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This reading strongly echoes what appeared in their individual readings. In both personal spreads, there was a theme of hidden things, things left unsaid, and the inability to fully close a certain chapter. Here, that theme rises to the level of the connection itself. If you have a spare minute, I recommend personal Omar’s and Edvin’s June readings!
𖣠What Is Happening Between Edmar on an Emotional Level ⟢ Knight of Wands Reversed
Emotionally, June looks very unstable. There is energy, attraction, and a reaction to one another between them, but that energy moves unevenly. At certain moments, there is a desire to get closer, only for it to be followed almost immediately by a retreat. The Knight of Wands Reversed often shows a situation in which feelings and passion are present, but people do not know what to do with them or are not ready to act consistently. As a result, the emotional atmosphere of the month appears nervous, impulsive, and at times contradictory.
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𖣠How Communication and Interaction Develop ⟢ The World Reversed
Communication develops around the theme of incompletion. Something remains between them that has never truly reached a conclusion or a new stage of development. Conversations, interactions, or the story of the relationship itself seem to keep circling. The World Reversed shows that June does not bring final closure or clarity. On the contrary, it becomes obvious that certain questions remain unanswered and continue to go around in circles.
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𖣠What Major Turning Point or Event Awaits the Relationship ⟢ Four of Pentacles
The main event of the month becomes holding on, maintaining control, staying closed off, and refusing to lower their shields. They continue to cling to their own understanding of the situation or to their sense of safety. Rather than taking a decisive step forward or backwards, the card shows an attempt to preserve the existing state of things (who is surprised?). (Well, Omar has this card as a point of exhaustion in June. Coincidence?)
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𖣠Under What Circumstances This Will Happen ⟢ Ace of Swords Reversed
This occurs against a backdrop of insufficient clarity. A conversation may not happen, or may remain unfinished, and fail to lead to complete honesty. The Ace of Swords Reversed shows that important information remains between the lines. Therefore, the central turning point arises not from a direct confrontation or discussion, but from certain things that remain unspoken.
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𖣠Who or What This Is Connected To ⟢ Wheel of Fortune
The event is connected to changing circumstances that do not entirely depend on them. The Wheel of Fortune points to the influence of timing, fate, or external factors. It creates the impression that June brings a situation that forces them to view the connection differently, whether they planned for it or not.
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𖣠What Consequences This Will Bring to the Relationship ⟢ The Hanged Man
AAAAA, I cannot do this anymore (continues doing it anyway).
After this, the relationship remains in a state of pause and reconsideration. The Hanged Man does not show active development. Instead of forward movement, it highlights the need to view the situation from a different perspective. In June, the connection does not arrive at a final decision. Rather, it reaches a point where there is an understanding that the old ways of interacting no longer work, while new ones have not yet formed.
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𖣠What Will Create Tension and Difficulties ⟢ Nine of Swords
The main source of tension comes from fears and anxiety. This card shows worry, doubt, overthinking, and anticipation of the worst possible outcome (which one of them is shaking like a leaf in the wind? Place your bets). Quite often, the real events are less dramatic than the conclusions created in the mind, you know.
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𖣠What Will Help the Relationship Grow Closer and Develop ⟢ Queen of Wands Reversed
What may actually help the relationship is letting go of the need to control everything. In this position, the Queen of Wands Reversed looks like a reduction in pride, stubbornness, and the desire to always appear strong. The less there is a struggle for leadership, independence, or the need to be right, the easier it becomes to find common ground.
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𖣠What Is the Main Priority of the Relationship ⟢ The High Priestess Reversed
The central theme is the revelation of what has been hidden (huh….) The High Priestess Reversed points to things left unsaid, secrets, inner knowledge, and feelings that have remained unspoken for a long time. The relationship seems to be approaching a point where it becomes increasingly difficult to pretend that certain topics do not exist.
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𖣠Why This Is Important ⟢ Two of Pentacles Reversed
Did you miss it? I certainly did not. It does not matter which deck I use or how many cleansing rituals I perform, this card always appears.
In any case, revealing the truth is important because the previous balance is no longer working. Someone (who could that possibly be?) is no longer capable of holding several opposing positions at the same time. The card shows overload and exhaustion from constantly trying to juggle different possibilities. A moment arrives when it becomes necessary to admit that uncertainty cannot be maintained forever.
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𖣠What Omar Is Striving for in His Relationship with Edvin in June ⟢ Four of Cups Reversed
Omar is trying to emerge from emotional stagnation. This card shows a desire to see new possibilities where previously the focus was only on disappointment or the lack of results. He appears to be someone who is gradually beginning to notice that the situation may not be as hopeless or impossible as it once seemed.
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𖣠What Edvin Is Striving for in His Relationship with Omar in June ⟢ Six of Cups
Edvin is trying to preserve the emotional connection and everything good that already exists between them. The Six of Cups is associated with memories, attachment, trust, and a feeling of emotional closeness. His attention is directed less toward creating something entirely new and more toward preserving what already holds value for him. There is the fear, I think. As simple as it sounds, he is afraid of destroying what already exists between them.
