Hello, I am Hiroki, 16, he/him. I have an account so that I can contact my parents when I explore.
I wander through forests with my companions. The other main reason for this blog is so that I can ask questions about them and other creatures and places I find. I understand that this covers many different dimensions or something, yes?
I apologize for any odd seeming posts, I typically use the dictate software I have acquired, as I am usually hiking, and therefore background noises can be transcribed oddly.
Attached is a picture of myself and my companions. I also have what I believe is a mail system? connected.
I apologize, as I do not know the names for many things, and will often have questions.
Kanon and Hoshi are girls, and Itsuki doesn’t seem to know or care so we use they/them pronouns for them.
Pelipper Mail+Malice: On
Sentient/Sapient Pokemon: Allowed
Legendary/Mythical Pokemon: Allowed
Musharna Mail+Malice: On
(ooc info below the cut)
//Hello! A friend is on rotumblr, got me into this so much I made an oc, but I genuinely have no clue about pokemon so me and the muse will learn together.
I’m actually luckyofthelawnvariety, as my main. pronouns any for me, but I usually use they/them. I’m a legal adult, also Hiroki is a minor, fyi, and I’m generally pretty quiet so this is a surprise development. I won’t be doing romance, just shows of affection on occasion.
Hiroki isn’t actually from any specific universe or time? He’s from a small village on the edge of Ilex Forest in Johto technically, but he grew up with recluse parents in the forest. He’s been exploring the forests and wilderness from a young age, and...accidentally time travels and universe hops sometimes? He doesn’t care about much beyond chilling in the wilderness, so he wouldn’t know what’s going on in “his universe”.
Let me know if you ever want Hiroki to wander into your universe/timeline, I’m happy to help out plotlines, etc!
Hiroki is an accidental creation, but I love him and hope to learn more about pokemon through him 🤟
Russet. Does Spitfire have a gun. Also I'm sure I can convince my parents to let me go back to BBA earlier if need be.
-Hiroki
@tanaka-hiroki-rotmblr
Um! Hi Hiroki! Uh, yeah, he does -
[Audio Recording Uploaded:
"Hiroki? You know one too? Hey, does yours edit reality? Is that just like, their thing? ... No? Huh. Weird."
Audio Recording Ends.]
um. We're - we're going to talk more on that later - what do you mean, edits reality?! Uh. Sorry. He's fine! It's actually pretty friendly, it just thought I was going to attack it...? Apparently it was in a dangerous place right before it got thrown here. Please don't stress too much, have fun with your parents!!
Russet. Does Spitfire have a gun. Also I'm sure I can convince my parents to let me go back to BBA earlier if need be.
-Hiroki
@tanaka-hiroki-rotmblr
Um! Hi Hiroki! Uh, yeah, he does -
[Audio Recording Uploaded:
"Hiroki? You know one too? Hey, does yours edit reality? Is that just like, their thing? ... No? Huh. Weird."
Audio Recording Ends.]
um. We're - we're going to talk more on that later - what do you mean, edits reality?! Uh. Sorry. He's fine! It's actually pretty friendly, it just thought I was going to attack it...? Apparently it was in a dangerous place right before it got thrown here. Please don't stress too much, have fun with your parents!!
[image, a selfie. Hiroki, in his usual mask, is in front, deadpan, with Ange holding up a peace sign just behind him. Behind them is the polar biome, where there is a table and a cut up ice cream cake, along with a pile of presents. Just in front of the table is Russet, shyly smiling with one gift in his arms. Around rib are six more people: Claude, Lee, Maira, Alice, June, and Drayton, all in various states of cheering Russet on. Sweetheart is hovering behind Russet. In the very back, Itsuki can be seen stealing a slice of cake.]
You are now a year older! I’m glad you enjoyed the party and your gifts :)
Well it’s late, but I wandered off a bit and got lost. Not sure where I was...or when really...but I went shopping! And so did Ange and Russet, so it was a fun day!
[A selfie with a tired looking Hiroki, with Ange and Russet posing behind him. In the background there are a small green blur and a small purple blur]
where the hell is he? ugh, moron left his computer running -
Rotomblr...? Is this what he's been wasting all his time on? No wonder he's only a trial trainer now, he should be spending time training, not wasting a spot he doesn't deserve here...
Kieran, why are you so angry at the other version of yourself? As much as you and Russet are in conflict right, and how hurt Russet is, he still loves you dearly.
...Should we revisit the discussion about, ah, “friends hiding and lying to you”, as you said? Again, I had my suspicions, simply by paying attention to Russet, but it is none of my business, and I trusted him to come to me given enough time. The issue is not with his limits, but with accommodating them. Correct?
We're not doing this at all, Tanaka! If he loved me, he wouldn't have lied to me about so many important things!
He lied to you as well! You should be just as angry as me, but you're weak like him, so you're not! Just leave me alone, you're on his side anyways, so don't bother pretending like you care! Arc, you're just like him..
Kieran. It is perfectly fine that you are hurt that Russet lied to you. It is fine that you don’t believe that he has been telling the truth about not knowing about...the ogre. It is completely understandable that you are upset that your sibling has caused you hurt, even without meaning to. It is also understandable that you are upset your older sibling is not as wonderful as he appeared to be. What is not fine is lashing out to the point where it is hurting yourself and him severely, as well as people around you.
Yes, he lied to me. Yes, I am not upset about it. It is not because I am weak, as you put it, but because I understand why he would do so.
And as I have told you so many times, Kieran: I am Russet’s friend. Russet cares about you. You have hurt him and refused his help, so he cannot be there for you. Just because you think you do not need help, does not mean that you do not. And no, I will not stop. Russet still cares about you, and I do too.
kusogaki... no I am fine Itsuki. I’ll get up in a minute.
