Trying Not To Relapse

E last active 25/5/22 aus

[hel7l7]

You probably didn't mean to but you made me feel like shit

[dont-give-a-fuck-club]

ⓘ This user doesn't know what to do anymore.

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

The worse thing about splitting is that once i hate someone i feel like an idiot for ever liking them in the first place because they are this horrible person and then once i'm back to idealizing and loving them again i feel guilty for ever thinking anything negative about them because they are literally perfect and this is a never ending cycle

[souljashawty-deactivated2025040]

I hate having bpd so fucking much. I hate how I feel the urge to push everyone that loves me away. I hate sitting on the bathroom floor rocking back and forth because I don’t know what to do. I hate being called dramatic because I’m unable to control how I react to everything around me. I hate that people will never understand what it’s truly like be inside my head.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

No really because what did I do to deserve a brain this fucked up

[fridayiminlovemp3]

[1anonyymous1]

sometimes it just hurts and there is nothing you can do about it

[ojibwa]

i think i simply cannot take it anymore <3 like genuinely cannot take it i . cannot do this

[miserablytir3d]

ppl be like “why do you make your disorder your whole personality” Rebecca my whole personality IS a disorder

[anxietyproblem]

[auralrapeblackearth]

[sweatermuppet]

please be patient with me i am experiencing horrors unknown to you at all times

[fairycosmos]

i can’t believe me “trying my best” is just me showering regularly and eating normally. mental illness is so humbling 

[dont-give-a-fuck-club]

Everything you thought was drowning you was teaching you how to swim.

[thriving-em]

“I’m not coping as well as I thought I was”

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[silvermoonwritings]

“Almost. It’s a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite. Not yet. Soon, maybe.”

[abnormall]