, how would you react?

(29) LEGENDS- Would you want to have a family with your darling eventually? Would you tell myths to them with stories based around you and your darling?

(30) HORROR HOUSE- Let's say you both went into a horror house because they pushed you into it. If your darling got scared and freaked out, would you feel happy they're clinging onto you? Or would you be upset if someone else even tried to scare them?

(31) GLASS- Let's say you notice someone trying to take secret pictures of your darling in their costume, would you do something about it in a calm manner or would you go right to it and try shattering the device?

(32) HURT- Do you consider yourself overprotective? If your darling wanted to do something themselves like hanging up decorations or cutting something, would you let them but still keep a close eye on them? Or would you tell them you'll do it instead? What would your reaction be if they accidentally got hurt?

(33) PICTURES- Let's say you're a more extreme yan and the idea of others getting to see your darling, even from social media, makes you upset, would you spam their comments like crazy?

(34) BOUNDARIES- How extreme is too extreme?

(35) SAFETY- Would you ignore a darling's suggestion because you don't think it's the right thing to do?

(36) CRYING- If there was something your darling said they didn't like you doing, like a certain habit you can't help, would you try stopping for them?

[GETTING TO KNOW YOU]

(37) Do you have a favorite color?

(38) Do you have a favorite scent?

(39) If you use a certain scented lotion or perfume, what scent is it?

(40) Do you have a favorite song you always listen to on repeat that you never get tired of listening to?

(41) What song would you dedicate to a darling?

(42) If someone dedicated a song to you, what would be your top pick?

(43) What's something that you feel like everyone else normalizes in a relationship but you don't?

(44) Do you have a favorite flower?

(45) What's your favorite holiday?

(46) What do you like to do in your free time?

(47) Are you okay with people spamming you?

(48) Do you enjoy talking with others? Or do you prefer texting over calling?

(49) Do you like the rain?

(50) What's something that would make you melt when it comes to being in a relationship?

(51) What are you like when you are in a relationship?

(52) What kind of signs do you give a darling when you try to make it obvious you like them?

(53) Do you have any favorite pet names you like to call others?

(54) Do you have a preference in what pet names your beloved could call you?

(55) What is your dream for the future?

(56) What's your dream house like?

(57) Do you like pets? What's your dream pet?

(58) What kind of pets would you like to have in the future? How many?

(59) Are you more of an introvert or extrovert?

(60) What's your favorite myth?

(61) Do you believe in fate?

(62) What kind of life do you wish for you and your beloved?

(63) Do you consider yourself someone who easily forgives?

(64) What's something you wouldn't forgive in a relationship?

(65) If you could live anywhere, where would you live?

(66) What's a fear you have?

(67) What would you say is your best quality?

(68) What’s something that you don’t like about yourself?

(69) What’s something you don’t like in other people?

(70) How would you describe your “dream life”?

(71) When you think about “that special someone/something” what’s the first thing that comes to mind?

(72) Do you have a favorite planet?

(73) What was your favorite subject in school?

(74) When you get good news, who is the first person you tell?

(75) In your opinion, what is the most romantic thing your beloved could possibly do?

(76) How many times are you willing to forgive someone before you stop giving out chances?

(77) Would you say you’re hard to persuade?

(78) If you could live in any movie, what movie would it be?

(79) If you found out your darling liked stealing little things from you, how would you react?

(80) If your darling was a collector, would you leave little gifts for them to collect?

(81) When it comes to “breaking your darling” how would you do it?

(82) Are you a very patient person? Or are you easily frustrated?

(83) Are you a biter? Do you like biting a loved one?

(84) If someone accidentally hurt you, how would you want them to make it up to you?

(85) If you accidentally hurt your darling, what would you do to make it up to them?

(86) What is your favorite way to keep tabs on your beloved?

(87) What would be your dream way for you beloved to watch over you?

(88) Are you the kind of person who considers small events or things happening is "an act of fate"?

(89) On a scale of 1-10 how delusional do you think you are? Are you aware of this and know where to cross the line or do lines begin to blur on occasions?

(90) Do you believe you'll meet your lover in person? Online? On tumblr even?

(91) Are you open to people on tumblr trying to get to know you and maybe become something more along the way?

(92) How would you respond if your beloved found out you stalked them? What would you think would be the best response from them?

(93) Are you a fan of collecting pictures of your beloved?

(94) Are you more on the bolder side on actively take pictures of your beloved/ ask for pictures constantly?

(95) What is your favorite myth? Why? What kind of myth would you want to share with your beloved some day?

(96) Would you prefer to be the one taken and looked after? Or would you prefer to be the one doing the taking and looks after your love?

(97) If someone tried picking a fight with your darling, what would you do?

