A Wolf in Sheeps Clothing.

Indie | Selective | Remus Lupin.

[tamestwolf-blog]

hi. i’m sorry i’ve been gone for awhile but i needed to take time to figure out why i wanted to continue this blog. i made this blog after being accused of something i would never do and being kicked from a group i loved because of that false accusation. it was too hard to keep up this blog knowing every day that the people who made me leave that blog were still around, still watching this blog (as i got anons) and my friends on the group still don’t fully know what happened to me. but, i want to make this blog something i enjoy. i want it to be about my love  for writing remus, and my love for writing bertram.

please, if you’re interested in interacting with me after i revamp this blog like this post and i’ll shoot you a dm. thank you.

[loathedlineage-deactivated20180]

everyone else is doing these lately and they tend to work and i wanna join the party so … give this a LIKE/REBLOG (preferably the latter so i can actually branch out and find new possible rp partners, please) if you are interested in roleplaying with a hp oc (harry potter’s twin sister): amelia potter. she is essentially prongs 2.0 who fears magic and struggles greatly to accept the potters as her family as she was raised by another :’))))

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lupimagus:

‘  i'm  almost  twenty.  i  can  handle  myself.  ’   the  comfort  of  his  father’s  hands  is  accepted  ,  although  reluctantly  ,  for  his  gaze  averts  to  the  ground  and  a  sigh  escapes  his  lips.   ‘  i  swear  i  can.  i  know  you’re  here  for  me  ,  and  i  will  always  come  to  you  if  something  that  i  can’t  handle  happens.  ’    finally  ,  blue  eyes  look  up.   ‘  but  you  have  to  promise  me  you’ll  start  focusing  on  yourself  and  on  mum.  you’ve  already  given  me  everything  i  could  ask  for.  ’

Remus frowned as Teddy continued to protest. He knew how his son must be feeling but he couldn’t help want to be there for him. Teddy felt like an adult; he felt like he had it under control but Remus would always see Teddy as his little boy. “We’re doing great, Ted. We’re....we’ve got enough.”

[tamestwolf-blog]

i apologize for the extended hiatus, i have had 2 cons coming up in a 2 month span and it’s taking a lot to prepare for them.

[tamestwolf-blog]

i lied about being back from hiatus. I’m currently setting up a matt holt rp blog as well as finishing a costume for a (very last minute) con next month

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messrsirius:

Sirius definitely wasn’t thinking at first, and didn’t even start to think as the two of them kissed. It reminded him of when they were still in high school, falling in love with each other before everything went to shit. And then Remus leaned forward and Sirius thought he could kiss him for hours. His grip on Remus’ arm loosened. 

It felt like all too soon when Remus backed away, and that’s when Sirius actually started to process what he just did. He kissed Remus Lupin, after years of them being broken up, and while he was engaged. Definitely not the best move; at least now he knew for sure there was no way he’d be able to go through with it. 

But it had worked. Remus didn’t walk or run away, or start yelling at him. He just looked…shocked. That was exactly the effect Sirius had been hoping for, or at least it was what he realized was what he’d been trying to do. It all happened so fast before. 

Sirius knew he could never love anybody like he loved Remus, and it was cruel. Why had he gone through with an engagement if he felt like this? Because he hadn’t uncovered everything. He’d buried his everlasting feelings for Remus so deep inside that he could barely recognize they were even still there when he made the choice to get engaged. But now they’d broken through and were spilling over the top. 

Sirius didn’t really know what to say either. “I know.” Well shit, that sounded worse. He ran a hand through his hair, wishing he could just kiss Remus again without any of the complications. “I needed you to stay, and that was the only way I could-” He was about to say ‘think of,’ but lack of thought made that one useless. “You’re not being an asshole, and I want to keep talking. There’s no way in hell I’m letting you get away again now.” 