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𖣠What the State of the Relationship Will Be by the End of the Month ⟢ Temperance Reversed
By the end of June, the balance between them still remains disrupted. Temperance Reversed shows that the process of adjustment is ongoing. They have not yet found a shared rhythm, common understanding, or emotional equilibrium. This reflects what we saw at the beginning of the reading on the emotional level. All the instability and sudden surges align well with the impulsiveness and lack of understanding of when to slow down that Temperance Reversed represents.
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⚡︎ Overall
June does not look like a month of resolution for Omar and Edvin. Instead, it looks like a month of growing awareness. The connection remains emotionally charged, but unstable, with both attraction and hesitation operating at the same time. The strongest recurring theme is that something important remains unspoken, yet it is becoming increasingly difficult to keep it hidden.
Both seem to be holding on for different reasons. Omar appears to be searching for hope and new possibilities, while Edvin seems focused on preserving the existing emotional bond, afraid of destroying what they have. The relationship reaches a point where the old balance can no longer be maintained. By the end of the month, the connection remains unresolved and somewhat out of balance, yet there is a growing recognition that the current situation cannot continue indefinitely in its present form.
𖣠What Is Happening Between Felvin on an Emotional Level ⟢ Five of Wands
Emotionally, June looks rather tense. There is a clash of perspectives or expectations between them. This is not necessarily an open conflict, but there may be arguments and attempts to sort things out. Each person may see the situation differently and not fully understand the other's position.
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𖣠How Communication and Interaction Develop ⟢ Nine of Wands
Continuing this theme, both of them take a defensive position in communication. There is a sense of distrust or a desire to protect personal boundaries. Someone may expect old problems to recur and, therefore, prepare for potential difficulties in advance.
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𖣠What Major Turning Point or Event Awaits the Relationship ⟢ Ace of Swords
The central event of the month is connected to truth, clarity, and a clearer understanding of the situation. An important conversation (please, can all of you just have an honest conversation already?!), a realisation, or a moment when the fog clears, and it becomes possible to understand what was previously uncertain. This card literally cuts through confusion and allows the real state of affairs to be seen.
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𖣠Under What Circumstances This Will Happen ⟢ The World
The event takes place against the backdrop of a cycle coming to an end. The World shows a situation that has been moving toward its logical conclusion for a long time. Perhaps a story between them reaches a point where it is no longer possible to continue in the same way. There is a feeling that a particular stage has reached completion.
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𖣠Who or What This Is Connected To ⟢ Death
This card continues the theme of The World perfectly. Death speaks of deep transformation and often of endings. This is not simply about change, but about the need to release an old relationship format, old expectations, or an outdated dynamic. Something must end here. And a point to create space for something new as well (for both of them, individually or together).
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𖣠What Consequences This Will Bring to the Relationship ⟢ Temperance Reversed, Clarified by The Hermit
After this, the balance is not restored. On the contrary, the relationship moves through a period of distance and reflection. Chaos and loss of balance lead to The Hermit, a card of solitude, indicating the need to spend time alone, understand one's feelings, and process what has happened.
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𖣠What Will Create Tension and Difficulties ⟢ Page of Wands Reversed
Tension comes from immaturity in communication and a loss of enthusiasm. Someone may send mixed signals, fail to follow through, or act impulsively. The card can also show a situation in which the desire to act exists but is blocked, making it difficult to move forward.
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𖣠What Will Help the Relationship Grow Closer and Develop ⟢ Six of Swords
The best thing for this relationship in June is to maintain distance and leave the past behind. The Six of Swords speaks of moving from a more difficult state into a calmer one. This card advises against becoming trapped in old resentments or outdated patterns. If they can let go of the relationship as it existed before and transition into something new, or points at letting go each other completely, it might just benefit them.
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𖣠What Is the Main Priority of the Relationship ⟢ Nine of Cups Reversed
The main theme becomes dissatisfaction. The relationship seems to confront the question: is what is happening actually providing what each person expected? The card points to unmet expectations, emotional dissatisfaction, or the realisation that the desired picture differs from reality.
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𖣠Why This Is Important ⟢ Nine of Swords Reversed
Because this dissatisfaction can no longer remain merely an internal anxiety. The Nine of Swords Reversed often shows emerging from a period of painful worry or an attempt to stop running from one's fears. Accumulated concerns begin demanding resolution.
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𖣠What Edvin Is Striving For ⟢ The High Priestess Reversed
Edvin is striving to uncover what is hidden. (Edvin, strive a little harder. You keep wanting clarity, but somehow you keep getting stuck.) His goal is to bring something to the surface, understand what has been left unsaid, or finally receive answers to questions that have remained unresolved for a long time.
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𖣠What Felicia Is Striving For ⟢ The Chariot
Felicia is striving for forward movement and control over the situation. It is important for her to understand where events are heading. Unlike the energy of waiting or analysing, The Chariot shows a desire to make decisions and move forward, even if the path is not easy.
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𖣠What the State of the Relationship Will Be by the End of the Month ⟢ Page of Pentacles Reversed
By the end of June, the relationship does not appear completely finished, but neither does it show significant progress. This card can also indicate a lack of commitment, procrastination, and unrealised potential. Essentially, the relationship remains stuck and is not moving anywhere.
