Cra-zy-vib-es

Hey. 15 years old . "What's life without a little risk-J.K Rowling "

[woefulwriting]

When he leaves you on read, do not sit on edge, wondering if he’s going to reply. When you see him active online but he hasn’t replied to your message, go on as if it doesn’t bother you even though your insides are churning. When he doesn’t like your picture on Instagram, don’t wonder if you should delete it. The minute you start changing yourself, your feelings, your personality to be more appealing to him, you’ve lost the chance to be yourself around him. So forget him if you must, remember that you are a beautiful, smart, caring soul and you are worth so much more.

note to self, on the boy I like

[remanence-of-love]

[its-im-possible]

Unrequited love is like hitting your head against a wall that isn’t there

Shannon Wheeler

[justscribbledwords]

“I look at you now and you look like more than just my friend. I wish I could tell you this. I wish I can tell you how much I need you and how much I want you. I wish you knew that you give me butterflies everytime we talk and everytime we hangout and everytime you text me or call me or smile at me. I wish you understood how much it hurts to call you a friend when you mean so much more than that. I wish you understood that you have taken up a place in my heart I didn’t even want to give you. But I know you don’t feel the same, it’s a gut feeling. And still there is a part of me that doesn’t accept it, that continues to love you, that is a hopeless romantic, that wants our hangouts to turn into dates, that wants our conversations to end with kisses, that wants to hold you close and not just hug you.”

— I wish you’d just give me a chance to show you what we could be because I know we would be amazing // JustScribbledWords

[woefulwriting]

For as long as I could remember, I put in all the effort and started every conversation because I cared the most. One day I realized I was trying too much for someone who wasn’t meeting me halfway so I stopped reaching out. I was finally starting to forget him and all the memories and months later, he starts messaging me again. Right when I was finally getting over it, it comes back to bite me in the ass. I know that’s how the universe works but I’m back to square one now wondering who he’s with and watching his every move and it’s so tiring to go back and forth, I just want to be left in peace. I guess it’s because I never stopped liking him but I just wish I could finally move on.

On my little crush

[typelikeagirl]

[tara-harris]

I relate to this so much

[woefulwriting]

When he leaves you on read, do not sit on edge, wondering if he’s going to reply. When you see him active online but he hasn’t replied to your message, go on as if it doesn’t bother you even though your insides are churning. When he doesn’t like your picture on Instagram, don’t wonder if you should delete it. The minute you start changing yourself, your feelings, your personality to be more appealing to him, you’ve lost the chance to be yourself around him. So forget him if you must, remember that you are a beautiful, smart, caring soul and you are worth so much more.

note to self, on the boy I like

[woefulwriting]

My friend told me that the boy she’s talking to has been ignoring her for 17 hours. It made me laugh because she was so precise about the timing but it also brought back flashbacks. The days I’d be anxious and desperate for him to reply. I’d sit and wait and check my phone hundreds of times, only to be met with silence. I’d check if his Snapchat score went higher, wondering who he’s talking to and why he hasn’t replied to me. Am I too boring? Is he with friends and too ashamed to text me in their presence? My mind would race with all these possibilities and I was so naive to the truth: he didn’t like me. It took me half a year to come to the realization. A boy who truly wants you will make it known, don’t settle for anything less.

Things I wish I had known

[dreamingofpotatos]

“Do you know what it’s like to like someone so much you can’t stand it and know that they’ll never feel the same way?”

[myreticentvale-deactivated20231]

Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

[maddisonkennedy-deactivated2017]

Couldn’t scroll

[thy-devil-princess-deactivated2]

I don’t give a fuck if this doesn’t suit your ‘theme’ have a heart and reblog.

[cyndaquil17-deactivated20180822]

Keep the flame spread the tag.

[kiramartinauthor]

Don’t stick with a friend that treats you like shit. I’ve done it and 10/10 would not recommend

[bizarrelynovel]

“I was a fucking good friend to you and you fucking blew me off so fuck you”

— Snooki

[honeybambolina]

“Once you graduate high school, you see who your real friends are. People change. Someone who you thought was your best friend will cut you off completely. Some of us enter high school with plenty of friends and end with only a few close ones. Others of us enter high school with only a few close friends and end with no friends at all. It’s just how life is. It’s like that sometimes. It sucks but it happens to almost everyone.”

— real friends // excerpt from a book I’ll never write #14

[friendbreakups-blog]

When your friends suddenly lose interest in you and you don’t know why

If any of you have experienced this and got through it. Plz let me know. I’m completely lost. 

[friendbreakups-blog]

Thanks for treating me like shit and abandoning me when I needed you the most

[cloudbeam]

in!! the mood!! to kiss!!!

[tara-harris]

Actually love being alone