Sirius’ face was a flood of emotions and Remus couldn’t help the overwhelming guilt he felt as he watched it all happen. He wasn’t only messing with one persons life at this point; he was messing with so many lives, so many people were tied to this.

But at the same time there was a flicker of hope. Kissing Sirius had felt right behind the guilt and Remus hadn’t wanted to stop it. He was tempted to kiss Sirius again but instead he bit down on his lip. He loved Sirius Black and Sirius loved him and Remus couldn’t help but hope that there was some chance the two would figure things out.

Remus was suddenly very aware that the two were in a cafe with other patrons and though the few people in there didn’t seem to be paying the two much attention Remus felt uncomfortable and watched. The conversation they were having was too private for it to continue in this place and so instead of kissing Sirius again or screaming at him for being so stupid as to kiss him he shook his head.

“I’m not going to leave, I wouldn’t be able to get over the guilt if I did at this point.” He couldn’t leave Sirius after everything that had happened that day. “We can’t stay here though.....we can’t stay in this public place.” He wasn’t sure where they would go but he knew it couldn’t be there.

“Maybe we should...maybe we should go to James’ house.” Somewhere with a mediator. Someone they both trusted who was smarter than them; to keep the two in some sort of line.

[tamestwolf-blog]

@lupimagus continued from HERE

a frown took over remus’ face as teddy responded. he knew that it must be overwhelming to feel like he should be able to handle things himself but remus didn’t want his son to feel that way at all. “it’s our job to look after you teddy.” he reached for his sons hand, hoping to reassure him in some way. “we’re alright, we’re here for you.”

[tamestwolf-blog]

im home from comicon and my semi hiatus is over for now!

[platonicrpmemes]

Platonic Valentine’s Day Starters

“Half off chocolate is all I need today.”

“It’s a rose. You don’t have to be my girlfriend/boyfriend to enjoy flowers.”

“Of course I love you. You’re my best friend.”

“That stuffed animal is so cute! You should get one!”

“I like hearts, okay?”

“Everyone looks better in pink.”

“Let’s laugh at some bad chick flicks together. They’re on every channel right now.”

“I’m not into all that mushy stuff.”

“Everyone deserves a flower today.”

“How about a hug?”

“I’m glad you’re part of my life.”

“I’m so lucky we met.”

“How long has it been? I can’t believe we’ve been friends all this time.”

“You’ll never be alone on Valentine’s. That’s what I’m here for.”

“Who needs romance? We’ve got cake.”

“Red is one of my favorite colors anyway.”

“Sorry, you’re not getting a kiss from me.”

“You’re such a dork. I love you, man.”

“I mean, you’re basically my sister/brother so…”

“I want to see you smile.”

“Talking and watching a movie sounds like a good night to me.”

“I’m not saying ‘I love you’.”

“Want to grab a bite at home? The crowds are going to be awful.”

“Here. It reminded me of you.”

“Let’s have fun tonight!”

“I made it for you. Do you like it?”

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Cute Valentine’s Day Starters

Feel free to make any changes !

General

“Good morning~ I love you.”

“Give me a kiss. No wait…two kisses. No, three ki-”

“You’re the best boyfriend/girlfriend/partner/etc. ever.”

“They were out of roses, so I got you tulips. Because I love your two lips.”

“It’s not the typical Valentine’s Day present, but I hope you like it.”

“Uh..w-will you be my Valentine?”

“I didn’t know what to get you, so I brought chocolate, flowers, AND a huge stuffed animal.”

“I know I say this a lot, but…I love you.”

“*greeting with a kiss* Hi.”

“Roses are red, violets are blue…You will always be my boo.”

“I’m in love with you and I love it.”

“I love the presents you got me, but nothing compares to your hugs.”

Date Night

“I can’t believe you made this reservation months ago…”

“Aw! You didn’t have to get me chocolate/flowers/a giant teddy.”

“I’d be perfectly happy walking around and holding hands.”

“Oh no, it’s raining/snowing! Here, take my jacket.”