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⚡︎ Overall
This relationship enters June carrying a great deal of emotional tension, defensiveness, and unresolved expectations. Both people appear invested, but they are struggling to align their perspectives or communicate openly. The central event of the month points toward a moment of truth, clarity, or an important conversation that forces them to acknowledge that an old dynamic has reached its limit.
However, clarity does not immediately lead to progress. Instead, the relationship might enter a period of reflection and distance as both individuals process what has been revealed. Edvin appears focused on uncovering what has been hidden, while Felicia wants movement and resolution. By the end of the month, the relationship remains unresolved, with considerable unrealised potential but little concrete forward movement. The strongest theme throughout the reading is that something needs to change, yet neither person seems fully ready to take the necessary steps to bring it about.
𖣠What Is on His Mind and in His Heart ⟢ Eight of Wands
On an inner emotional level, Omar feels energised. He senses that the situation is moving faster, with news, ideas, and anticipation of upcoming changes emerging around him. All the feelings he carries within him are in a state of motion.
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𖣠His Outer Energy ⟢ Knight of Swords
To those around him, he appears determined, direct, and ready to take action. He may be less patient than usual and more inclined to seek quick answers and immediate results.
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𖣠How His Communication with Other People Develops ⟢ The Fool
Communication flows easily, spontaneously, and unpredictably. New acquaintances, unexpected contacts, or fresh beginnings may arise without specific expectations or plans, yet they could open the door to new opportunities.
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𖣠How His Music Career Develops ⟢ Ace of Pentacles Reversed
In the musical sphere, there is a sense that not everything is unfolding as he would like. The potential for growth is present, but something is preventing him from making full use of it. Delays, cancelled plans, or disappointment with the outcome may occur.
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𖣠How the Situation with OMR Develops ⟢ Page of Pentacles Reversed
Within OMR, issues related to organisation, development, and the practical implementation of ideas may surface. There is a feeling that the project requires greater attention to detail and more discipline.
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𖣠What Major Event or Turning Point Awaits Him in June ⟢ The High Priestess Reversed
The central event involves the revelation of something previously hidden. A secret, an unspoken truth, an inner realisation, or information that has long remained in the shadows comes to light.
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𖣠Under What Circumstances This Will Happen ⟢ Three of Pentacles Reversed
This event is connected to difficulties in cooperation and communication. People may struggle to understand one another, teamwork may break down, or it may become clear that a form of connection that has been established, or is being established, between people is not functioning as effectively as it seemed. This situation may involve not only one relationship but also a third party.
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𖣠Who or What This Event Is Connected To ⟢ Seven of Pentacles Reversed
This is linked to disappointment in the results. He has invested a significant amount of time, effort, or expectation into building the connection, relationship, or project seen above, but the return is not what he anticipated, or progress is moving very slowly.
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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Him ⟢ Five of Swords
For Omar, the consequences may be unpleasant. A conflict, disagreement, difficult conversation, or the need to defend his position is likely. The truth comes to the surface, but the price of that truth may be high, leaving a bitter aftertaste.
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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Others ⟢ The Chariot
For other people, the situation becomes a catalyst for decisive action. After what happens, movement begins, decisions are made, and a sense of direction and certainty emerges.
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𖣠What Will Drain or Slow Him Down During the Month ⟢ Four of Pentacles
What may hold him back is his desire to maintain control over the situation. Fear of losing something or letting go what he has prevents him from moving forward freely. There is also a fear of releasing something he has already built.
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𖣠What Will Give Him Strength and Help Him Move Forward ⟢ King of Swords
His greatest resource is rationality. The more he relies on facts, logic, and objectivity, rather than viewing everything through the lens of emotion and the heart, the more easily he will navigate the events of June.
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𖣠What the Main Priority of the Month Is ⟢ The Devil
The main priority is something that holds strong emotional power over him. This is the Arcana of passion, desire, and powerful attachments. It may be a specific person, a goal, a wish, an ambition, an attachment, or a situation that he cannot and does not want to let go of.
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𖣠Why This Is Important ⟢ Eight of Swords Reversed
Because through this theme, he is trying to free himself from limitations, release fears that have been holding him back, and find a way out of a situation in which he has felt trapped. June appears to be a period of emerging from a state in which he has long felt restricted by circumstances.
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𖣠How the Month Will End ⟢ Four of Wands Reversed
By the end of the month, complete stability and a sense of fulfilment will not yet be present. Some issues will remain unresolved, and the harmony he desires will be somewhat delayed. There may be disruptions to shared plans within a close or family circle, as well as he might temporary change his residence.
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𖣠Will He View This Positively ⟢ Wheel of Fortune
Yes. Despite possible instability, Omar is likely to see what happens as a necessary turn of fate. He may feel that events are unfolding exactly as they were meant to, even if everything appears imperfect in the moment and he cannot fully influence what is taking place.