(98) What's your biggest love language?

(99) What kind of things do you look for in a potential partner?

(100) What do you do when you struggle falling asleep?

(101) Are you heavy sleeper? If someone knocking on your bed room window would you hear them?

(102) What's your favorite kind of weather?

(103) What would be your dream gift?

(104) What are your opinions when it comes to expressing your yan side? Do you find it hard to express your feelings?

(105) What kind of relationship are you looking for?

(106) Are you looking for a yan4yan relationship? If so why?

(107) Are you looking for a yan x darling relationship?

(108) Are you actively looking for a partner?

(109) What's something you could change from your past?

(110) If you could write anything into stone for your future, what would you wish to set into fate?

(111) In what way do you wish you could meet your lover?

(112) What's your favorite hobby?

(113) Do you find it easy to make friends with people?

(114) Do you find it hard to share people you know with others?

(115) Do you feel like it'd be easier if you just had control over things? What would you do if you could control your darlings life?

(116) What kind of routine would you want for you and your beloved?

(117) What's one specific thing you and your love would have to do? No matter the day.

(118) Do you consider yourself good at confrontation?

(119) Would you cross your own morals for your loved one?

(120) Did you have a favorite place you liked to visit when you were a child?

(121) Did you have a favorite toy you still keep with you?

(122) Do you have a favorite childhood memory you can't forget about?

(123) What's something you kept a secret from your parents?

(124) Do you still keep it as a secret from your parents, or have you already confessed to it?

(125) What's the “craziest” thing you've done for a lover?

(126) When you're in love, how would you rate your feelings? From 1 being okay to 10 being you feel insane.

(127) What's something that a friend has done that hurt your feelings?

(128) Do you think people deserve more than 1 chance?

(129) How do you take the phrase “we only live once” as? Do you want to live life to the fullest?

(130) Do you prefer sweet or sour food?

(131) What's your favorite candy?

(132) What's your least favorite candy?

(133) What's your least favorite holiday?

(134) What's your least favorite season?

(135) What's a song that you hate hearing?

(136) Do you prefer feeling cold or hot?

(137) Do you cry easily?

(138) Do you enjoy surprises?

(139) Do you think you're a stubborn person?

(140) How jealous can you get when you like someone?

(141) What's something that triggers your flight response?

(142) Do you have a fight, flight, or freeze response?

(143) When you're in an argument, do you like to stay logical, or do your emotions get the better of you?

(144) Do you like to give gifts to close friends?

(145) Or do you prefer to get gifts?

(146) Do you like to cook?

(147) Do you like to bake?

(148) What's your favorite thing to eat?

(149) What's your favorite thing to do with a friend?

(150) What's the last movie you've watched in the movie theater?

(151) Have you ever attended a concert?

(152) What was the last concert you have gone to?

(153) Who is your favorite artist?

154. Do you like to take showers, or take baths?

155. Do you consider yourself a perfectionist or just like to get things done as quickly as possible?

156. Do you like to make lists when you have things to do?

157. Do you like to get everything done fast, or do you wait until the last minute to finish it?

158. Do you keep your phone on vibrate or silent?

159. What's something you enjoy but never tell anyone else?

(160) What time do you wake up in the morning?

(161) What's the earliest you've woken up recently?

(162) What time do you normally go to bed at?

(163) What's the latest you've gone to sleep at?

(164) Have you ever had a crush on your friend before?

(165) What kind of romance do you wish you could live out, if you could choose? (Ex: childhood friends to lovers, etc)

(166) Have you ever been given flowers before?

(167) What's your dream house?

(168) What's your dream car?

(169) What's your ideal version of a date?

(170) What's the worst memory you can think of?

(171) Favorite ice cream flavor?

(172) Do you believe in love at first sight?

(173) Have you ever started off with disliking someone and eventually ended up falling in love with them?

(174) What way do you show affection?

(175) Do you like to stay near to your love interest or prefer to watch them from a distance?

(176) Do you act on impulse?

(178) Would you rather have a lover who is gentle, or someone who loves you down to the bone?

(179) Would you rather risk your life to protect your darling if something called for it?

(180) How would you react if your darling ever risked their life for you?

(181) How would you react to finding out your darling stalked your friends and people you interact with?

Do you believe in "too much information" being shared when in a relationship?

(182) How would you feel if you found out your lover's “best friend” was at some point their partner?

(183) Do you believe in being close friends with an ex?

(184) Are you confident in yourself? Or do you doubt yourself and compare yourself to your darling's friends?

(185) What would you do if someone harshly bumped into your darling on purpose?

(186) Are you loud and violent when it comes to defending your darling?

(187) If you pray, do you involve your darling in your prayers?

(188) Would you like to marry your darling by having a wedding with guests, family, and friends?