“I don’t mind being stuck in traffic with you.” / “I made us a playlist.”

“You look…amazing.” / “That suit/dress/etc. was made for you.”

“Today was perfect.”

“Are those chocolate-covered strawberries?”

“Dance with me.”

“Wow, there are candles and everything…”

Staying In

“I don’t care about the romantic stuff. Let’s just watch movies and cuddle.”

“Sorry I’m sick on Valentine’s Day…”

“Come here, and bring the blanket with you.”

“We can bake cookies! And put heart sprinkles on them.”

“I can’t believe we’re snowed in..”

“When the chocolate goes on sale tomorrow, we can clear out the store.”

“Seeing you look so cute in your pajamas reminds me of why I fell in love with you.”

“Are bubble baths romantic?”

“I set up the blanket fort. The password to get in is three words.”

[tamestwolf-blog]

"What's with all the questions?"

Remus heard the defensiveness in Sirius’ voice and he flinched at the harshness of it. He hadn’t meant to push too hard. He’d just been worried; they all had been worried about him recently.

“We’re just worried about you. We’re your friends, Sirius.”

[tamestwolf-blog]

psa

im on a semi hiatus while i prepare for comic con

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like this if you want to plot. I am looking to get some more threads going.

[silviya7]

nice characters are good and important and strong

nice characters are not in any way inherently less interesting or complex or cool or badass than asshole characters

nice characters who go through hell and still remain good and kind and compassionate are so so strong

nice characters are not weak or boring or less badass, nice characters are awesome.

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My muse is injured and tries to hide it. Send me " Let me see " for my muses reaction.

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messrsirius:

Fuck. Fuck. Sirius knew he shouldn’t have said anything about it, but there was no way he was going to be able to sit through this conversation without mentioning it. Remus’ immediate response, which was bullshit, told Sirius that he definitely knew about the engagement. Of course Sirius was questioning it. He’d questioned it even before he knew about everything that had just been revealed. 

“Remus, how many times do I have to say you’re not ruining my life? It’s not like I just started being unsure of everything now, it’s always been there. And yeah, there’s a part of me that’s mad, a big part, but at least I know why now. And I’m fucking in love with you and I don’t know what to do about it.” He could feel himself getting worked up, unable to stand how Remus was talking like that, but couldn’t stop his voice from rising slightly. 

What Remus said next caught him by surprise, and he stopped talking for a moment. To tell the truth, he didn’t know what to think. In actuality, it seemed like a shitty move, but he suddenly had the thought that if he were in Remus’ situation…he would’ve done the same exact thing.

Then Remus kept talking, and Sirius kept wanting to contradict every single thing he said. He wanted to fully explain to Remus what was going on inside his mind but had no idea how to do that when he didn’t even know what he was thinking. But before he could even try, Remus was talking about leaving and getting out of his chair. No. There was no way in hell he was losing Remus again, right when they’d been so close to something, whatever that something was.

“Wait!” He could hear the desperation laced throughout his voice as he practically leaned out of his chair, moving to Remus’ side and grabbing his arm. “Look, you’re not…you don’t…I can’t let you-“ It was useless; there was no way he’d be able to get through to Remus that quickly. Sirius’ mind was racing and then…he did the only thing he was convinced would do something. He surged forward in an impulsive move and pressed their lips together, his thoughts a whirlwind of conflict, emotion, and memories. 

Sirius’ protests about how Remus was NOT ruining his life went right over Remus’ head. He didn’t care how much Sirius protested it; he couldn’t sit there and let this continue any longer. It would end in hearts destroyed for both of them and Sirius would end up with nobody.

It didn’t even cross Remus’ mind that the two of them could ever be together again. He had put that so far out of his mind and he couldn’t stand the idea of taking Sirius away from that girl....that poor girl who had nothing to do with this at all. He had hardly stopped to think how much he was ruining her life without having ever met her and that made him feel even worse.