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⚡︎Overall
June looks like a key but somewhat turbulent month for Omar. Things move quickly, hidden truths surface, and he may face disappointment or conflict related to a relationship, collaboration, or an important project. Some areas of his life, particularly career-related matters, may not progress as smoothly as expected.
His main focus is something he feels deeply attached to, whether a person, goal, or situation. The month pushes him to confront realities, release old limitations, and make necessary adjustments. While he may struggle with control and unmet expectations, if he stays logical and objective it’ll help him navigate the challenges.
By the end of June, not everything is fully resolved, but he is likely to view the month positively, recognising it as an important turning point that ultimately moves him in the right direction.
𖣠What Is on His Mind and in His Heart ⟢ King of Cups
Deep inside, Edvin has many feelings, but he tries to manage them without showing everything he experiences. Whatever is happening within him, he makes an effort not to react impulsively and to maintain his inner balance, even when he is going through intense emotions.
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𖣠His Outer Energy ⟢ Three of Cups Reversed
From the outside, he may appear more detached from his usual circle and from the people he would normally spend time with or attend public events alongside. There may be distance, a sense of not quite belonging within a group, reduced contact, or a reluctance to participate in collective activities.
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𖣠How His Communication with Other People Develops ⟢ Knight of Swords
At the same time, communication itself, when it happens, is very active. He may speak a great deal, ask questions, and react quickly to unfolding events. At times, even too sharply. It creates an interesting contrast: emotionally, he is closed off, yet intellectually and communicatively, he is highly engaged.
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𖣠How His Acting Career Develops ⟢ Eight of Pentacles
This is a very strong card for the professional sphere. June looks like a working (out) month. He is putting in a great deal of effort, developing his skills, learning new things, and gradually strengthening his professional position. Everything is being built through consistent work.
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𖣠How the Situation with OMR Develops ⟢ Seven of Swords Reversed
Here, the theme of revealing information appears again. Something that previously remained hidden may become known. Are we finally getting some news? The card can also indicate a rejection of deceptive tactics, a return to more honest interaction, or the exposure of something that has been happening behind the scenes for a long time.
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𖣠What Major Event or Turning Point Awaits Him in June ⟢ The Sun
This is one of the strongest cards in the entire spread.
The central event is connected to clarity, recognition, success, relief, or receiving an answer. Something that was previously hidden becomes visible. Something becomes clear and undeniable.
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𖣠Under What Circumstances This Will Happen ⟢ Ten of Cups
This event takes place in an atmosphere of emotional support, closeness, trust, or a sense of belonging. It may be connected to family, a close circle, or people around whom he feels accepted and understood. Tens often represent the completion of a full cycle, archivements and here this card embodies everything that can fulfil him emotionally, everything that is meaningful to him, connected to his dreams, desires, and vision of what an ideal and harmonious situation should look like.
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𖣠Who or What This Is Connected To ⟢ Page of Pentacles
A new opportunity, project, offer, or person appears here, bringing practical potential. The card feels very grounded and tangible. This is no longer only about dreams, but about something that can be developed in reality. Combined with what we received regarding his acting career, it is quite clear that this revolves around professional development in that field.
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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Him ⟢ Three of Pentacles
After this event, collaboration strengthens. He is noticed, his contribution is recognised, or he is invited into a cooperative effort. This is a card of constructive interaction and professional growth.
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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Others ⟢ Queen of Pentacles
For those around him, the situation creates a sense of stability and reliability. Someone gains confidence in the future, in material security, or in the reassurance that things are moving in the right direction. It reinforces the entire sequence and brings this section of the reading to a satisfying conclusion.
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𖣠What Will Drain or Slow Him Down During the Month ⟢ Temperance
Edvin may become exhausted from constantly trying to maintain balance and keep himself under control. I am not surprised at all. Across multiple readings, Edvin consistently maintains balance and avoids choosing between two options. A good old Two of Pentacles in many of my readings has repeatedly suggested that he is juggling at least two comfortable and familiar possibilities and cannot fully choose between them, even though he needs to. And maintaining that balance is draining his energy.
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𖣠What This Draining Balance Is Connected To ⟢ The Moon
Here is yet another piece of the puzzle.
Beneath the surface remain fears, doubts, anxieties, and uncertainty. It appears that outwardly he is trying to preserve harmony, while inwardly he is constantly confronting emotional fog and hesitation. What prevents him from choosing to let go of this control is his own fears and uncertainties.
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𖣠What Will Give Him Strength and Help Him Move Forward ⟢ The Hierophant Reversed
His strength comes from the ability to stop following other people's rules. Come on, Edvin. Let's start a revolution.
His resource lies in independent thinking, rejecting imposed narratives, and seeking his own path. The less he tries to meet the expectations of others, the easier it will be for him to move forward.
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𖣠What the Main Priority of the Month Is ⟢ Ace of Swords Reversed
It creates the impression that his main priority is hidden truths, sharp conversations that might be blocked. He might be seeking for them, but still hide something. Despite being open to communication that we saw in the beginning of the spread, the final conversation or decision may continue to be postponed and constantly distract his focus.
