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Will you still love me if I happen to relapse? Because once you see or hear the word cut, you're fixated on it until you relapse

[takemee2neverland]

One day I’ll be perfect for you;

[aghosts-eulogy]

"but there is something that happens when you are told you are too much. you begin to ask everyone, "how small would you like me?""

[wovi]

mitski / tamino / trista mateer

[tunisian]

langston hughes

[newyearoldangel]

sufjan stevens

[wovi]

*

[oldwinesoul]

“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you're living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”

—Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

[ashstfu]

just wanna leave all responsibilities behind and eat fresh fruits and pastries by the ocean and feel the sun on my skin right now

[lovebasement]

Death won’t do us part, we’ll share a grave

[dogrotpdf]

Lev St. Valentine

[geryone]

Bianca, Eugenia Leigh

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end

[perfeqt]

“A soul mate is not the person who makes you the happiest, but the one that makes you feel the most. Who conducts your heart to bang the loudest, who can drag you giggling with forgiveness from the cellar they locked you in.”

— Sierra DeMulder, excerpt from “Unrequited Love Poem”

[meanwhilepoetry]

I hurt you and I hoped you would do hurtful things to me because I was so used to love being painful. You refused to do these things to me because you cared for me too much until finally you broke. Forgive me, my love. Pain was all I knew then, all I was comfortable with. There are so many times I looked at your kindness with suspicion, confused the melodies of your gentle words for future harm. I have known predators so long that I didn’t see an honest love for what it was. That it looked like this. That it looks like you.

- Nikita Gill, A Text I Never Sent

[free-my-mindd]

I’ve been healing from my past, learning from my mistakes, loving myself more, and growing as a person.

[thriving-em]

sorry

[sinligh]

I try to leave my feelings beneath the rug on the doorstep…

Lay them there, away from my chest. And watch everyone i allow to come closer step all over them.

I tell myself: At least this way, I’ll know where to find the leftover and my pride won’t be as affected

just a little bit dusted.

At least this way some of me might catch on them while they’re leaving.

And if they brush it off…. I can simply deny any relation to it.

But can I really ?

It’s not that they aren’t welcomed inside but I know there is no place for them.

It’s crowded enough by the presence Of all the girls i oppressed inside me

Under the concept of growing up.

I also know better than to welcome strangers.

•••

Quotes: La pianiste (2001), dir. Michael Haneke/Carol Rifka Brunt/ Carol Rifka Brunt/Victoria Erickson/ Sylvia Plath/Fyodor Dostoevsky

Original context: Sinligh

Art reference:

1. 'Young Violinist (Armando Meneghello)" by Vlaho Bukovac. 2. Art by Caelan Stokkermans. 3. Art by Aleksandra Waliszewska. 4. Art by welder wings

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[perfectquote]

“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, love, anger, loss or betrayal, change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.”

— Unknown

[htvpgenny]

“His absence will slowly teach you how to exist without him once again. It will be a slow teacher, but it will teach you and you will surely learn.”

Pierre Alex Jeany