Stop pretending you care about me, Tanaka. You choose his side, I don't need your fake pity! I don't need anyone! And if he hurts for it, good! He deserves to hurt - they all do, for everything they did to me! He may be weak enough to pretend it's all fine and nothing mattered, but it does! They all deserve to hurt for what they did to us me! Just leave me alone, already! Leave like everyone else does! Arc, you and him are just so annoyingly similar! Go away! I hate you! Leave me alone!
...Kieran. This is not pity, this is not fake pity. And please, stop fighting with everyone else on here. I do care about you, whether or not you believe it right now. That’s okay.
...I’ll leave you alone for now, but I will be continuing to talk to you, okay? Just...please be safe. It’s alright that you hate me, just...
It does matter. You’re right. And I understand wanting people to face consequences for their actions. But Kieran...
Just remember that I am here, okay? And so is Russet, even if you push him away. I will be here.
where the hell is he? ugh, moron left his computer running -
Rotomblr...? Is this what he's been wasting all his time on? No wonder he's only a trial trainer now, he should be spending time training, not wasting a spot he doesn't deserve here...
Kieran, why are you so angry at the other version of yourself? As much as you and Russet are in conflict right, and how hurt Russet is, he still loves you dearly.
...Should we revisit the discussion about, ah, “friends hiding and lying to you”, as you said? Again, I had my suspicions, simply by paying attention to Russet, but it is none of my business, and I trusted him to come to me given enough time. The issue is not with his limits, but with accommodating them. Correct?
We're not doing this at all, Tanaka! If he loved me, he wouldn't have lied to me about so many important things!
He lied to you as well! You should be just as angry as me, but you're weak like him, so you're not! Just leave me alone, you're on his side anyways, so don't bother pretending like you care! Arc, you're just like him..
Kieran. It is perfectly fine that you are hurt that Russet lied to you. It is fine that you don’t believe that he has been telling the truth about not knowing about...the ogre. It is completely understandable that you are upset that your sibling has caused you hurt, even without meaning to. It is also understandable that you are upset your older sibling is not as wonderful as he appeared to be. What is not fine is lashing out to the point where it is hurting yourself and him severely, as well as people around you.
Yes, he lied to me. Yes, I am not upset about it. It is not because I am weak, as you put it, but because I understand why he would do so.
And as I have told you so many times, Kieran: I am Russet’s friend. Russet cares about you. You have hurt him and refused his help, so he cannot be there for you. Just because you think you do not need help, does not mean that you do not. And no, I will not stop. Russet still cares about you, and I do too.
kusogaki... no I am fine Itsuki. I’ll get up in a minute.
where the hell is he? ugh, moron left his computer running -
Rotomblr...? Is this what he's been wasting all his time on? No wonder he's only a trial trainer now, he should be spending time training, not wasting a spot he doesn't deserve here...
Kieran, why are you so angry at the other version of yourself? As much as you and Russet are in conflict right, and how hurt Russet is, he still loves you dearly.
...Should we revisit the discussion about, ah, “friends hiding and lying to you”, as you said? Again, I had my suspicions, simply by paying attention to Russet, but it is none of my business, and I trusted him to come to me given enough time. The issue is not with his limits, but with accommodating them. Correct?
where the hell is he? ugh, moron left his computer running -
Rotomblr...? Is this what he's been wasting all his time on? No wonder he's only a trial trainer now, he should be spending time training, not wasting a spot he doesn't deserve here...
...I think I may have gotten a little lost again. Somehow.
[a photo of the BBA dome, which is very far away, through the water. there is a small glimpse of something blue in the lower right corner of the image]
Well, time to head back so we can head out soon. I have actually only travelled by normal means once, as normally Itsuki does what they want with me. I suppose I’ll learn as we go.
[this message was translated using Rotom Autotranslate!]
To the citizens of Orchid Village:
This is a reminder of the yearly festival coming up on the weekend of June 21-23! We will be celebrating with snacks, crafts, fireworks, and more! The fireworks will be happening after dusk for exactly half an hour, if you will need to prepare for the loud noises. Pokemon will be allowed to wander if they will not cause a disturbance unsupervised. The Tanakas will be running a first aid stand just in case as well.
...where are the two of you? Also generally no, Russet, and honestly you could stand to be a bit more selfish sometimes. I am wondering what you’d was in reference to, but you don’t have to elaborate.
... but what if he's right? i just - i just keep trying to step outside of my role, acting like i can change things when i can't, i'm not - not important enough for anything i do to matter. and i hide things and i just.
what do you mean more selfish? isn't - isn't being selfish... bad...? everyone's always told me to... to be the bigger person. be. selfless and mature. that's - that's how i'm supposed to be... right?
Not sure about Russet, but I'm in the cafeteria, currently.
Anyway Russet, he's not. And cut it out with this "your role" nonsense!
Hiroki's right, you do need to be more selfish. There's such a thing as being too selfless! If you keep giving and giving and giving and taking nothing for yourself, you're going to be left with nothing!
Ange is right with the “your role” idea, as no one ever has predetermined roles. It is entirely based upon decisions made. I would in fact argue that you are important, especially in this universe, and as your decisions have actually made my life better I am quite happy with them.
While it is true that prioritizing oneself above everyone and everything else is not a good thing to do, one has to put oneself first sometimes, otherwise, as Ange said, one will end up with nothing left. Knowing when to prioritize oneself is a delicate balance, but it is not inherently wrong. You do not begrudge me for going to visit my parents when you are busy with school, no? You are simply happy to see me when I get back.
Also, I would rather you not be alone right now, and at this point I think Itsuki might end up teleporting to you if you don’t respond. Just let me know if you would rather be alone instead.