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𖣠Why This Is Important ⟢ Queen of Wands
It appears that this strategy is directly connected to a specific woman or to someone who embodies the qualities of the Queen of Wands, the one who wants to shine, to be spotted, to be gain independence and be worshipped.
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𖣠Why He Needs to Behave This Way with This Person ⟢ Six of Swords Reversed
So that he does not let the situation go……
The Six of Swords Reversed points to an inability to fully walk away, close the chapter, or leave something in the past. It seems he is trying to maintain a connection, a form of contact, or influence over the situation.
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𖣠What Outcome He Is Hoping For ⟢ The Lovers Reversed + Page of Cups Reversed
Normally, these cards would appear quite negative, but in the position considering the previous cards, they suggest a desire to avoid a final separation or a painful disappointment and breaking of illusions. It is as though his goal is not necessarily to create harmony, but to prevent reaching a point of no return. He may hope to keep the connection suspended in an unresolved state, postpone a difficult choice, or avoid a situation in which he would have to openly express all of his feelings. Classic Edvin, the kind who makes you want to pull him aside and beg for mercy on our poor hearts and minds. Mine are already boiling over.
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𖣠How the Month Will End ⟢ Six of Pentacles
At the end of the month, we see the same theme of balance. Edvin still determines how much of himself he gives to others. However, this card embodies reciprocity and a fair distribution of energy among people, without abusing that control. Therefore, if he moves through the month consciously and takes responsibility for his actions, this can be viewed as a positive outcome.
Personally, I do not see it as entirely positive in his case, because this balance does not appear to come without drawbacks in his case.
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⚡︎ Overall
June appears to be an eventful month for Edvin. The spread strongly emphasises professional growth, recognition, and opportunities that can deliver tangible results. Hidden information may come to light, important answers may arrive, and a significant turning point seems likely to bring greater clarity about where he is heading.
At the same time, his emotional landscape remains much more complicated. Despite trying to maintain control and balance, he continues to wrestle with fears, uncertainty, and unresolved choices. Rather than bringing a situation to a definitive conclusion, he appears more focused on preserving a connection and avoiding a point of no return. By the end of the month, he reaches a more balanced position, but this balance feels less like a complete resolution and more like a temporary compromise between what he feels, what he fears, and what he is willing to acknowledge.
𖣠Here's the translation with a short summary at the end.
What Is on Her Mind and in Her Heart ⟢ Queen of Wands
Inside, Felicia has a spark. She feels an urge to do things her own way. She enters June with a desire to shine, to be noticed, heard, and recognised.
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𖣠Her Outer Energy ⟢ King of Pentacles
From the outside, she appears very composed and stable. Even if she might experience internal strong emotions, others may see her as someone who has everything under control. This is the energy of practicality, responsibility, and the ability to keep things organised and under control.
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𖣠How Her Communication with Other People Develops ⟢ The Hermit Reversed
There is a point of tension here. On one hand, she is emerging from isolation and interacting with people more. On the other hand, during these moments, she may feel like an outsider. There may be a sense that she does not fully know whom she can trust or who is truly worth getting closer to. Attempts to rebuild connections after a period of distance are possible.
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𖣠How Business or Career Develops ⟢ Two of Cups Reversed
Difficulties in cooperation are visible here. I would say there is no real change from what we saw previously. There are no actions, projects, or even serious plans, only feelings of misunderstanding or a sense that she and the other party with whom she might have expected cooperation are no longer moving in the same direction.
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𖣠What Major Event or Turning Point Awaits Her in June ⟢ Knight of Swords
The main event of the month arrives quickly and quite abruptly. It may be a conversation, a message, a confrontation, a decision, or a situation that requires an immediate response. There is little time for reflection here. Events unfold rapidly.
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𖣠Under What Circumstances This Will Happen ⟢ Six of Wands Reversed
The event arises against a backdrop of disappointment, lack of recognition, or the feeling that her efforts have been undervalued. Expectations regarding a particular outcome may not be fully met. This connects well with her inner desire to be noticed at the beginning of the reading. Apparently, that recognition does not happen, the issue becomes noticable, and as a result, a conversation follows.
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𖣠Who or What This Is Connected To ⟢ Queen of Pentacles Reversed
Most likely, it is connected to herself. This is a figure who is unstable in some practical sense, often lacking financial independence, unemployed, emotionally unstable, or experiencing jealousy toward someone or something, who feels lost.
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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Her ⟢ Five of Swords
For Felicia, the consequences look unpleasant. A conflict, disagreement, struggle to defend her position, or a situation where nobody feels like the true winner is possible. This card often shows the emotional price that must be paid for being right.
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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Others ⟢ The Devil
For those around her, the situation may intensify tension, highlight dependencies and weaknesses, create obsession with the issue, or increase the desire to control what is happening. After the event, emotions do not calm down. Instead, they become more intense.
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𖣠Resources
What Will Drain or Slow Her Down During the Month ⟢ The Lovers
The greatest drain on her energy is the need to make a choice. The Lovers often represents an internal conflict between two paths, two values, or two important decisions and revaluation of the current relationships as well. The interesting thing is that we will see this same theme again at the end of the reading. Stay tuned.
