Wednesday (12/13/2017)
Like I said, I am the worst at keeping a personal entry thing. Not much really happened over my “hiatus”. I smoked weed for the first time. It was a nice experience. I tried it with 2 friends and a stranger. We walked around the neighborhood smoking. It was quite an experience. I have also started talking to a guy! He goes to university a state away so we are kind of close. He is funny and he recommends music to me. He recommended a song called “May I Have This Dance” by Francis and the Lights and Chance the Rapper and I like it.
On another note, my floor had a holiday party and we drank alcohol and smoked weed together. It felt a little weird because there was some tension going on between three girls and I felt awkward and uncomfortable. It was one of those situations where people are fighting and you like all of them so you don’t know who to side with so you’re kinda stuck in the middle of the battlefield debating whether you should run or fight along someone. Also, one of the guys who I don’t talk to that much revealed part of his history that resonated with me. I don’t normally talk about my past because I don’t like looking back but he spoke what I hold in which was a little weird to hear coming from someone else but oh well.
For Secret Santa, I received The Cursed Child, a shirt with ASL on it, a face mask, and a funny children's book called Go the F**k to Sleep.
That’s pretty much all that has happened. I’ll try REALLY hard to keep writing each day but if I don’t then, sorry!