C'MON, C'MON, C'MON, C'MON, C'MON, C'MON, C'MON

i can't tell you the way i feel because the way i feel is oh so new to me!

[tamaharu]

[themitchiemitch]

Kate Bush dressed as a bat, 1978

[nohoperadio]

just saw a pigeon doing the puffed up courtship dance thing to another pigeon, and as he was strutting around he suddenly stopped for a split second to do a very brief preen-peck at his own side, then returned to the strutting around. and i surprised myself by instantly losing respect for the male pigeon in that moment, like come on man i appreciate you had an itch or whatever but how is she supposed to feel special when you're getting distracted by bullshit like that? which on reflection i don't endorse, i mean those are pretty harsh dating norms i'm imposing on these pigeons, from a total outsider perspective, for no reason. probably not all girl pigeons are as uptight about that sort of thing as i would apparently be if i was a girl pigeon, maybe she even found it endearing who knows, i don't know her. it's none of my business really. sorry pigeons.

[officialspec]

i miss my kids

[cocteautwinsgirl]

i don't have to sell my soul, he's already in me (tw: sa)

[dogpuppy]

[ot3]

you know how there was a whole genre of post on this website like teniss years ago that was 'omg my grandma saw me smiling at my phone and asked if i was texting my crush but i was actually looking at destiel smut' or whatever. thats the kind of smiling at my phone i do when im reading orv

[ot3]

lowkey rereading orv is kinda just like texting your crush. and the book does reciprocate. like its flirting back with you.

[tamaharu]

speaking of testosterone its been nearly seven months since i started :3

[tamaharu]

and ALSO i GOTTA only switch up one variable at a time when im doing my shots man. the first couple of weeks of me doing them on my own? virtually painless. it was great (especially since my dad had been sticking me and it hurt every time). the last few weeks its been sooooo painful though that its made me even more reluctant to do them then normal. then today i 1. put an ice pack on the area for a while before injection 2. made the injection site a little further away from my inseam and 3. listened to supersonic by oasis, one of my hype songs from the first few weeks (you gotta be yourself you cant be no one else etc). AND IT WENT GREAT???? which was it... was it the numbing effect from the ice? was it.. was it the oasis...??

[tamaharu]

speaking of testosterone its been nearly seven months since i started :3

[tamaharu]

receiving medication is so funny. the script of folic acid i got has been drastically different in count between the two times ive gotten it. my latest testosterone is a completely different brand than my usual stuff. like bro its ultimately the same medication so idgaf but whats going on in the backend???

[wombrion]

beautiful princess with no disorders

[tamaharu]

i understand what james hurley is about. and before you think it NO i am NOT just saying that because i also have a giant forehead. i understand him.

[jetix]

Abstract painting by Yoshiki Okamura, 2024

[tamaharu]

i cant believe my boss wants to make me the team liaison/partially in charge of planning stuff. i had three (3) things to do this morning that involved messaging two (2) people and im already shaking like a chihuahua and sweating like a hog. does this look like the kind of man organized enough to justify increased responsibilities.

[tamaharu]

AND i apparently fucked up one of the things i did this morning do NOT put me in charge bro

[tamaharu]

trying to listen to the left hand of darkness audiobook and i swear to god the narrator sounds like he has marbles in his mouth

[tamaharu]

i cant believe my boss wants to make me the team liaison/partially in charge of planning stuff. i had three (3) things to do this morning that involved messaging two (2) people and im already shaking like a chihuahua and sweating like a hog. does this look like the kind of man organized enough to justify increased responsibilities.

[lugslogic]