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𖣠Why This Theme Is Exhausting Her ⟢ Wheel of Fortune
Because the situation is not developing entirely under her control. There is a feeling that much depends on circumstances, timing, or the decisions of other people. She must adapt to changes instead of setting the rules of the game herself.
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𖣠What Will Give Her Strength and Help Her Move Forward ⟢ The Sun Reversed
An interesting card in this position. It suggests that strength will come through the ability to see the good even when things are not unfolding perfectly, and through reminding herself that difficulties are temporary and that the situation is still moving toward clarity, which is better in any case.
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𖣠What Is the Main Priority of the Month ⟢ King of Cups
Felicia's main task in June is to maintain emotional control and preserve her inner balance, not revealing what she is truly experiencing or how deeply she feels it. If we look at the King of Cups as a representation of Edvin, which often appears that way for me in this deck, it creates the impression that she is focused on their connection and on him.
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𖣠Why This Is Important ⟢ Justice Reversed
This also seems logical because she feels an imbalance or injustice in a situation. Perhaps she feels that someone has acted unfairly, that her contribution has been undervalued, or that circumstances are not unfolding as they should.
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𖣠How the Month Will End ⟢ Two of Swords
Here. By the end of June, there is still no final decision, but we should remember that the theme of choice is exactly what exhausts her during the month. Felicia finds herself at a crossroads or in an internal deadlock where both options have advantages and disadvantages. She understands that a decision is necessary, but is not yet ready to take the final step.
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𖣠What This Choice Is Between ⟢ Ace of Wands Reversed and Knight of Cups
This is a very intriguing combination.
On one side stands the Ace of Wands Reversed. This is a path without growth, enthusiasm, passion, or willingness to start again. I see it as accepting that the passion has faded, stopping, withdrawing initiative, or deciding not to invest any further.
On the other side stands the Knight of Cups. This is the path of feelings, an emotional offer, reconciliation, a romantic gesture. It is faith in romantic promises and the possibility of renewed emotional development.
So, by the end of the month, she appears to be standing between two strategies: either stop developing a situation and leave it where it is, or allow the story to continue emotionally.
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⚡︎ Overall
June looks emotionally challenging for Felicia. Her strongest desire is to be recognised and appreciated, yet the central event of the month appears to stem from disappointment, feeling overlooked, or not receiving the validation she hoped for. This may lead to a difficult conversation or conflict that creates tension both for her and for those around her.
At the same time, the month's core theme is choice. She feels pulled between letting go of a situation that no longer seems to be progressing and continuing to follow her emotions despite the uncertainty. While she tries to maintain composure and emotional control throughout June, the reading suggests that by the end of the month, she has not yet reached a final decision. Instead, she remains at a crossroads, weighing whether to walk away or give the situation another emotional chance.
Hi everyone! Long time no see. I've missed you all!
I'll answer your questions a bit later. Can't promise it'll be today, but I will get to them. I'm not ignoring, haha
I did the June monthly readings yesterday, and this time I've done not only the individual readings but also Edmar and Felvin. They're all finished, and I'll be posting them in a sec 𑣲⋆
Hi 😘 How is Edmar doing these days? Was Edvin absent from Felix's première because he is Jealous of P's visit?
Hi love! I just did a general check here, but I have a couple of asks about Felix's premiere and that evening, so I'm going to do a small reading anyway this week!
𖣠 What does he currently feel towards Omar? ⟢ 10 of Pentacles Reversed
𖣠 What influences this? ⟢ The Star Reversed
Edvin’s feelings right now feel like a cracked foundation. He feels the potential of their relationship and that a lot has already been built and achieved between them. They are connected like a family at this point. But the fear of that potential never being realised, the absence of a future, and the inner disappointment at some hopes regarding their relationship possibly already falling apart or never coming true are wearing him down.
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𖣠 What attracts him the most in this connection? ⟢ 6 of Cups
This connection feels very deep to Edvin, rooted in shared experiences, mutual joy, and the happiness and comfort they brought each other since the first day they met. (This is a card of nostalgia and often of friends/people met at a younger age.)
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𖣠 What is he hiding or afraid to admit? ⟢ The Hanged Man Reversed
Again, Edvin? Well, he’s afraid to admit just how long he has already been stuck in suspension and how strongly he resists change. There’s a sense of an internal block: he understands the situation requires movement or honesty, but at the same time, he isn't truly ready to change anything.
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𖣠 How is he currently building communication and contact with Omar? ⟢ 2 of Pentacles Reversed
Ah, excuse me. Here it is. Edvin, again?? The day 2 of Pentacles, The Hanged Man, and 2 of Swords disappear from my readings will genuinely be legendary and then we can finally say something has actually shifted…
Anyway. Edvin is handling communication inconsistently. He is trying to hold everything at once: feelings, business, emotional/physical distance and how often to reach out (based on my question). But he can no longer maintain his balance and starts to lose his grip. It’s chaotic.
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✴︎Omar✴︎
𖣠 What feelings does he currently have towards Edvin? ⟢ 8 of Wands
Omar currently has a very alive and active energy towards Edvin. This is a card of strong inner impulsiveness, desire for contact, and constant emotional movement.
