By love, Sincerely.

Hey, my name is Tamira. I'm a wife, mom of two.  I'm using this space as a space to express myself, record my growth and inspire others. 

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Manifesting money

As a stay at home mom, I feel it’s a challenge for me to manifest money. I’m co-creating money with my husband but it isn’t enough in my eyes. 

I’m watching as my savings dwindle and my credit card debt goes higher and higher each month. I’m regretting not using my income when I had it to be a lot more mature and pay off dues and save. Living in the past never solved anything. I don’t know what I’m missing. I’m asking the universe over and over and over to please send opportunities to make money my way but nothing is coming that doesn’t require 6 months to a few years of consistency. 

The idea comes to my head about focusing on not re-creating the present, but it’s hard to think about getting out of this situation and not re-creating it when you’re worried about this situation getting worse.

What is it that I need to learn, to move past this? 

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Things I want to accomplish before 2018 ends: 

Successfully journaling every day.  Taking an hour out of my day, to disconnect from social media and have meaningful me time.  Being more clear about my aspirations in life. 

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update!

Where have I been, I always go missing. You should know this by now, however this time I’m coming back with really exciting news. I’m PREGNANT! I found out a couple of weeks ago because I was having vivid, just realistic dreams. Really realistic. Anxious as crap, and just felt a presence. I decided to test and lo and behold I was PREGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I tested for a couple of months and somehow my body kept telling me, if you were pregnant you’d know. My body was right, this time around I just had a feeling. 

I want to do a lot of things during this pregnancy and really manifest and keep a healthy space as much as possible. 

I’m manifesting abundance of finances I’m manifesting abundance I’m manifesting healthy pregnancy I’m manifesting time management to spend with my son.  I’m manifesting my youtube channel being able to support me 10,000+ subs.  2,000+ biweekly month. in monthly income. 

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Comfort zone.

I’ve been noticing more and more how I don’t want to step out my comfort zone and grow / try new things. I’ve come to really be comfortable in what I know and being forced to step outside the comfort zone really scares me, but more so I feel this urge to stay where I am. I hate that feeling. I don’t want to be complacent. I feel like fears, anxieties, etc are something that need to always be questioned and pushed pass. I can’t speak for everyone’s anxieties but I know mine grows in the space of comfortableness. I don’t ever remember ever feeling anxious so much and I know it has a lot to do with NOT wanting to try new things in fear of messing up, or not being good enough or people think I’m sucking. 

As I challenge those thoughts, I recognize those aren’t good enough fears. I should allow myself to make mistakes, I’m going to. I’m not going to be good at everything, but that’s not my goal. My goal is to try! People will talk about me regardless and likeminded people, people who I sincerely want to be around won’t put me down. 

Comfort zone, I’m never going to allow you to be home. 

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Twitter deleted her thread. Reblog to save it. #Love it!

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So glad people like this exist in this world.

[tammiilovee]

What if I used this 7 days off the instagram ( or more) and actually used it to be a little more productive. Possibly by reading more, practicing Spanish more. Looking for more things that require less money to do around town. Do a little more self care, and take care of myself a little more. 

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What do u think of trans women?

Trans women are a testament to what it means to make your happiness a priority. I have nothing but respect.

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Getting back to writing frequently. I miss it and it’s therapeutic opportunities. So, we are going threw some financial issues and it’s seriously triggering. All my child hood was spent suffering through poverty. I didn’t have traditional children things like a car to go to school in, living room furniture let alone decorations for my bed and yet I know my child hood wasn’t nearly as bad. However, when I do notice how that child is still living through me, that child that wants to walk in every store and be able to buy without any hesitations. 

So much so, that now when money is really great. I mean I own a tesla and I’m only 22. I’m a mother with a son in a great private pre-k / school and the list goes on. That child however is still spending through me, I haven’t put away any savings. I purchased things I really never even used, I noticed recently more so than anything myself being more honest with ... myself.   I don’t get a high when I eat food, I don’t get a high when I drink etc, I get a high when I shop.  I haven’t heard very much “no’s” lately and it’s been so relieving and very very therapeutic. 

Yet I know just like food, alcohol, or drugs - using shopping with the means you don’t really have still isn’t healthy! It’s time to get to the root of the problem, and finally build stability. 

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How do you start charging ?   A part of me knows I’m worth more than just free sessions/ $80. 

However I just don’t know how to reach out and get clients! 

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You got this!

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No money or time needed. Please share this it could save a life

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Becoming an entrepreneur, 

Today I had the thought about changing my thoughts and taking my own balls back basically. I felt like the past couple of attempts I have at getting this idea off the ground I find myself turning around to ask for help before I even do anything. It’s almost as If I think there’s gonna be another solution to how success comes. Patience. Patience. Patience and hard CONSISTENT work.

I told myself instead of complaining that it’s not working, lets focus on that it IS working. Maybe I’m not suppose to be getting calls, texts and email 2 hours after posting an add. Maybe I’m doing enough by just posting so my name because familiar, and I have tons of work to continue to learn! 

Lets think about reality and not always about what we think our competition is doing and how we want it too. I want competition to hear my name and get overwhelmed about how damn good I am about my shit. I know I’m not there yet, so that’s my focus.  

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Every day may not be good, but there’s something good in each day. Focus on the good.

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don’t live life mediocre.

Hey readers,

 I haven’t posted on here in a long bit it seems (and it also seems I say that line a lot but whateva - ) I’ve been really slacking when it comes to health and nutrition. I’ve classified myself as a binge eater and not that I’m finally accepting that I’m also accepting that I can’t do diets. Regardless what you consider it, it’s something to do with a short amount of time changing your diet drastically, in order to seek physical aesthetic improvements and the problem with that is either I quit mid way and burn myself out or at the end of it I just don’t want to keep it up. 

So the goal is, I’m going to actually go for being healthier. Going to come up with a good gym schedule. I would like to be working out every day if possible doing something active but 3 days running and 2 days at the gym. 

Thinking about my health and all the brilliant things the body is capable of doing and achieving through good food and consistent exercise plus just listening to what your body needs is what I call NOT living mediocre. 

Giving into your cravings and laziness is mediocre. I want to be the 50 year old with the body of a 20 year old. Still running with my grandkids, keeping up and teaching all the exercise class. I want to walk by and people still question my age, and that starts today in my 20′s. 

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Committing to 5:30a.m ?

I’m committing to waking up at 5:30 a.m every day, I use to think if I gave myself one day to take a break or so than I’d be better at creating the habit. I realize that not only did that not help create a habit, but I was treating this with a job mentality. 

Work 6 days, than I’m off one. 

Which means I was going into this commitment with the idea that this was going to be a lot of work, and not very enjoyable at the end. 

Also another thing I’m going to give up is sweets. Oreos, icecream, donuts, etc. Cold turkey. Ive been consuming way to much of this and instead of indulging for a treat I’ve seemed to have gotten stuck and a little addicted. I can eat a whole pack of oreos in under an hour! Not because I want to, but because the I feel like the self control is a lot more difficult than ever. 

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Being lonely as a mother..

So it’s been a while since I wrote on this page, mainly because I hadn’t felt the urge to write which is an extremely good thing considering I only write when things are bothering me, sorta like praying. 

Anyways, today nova caught a fever and everyone left giving him his space and also not to be in mine since I was also in “mommy mode.” However, I always feel so alone and anxious when I’m left alone with my sick baby. 

It’s weird, I don’t want anyone around us cause I feel like they get in my way but when I’m alone, I feel nervous. Scared. I feel ... like I don’t want to be left alone.