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side blog of @iamtiredofyourhorror for art! pfp and banner are my art

[iamtiredofyourhorror]

TW: Graphic depictions of illustrated self-harm.

Implied suicide attempt

Raise a glass, sole witness take the stand.

Heavy hearts won't grieve,

That soon I'll be

That body in the bag.

Anyways do we fw intersex postal dude

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raise a glass, sole witness take the stand. [WIP]

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I DIDNT FORGET THIS BLOG I JUST HAVENT FINISHED A PEICE IN A WHILE BUT A LOT IS COMING IM SORRY TO ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY LIKED MY ART 💔💔💔 GONNA POST SOME WIPS

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I forgot this mf blog

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PLEASE DON'T GO.

Posting Oliver Merrick too!!! :D hes been one of my main ocs since 2018.

He was originally based on every character in Marble Hornets combined, taking on Jay's surname to reflect that.

He, too, has DID, though his developed as protection rather than his abusers controlling and conditioning it intentionally. As a result, his most prominent alter (I say, as in, cohost. Oliver is not a 'core' as core theory is generally harmful) is a demon named Vincent that embodies all that he believes is wrong and forbidden.

Oliver swapped identities with his twin sister, Exodus, who is a transgender woman when they escaped their cult together.

He lost his face to an animal attack, along with his leg and got severe damage to his vocal chords. The mask he wears is a 'prosthetic' (he regards it as his new face, though it is not a true prosthetic, he prefers it, and the blackened lenses help with his severe light sensitivity and blindness from the damage to his remaining eye)

Theres other art of him on this account i think... if not i might rb this post with more of him to show how hes evolved over the years!

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Woe. Go my oc. Hes probably about to dominate my acc lol. Also whoops i forgot this acc existed.

More details abt him under the cut...

Sasha was originally a tf2 medic oc (kinda obvious tbh) but became his own thing.

Hc-did means highly complex did, idc abt peoples opinions on the name for that presentation of did, its a well-known term and im using it as shorthand here for how his disorder works, and im a did system who faced ramcoa myself.

I made him 2024! Hes been a huge comfort char ever since.

His system consists of 4 primary alters (himself, Yefréitor, Starshina, and Pràporschyk), though only himself, Yefréitor and Pràporschyk front in a manner where they control the body, Starshina operates mostly internally.

Sasha kept his name despite it being his birth name as a form of reclaimation of his life and identity. He did his own top surgery with the assistance of his friend in his apartment's bathroom, and he gets testosterone through a colleague.

He's regenerative, able to come back from the dead unless his brain stem is severed from his spine, and his blood and other bodily fluids can heal others.

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I gave up my heart.

I've learned from your ways !

To watch you succeed.

I've learned to succeed !

In the end I begged,

I watched as you fell !

For you to just see.

I watched as you PLEAD !

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WIP of my OC Sasha!

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Why does all my art keep getting flagged 😭 does his facial scar look like a pussy or smthn omfg moderation has gotten so triggerhappy

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WIP of my OC Sasha!

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I DIDNT FORGET THIS BLOG I JUST HAVENT FINISHED A PEICE IN A WHILE BUT A LOT IS COMING IM SORRY TO ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY LIKED MY ART 💔💔💔 GONNA POST SOME WIPS

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I can't sleep.

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take care of it.

line graphic credits: @/toastray

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Ik this acc is mostly scp art but...

Are we rockin with furry tboy tummy

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take care of it.

line graphic credits: @/toastray

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"Cotard and I alone".

Wip i'll probably never finish </3

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WIP :) love this goober. Added hc'd parts. Idk if ill ever fully finish it. Abyways i got back into r&m

[iamtiredofyourhorror]

(covered in blood and sweat) someone hlep me. i dont want to render his suit and hair. the cyborgs are going to kill ME

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sooo sleeepy//.... its almost 2 am i think its time for bed

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ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT BRUSH I USED FOR MONTHS AND IT WAS RIGHT HERE?????

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Btw the fin. For this post is never coming i lost the files when i switched to linux i am so sorry ill do a redo of this when i have time because ik this fandom is starved

[iamtiredofyourhorror]

(covered in blood and sweat) someone hlep me. i dont want to render his suit and hair. the cyborgs are going to kill ME

[iamtiredofyourhorror]

sooo sleeepy//.... its almost 2 am i think its time for bed

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ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT BRUSH I USED FOR MONTHS AND IT WAS RIGHT HERE?????