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𖣠 What feelings influence this? ⟢ Queen of Cups
Wands are about actions, and I still wanted to clarify the feelings here.
The reason for this activity is deep, genuine emotion. Omar is emotionally very invested, feels tenderness, attachment, and the desire for emotional closeness with Edvin. His urge for contact does not come from surface-level interest, but from genuine inner involvement.
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𖣠 What attracts him the most to this connection? ⟢ 10 of Cups Reversed
Tens are about completion, full cycles, and here I think we can see an interesting parallel with the 10 of Pentacles Reversed in the question about Edvin’s feelings towards Omar. The same potential reappears, this time highlighting emotional depth, love, and happiness. Something unfulfilled, unrealised, but deeply meaningful. As if it could exist, but something keeps blocking it.
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𖣠 What is he hiding or afraid to admit? ⟢ The Devil
Well, dear anons… here we are. He may be hiding the strength of his attachment and the degree of emotional dependence he has on this connection. There is an extremely strong attraction here, including physical attraction, an inability to let go easily or simply move on.
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𖣠 How is he currently behaving in conversations, meetings, and contact? ⟢ 3 of Cups Reversed
Interesting that we get a card directly tied to meetings, communication, and gatherings. Omar most likely does not miss opportunities to be around Edvin or to reach out, even if Edvin does not expect it or if the interaction could provoke tension within their shared social circle. Omar may allow certain interactions and meetings involving a third party, prompting Edvin to engage in conversations or leave things to linger as rumours and gossip.
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𖣠 What influences this? ⟢ The Fool
Despite the emotional depth of the Queen of Cups and the strong attachment and tension of The Devil, the behaviour described above remains driven by a desire to remain light and playful. Omar may want to take risks and be willing to do so. As if there are no rules, no obligations, and no one owes anyone anything, so he can behave however he wants.
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✴︎Between Them✴︎
𖣠 What is the current external dynamic between them? ⟢ Ace of Pentacles
Externally, people around them may see that there is now a real chance for the relationship to develop. That this is exactly the kind of moment where, not suddenly or chaotically, but steadily, the relationship could begin moving towards something more stable and serious.
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𖣠 What is the current internal dynamic between them? ⟢ 7 of Pentacles
Oh, missed this one? Internally, everything remains the same. They are stuck in a state of waiting and observation. This is not the most desirable card for dynamics, in my opinion, because it unfortunately carries aspects of passivity and pause. In theory, the relationship already has fertile soil, but nothing new has yet grown from it, or it does so very slowly.
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𖣠 Main point of tension ⟢ 5 of Swords Reversed
The main tension centres on the aftermath of past conflicts. But there is positive movement here: the desire to fight/conflict/win verbal battles is fading, and the time for making amends is beginning.
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𖣠 Where is this connection heading in the near future (a couple of weeks)? ⟢ The High Priestess
Why are you doing this to me, my beloved deck? Well, we are not going to see anything clearly.
This connection is moving into a deeper, more emotional stage, where feelings and intuition will play a greater role. But there still will not be full transparency. Secrets, unspoken things, hints, inner processes. This card shows that internally, and within the connection itself, things are becoming much deeper than what is actually spoken aloud.
𖣠 What does he currently feel towards Felicia? ⟢ The Emperor Reversed
His feelings are unstable, distant at best. Edvin feels the need to regain control in this emotional connection, wanting to be the one who dominates, who decides how things should be, who sets the direction for them.
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𖣠 What attracts him the most in this connection right now? ⟢ 4 of Swords
Interestingly, what attracts him is a sense of pause and stagnation within the connection. It’s like a lethargic sleep, honestly. There were conflicts and maybe emotional pain between them before, but now this is a period of silence where nothing is really happening.
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𖣠 What is he hiding or afraid to admit? ⟢ The Hanged Man
And here comes the logical continuation. What’s interesting is that Edvin got the same arcana in the same position in the spread with Omar, except reversed there. Edvin, jokes aside, why are you hanging like this?.. Why are you so stuck both here and there?
But okay, he is afraid to admit just how emotionally and psychologically stuck he is in this connection with Felicia, and that he genuinely needs a pause, a break, in order to look at the relationship with her from a new perspective. Seems he simply cannot say it out loud.
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𖣠 How is he currently building communication and contact with Felicia? ⟢ 6 of Pentacles
Edvin is trying to maintain balance in communication with Felicia. His feelings inside are unstable, but he chooses to behave diplomatically. Notice that this is a card of practical weighing, saying who gives what and how much others will receive. So it feels like he's now carefully monitoring how much emotional energy he gives, trying not to create too much imbalance or overdo it.
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𖣠 Why is this balance needed? ⟢ 4 of Pentacles Reversed
I decided to clarify, and yes, it seems difficult for him to give her something, to share himself with her. In this case, to become closer, spend time communicating, invest in the relationship, and so on. This balance is needed in order to ease the tension between them.