Sirius’ call for him to wait also fell on deaf ears though Remus hesitated for a moment to compose himself before he went any further. He was not going to have any sort of breakdown in a public setting. Not here, not now, not with Sirius. When Sirius grabbed his arm though Remus was forced to stop and turned to face him.

He was about to respond to Sirius’ fumbled attempt at stopping him when he felt a very familiar pair of lips pressed against his. Every alarm bell should have been going off in his head at once but instead of that he closed his eyes and leaned forward into the kiss.

It only lasted a few seconds though Remus wasn’t sure he’d protest if it went on forever. When he pulled away however he was at a loss for words. “Sirius you..I..we can’t. You’re engaged.” As if Sirius didn’t already know that.

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messrsirius:

Now that Sirius understood why Remus had broken up with him, he was really confused as to what to think of him. On one hand, he still had lingering anger over the sudden split when everything had seemed to be going so well, when he realized he was in love with Remus. And being told the reason for it had been a lie seemed to add to that; he’d spent so long wondering what he’d done to make Remus think they weren’t working out, when in reality, it wasn’t that at all. 

On the other hand however, he sort of understood what Remus was trying to say, and felt sympathy for him. Sirius may not have tried to convince him not to go to school per say, but he would’ve at least offered some sort of solution. He hated that they broke up because of that; something they could’ve worked through. 

But then…then Remus said he loved him. The words rang through his mind, repeating over and over again. I love you too. It was one thing to learn that Remus had broken up with him because he loved him too much. It was something entirely different to hear those words. It made him feel a rush of hope; a belief that maybe it wasn’t all over for them. Whatever that meant, with all the…complications. 

“You’re not ruining my life,” Sirius shook his head in response to Remus’ words. “It’s…I’d rather us both know the truth, really.” What he really wanted to tell Remus was how unsure he was of everything now. What the hell did this mean? Even if Remus didn’t want anything, like Sirius had to admit he did, he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to go through with marriage. Just the knowledge that Remus still loved him was enough to make him question every choice he’d made since they broke apart. 

“I understand, alright? I get that there was too much and that you didn’t know what to do. I’d…say it’s okay, but it really didn’t feel like that at all, still doesn’t, but I get where you were coming from.” He was being a lot calmer than he’d been in the past, now that he actually got the reason why. He wanted Remus to know that. “I’m really unsure of a lot of things right now,” He admitted; if Remus knew about the engagement, he’d probably be able to figure out what Sirius was talking about. 

“You can’t question it.” Remus response was so fast; so quick and unthought through but he couldnt let Sirius second guess his engagement. He was HAPPY in this new life; Remus was sure he’d been happy with everything until this very moment and despite the reassurances from Sirius that Remus wasn’t ruining his life he KNEW that he was ruining everything.

“You’re allowed to be mad at me. You’re supposed to be mad at me. I fucked your life over because I was to scared to tell the truth and then I just let it SIT for years.” He laughed in a cold; heartless way to himself as he shook his head. God, everything looked so bad from ANY perspective but Remus couldn’t imagine looking at this from outside of his head. 

“You know I called because I saw her ring.” Way to go Remus, make yourself look like more of an asshole. That’s exactly what the situation needed. Although, maybe if he made himself look as bad as possible Sirius would leave it; too mad at Remus to even begin to second guess the engagement.

“I’m a piece of shit Sirius. I called my ex boyfriend who by the way, I broke up with for very selfish reasons, because he got engaged and I just couldn’t fucking handle it.” He sounded like an asshole to himself. He hated everything he was just under the surface.

“I need to get out of here. I can’t continue this conversation with you right now I’m fucking up your life and I sound like an asshole to myself. You don’t have to sit through this any longer.” He stood as he grabbed his coat, shoving his phone into the pocket and ignoring the 17 missed messages from James. He considered a see you later and then realized this was the last time he would ever see Sirius. “Goodbye.”