(189) Would you prefer to marry your darling in private? Just the two of you knowing?

(190) Would you like it if your partner memorized the password to your phone?

(191) What would you say if you caught your darling following you around?

(192) Are you a clumsy stalker? Or are you good at hiding your tracks?

(193) How would you react if your darling ever tried leaving you for someone else without a proper explanation?

(194) Would you say you're calm headed even when you're incredibly angry?

(195) What kind of secrets about yourself would you be open to sharing with your darling?

(196) Have you ever kept a dairy filled with things about your darling?

(197) Would you secretly record their voice?

(198) Do you have any secret pictures of your darling?

(199) What's the most embarrassing thing you've done with a darling?

(200) What kind of lines wouldn't you cross? Even in the name of love?

(201) Who was your first mutual on tumblr?

(202) Who's your longest moot?

(203) Do you have a favorite account on tumblr?

(204) What's something you always look forward to on tumblr?

(205) Do you have a tumblr crush? How would you feel if someone on tumblr had a crush on you?

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(Made by @obsessivel0v3r I hope you enjoy these and have fun!)

[tainted-loves]

Every second with you is a moment of raw bliss. I wish to spend the rest of my days with you, my love, my darling.

[tainted-loves]

uh hi have a few beetles -🪲

Why thank you. I'll have to find some names for them.

[tainted-loves]

Don't you know just how crazy you drive me, darling? If I can't have you, then no one can.

[tainted-loves]

Been a lurker for a while.. finally asking something :P

Can I ask (Subito, and Score)??

<3

Welcome to my inbox then, anon. Lurk all you'd like.

Subito — Would you rather catch your darling by surprise or reign them in slowly ?

I'm the kind to play the long game, I like to reign them in slowly. My end goal is mutual obsession, so I want to slowly drive them crazy for me.

Score — How much information do you currently have on your darling ? If you dont have one , how much information do you want on your darling ?

I know lots about my darling. What foods they do and don't like, their favorite games to play. I know what sets them off and I know what soothes them. I'll take any information about what makes them tick.

[angelicviolist]

Music themed yan ask game

Allegro — How long does it take you to become attracted to someone ?

Cadenza — How strict are you when it comes to your darling and friends/family ? Do you want them completely isolated ?

Con Fuoco — Are you more sadistic or gentle with your darling ?

Agitato — Do you like a darling who fights back or a darling who lets you do whatever ?

Adante — How fast do you like to take things with your darling ?

Da Capo — What would you do if your darling escaped you ?

subito — Would you rather catch your darling by surprise or reign them in slowly ?

Conductor — Do you like being completely in control of your darling or do you like allowing them to have control over you/themselves ?

Accelerando — Whats the worst thing you could think of that you would do for your darling if they asked you ?

Cross-Rhythm — What would you do if someone were to try and take your darling away from you ?

Fugue — How much work are you willing to put into making your darling yours (and/or making them love you) ?

Score — How much information do you currently have on your darling ? If you dont have one , how much information do you want on your darling ?

by angelicviolist

[tainted-loves]

I still have a question, if you don't mind.

I always understood "Darling" as the object of your affection. But if you are not in a relationship with them, and are not pursuing them romantically... what type of obsession do you have ?

Is it an obsession of platonic admiration ? or family bonds ?

I don't mind questions. I'm on the ace/arospec, very flux to be honest. It can range from platonic admiration to romantic pursuit, it just sort of depends.

[tainted-loves]

you should play idv more, it's much more fun to play with someone you like 🦭

tarot + enchanted forests are pretty fun but one of the most played gamemodes are duos

I don't have many people to play with, my darling doesn't play the game either. But I'll keep it in mind and try playing more sometime, thank you.

[tainted-loves]

oh my god... idv.. how do you feel about cueist?

I'm not the most familiar at IDV admittedly, only played here and there. But I do like Cueist's design.

[tainted-loves]

What do you think about life without a beloved? I don't wish to talk about my last one which isn't by my side anymore. I feel comforted by the thought others have similar experiences or views that may inspire me.

- ❄️

I'm not sure my perspective is very inspiring. I feel as though I'm always chasing love, for a beloved, but can never quite catch it. I suppose it's caused me to open myself up more in pursuit of it, so there's that.

[tainted-loves]

It's not fair other people get time with you, not fair others eat away at your presence. I would cherish you, my darling. If I could, I'd savor every second with you.

[tainted-loves]

Thank you! We're both yans, so technically we're each other's darling, and each other's yandere. ^_^

I wish you only the best too! It's not easy out there, especially because we "don't love normally". It's gonna get easier with the right person!

- 🐸anon

That's very romantic, and sweet. Thank you for the well wishes.