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✴︎Felicia✴︎
𖣠 What does she currently feel towards Edvin? ⟢ Queen of Pentacles Reversed
In love readings, in this position, first and foremost, this is an arcana of jealousy. So… she is jealous. Let’s look deeper. She is emotionally exhausted by this connection because she may be investing in the relationship while neglecting her own comfort somewhere along the way. This interestingly mirrors what we see from Edvin towards her. She may feel instability, exhaustion, and a loss of safety around him.
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𖣠 What keeps her in the relationship? ⟢ The Magician Reversed
What keeps her in the relationship is faith in promises she is being given, in words and actions that may be used to manipulate her, through love bombing. Here, Edvin almost acts like a Magician figure, with a certain power over her thanks to his charm, his bright, creative personality, and his ability to create a specific atmosphere around himself and persuade people.
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𖣠 What is she hiding or afraid to admit? ⟢ Ace of Cups Reversed
She hides the depth of her disappointment. The relationship may have exhausted itself, leaving behind a sense of lost trust and an inability to express what is truly in her heart.
How is she currently behaving in conversations, meetings, and contact? — The Devil Reversed
Right now, she is trying to gradually leave behind this toxic emotional dynamic. In contact, this may show itself as distance, attempts to depend less on what is happening, or on Edvin or not getting pulled back into old cycles again. This is emotional and physical distance, reducing contact.
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𖣠 Where does she want to move from this toxicity? ⟢ 3 of Cups
She wants to reach a lighter, more emotionally free state. She wants less heaviness, more simplicity, normal communication, a sense of joy from contact, and a feeling of being included.
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𖣠 What is the current dynamic between them externally? ⟢ The Lovers
Externally, people around them see them as a couple with a strong bond and attraction. A union in every sense. But The Lovers is about choice, and the fact that there is this energy of options, doubts, and reevaluating one’s current partner around their relationship is noticeable even from the outside.
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𖣠 What is the current dynamic between them internally? ⟢ 5 of Wands Reversed
Internally, both are tired of conflict and tension, and the relationship is built on suppressing or avoiding problematic and controversial issues rather than addressing them directly. There is a lot left unsaid between them, and the desire to avoid new clashes outweighs the desire to clarify things.
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𖣠 What is the main point of tension right now? ⟢ Death Reversed
And this continues the theme of blockages, pauses, and suspended states. The main problem is that the connection cannot end or transform into something new. Both continue clinging to the old form of the relationship, preventing its natural course and development. They are dragging along and supporting something that no longer works, afraid of change because they do not know what it may bring.
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𖣠 Where is this connection heading in the near future (next couple of weeks)? ⟢ 2 of Wands Reversed
It’s not really heading anywhere… In the near future, this is another blockage and a standstill. Neither of them is ready to look to the future, start something new, or, especially, make plans. Plans imply actions and decision-making. And right now, things are very difficult in that area…
"If we shift this combination from something material into a spiritual aspect, we can assume that Omar may face a situation where someone treats him unfairly and instead of strengthening the connection, settling at this point, ‘we are here for the long term, everything is planned ahead, and there are good long-term prospects’ — this opportunity may be lost.I cannot help but think about the High Priestess reversed, which promised secrets, some dishonest moments for Edmar around this time, and in the same vibe check the 10 of Pentacles as Omar’s confidence in the solid foundation built with Edvin. There is something to think about."
I don't quite understand this passage ...Could Edvin leave Omr???? 😔
Hi! After I did the reading on OMR I think their silence is not accidental, and there was some tension, but both Edvin and Omar are attached to the OMR. I have unfinished projects as the main obstacle for OMR now. It might be it, especially without a US launch of Copper. But didn't get any endings so far.
If it's a personal aspect of their relationships, well. Edmar have a solid foundation, right? Any unspoken things, attempts to hide your true feelings, thoughts, or desires, can create cracks even in the strongest relationships. Not necessarily forever, but they can still be felt.
For a tarot read, I'd like to know if Omar still has a romantic relationship in his life, or if something in that regard is developing. I would so love to see him happy in that department and for a while last year it looked a lot like that, but ever since November things have been looking bleak. Maybe the cards can shed some light.
Hi dear anon, thank you for your request! I posted it here. Seems it's not la vie en rose for him now, either. But soon, there might be some positive changes with the person who has a place in his heart.
Despite the confusion, avoidance, and regret shown earlier, the ending with the Knight of Cups suggests that emotional openness will eventually emerge. After awesome realisations and accepting past regrets, Omar seems more likely to move towards honesty with his emotions rather than continue avoiding them. /// so omar confesses and edmar's relationship gets better maybe because of mutual feelings?
With the acknowledgements of anything that might be between them in the past, especially of something that might be unrealised and shut down, I believe that an open conversation is exactly what happens. And it is a feeling/romantic/emotionally charged confession, or a message that should wrap up some changes between them in the near future.
Hi. What's going on with Omr? We haven't had a single story or post since April 30th. I hope it's not a problem with Edmar.
Hi, here is the reading! I think they actually might be stuck between projects. But no news situation is so frustrating. Hope to hear from them soon. Not Omar-soon, people-soon.
