#omar reading

[tarotspective]

Omar's Weekend + Did He Meet w/ Edvin

Did the reading yesterday, on 17 May :)

Omar's Weekend

𖣠How far is Omar from home right now? ⟢ Knight of Pentacles It doesn’t look like he’s very far away. This is definitely a card of movement, but this knight is the slowest one. If Omar has been somewhere, it was either very close by or the place itself was super familiar. There’s a feeling of someone 'on the move,' but within a fairly stable environment. ──────────────────── 𖣠What kind of energy surrounds him this weekend? ⟢ Road reversed One of the additional cards in this deck. Another movement card. There’s a feeling of inner disorientation, a certain sense of being lost and being in the wrong place.

──────────────────── 𖣠What is his main priority right now? ⟢ The Star reversed Right now, he seems more focused on his emotional state. The card shows exhaustion, disappointment, and the collapse of certain ideals, so he is determined to leave this feeling behind. Interestingly, we continue to see this theme throughout the spread. ──────────────────── 𖣠Who is around him this weekend? ⟢ 4 of Pentacles The person around him is closed off and restrained. Someone who doesn’t like showing emotions openly, keeps their distance, and tries to stay in control of everything. ──────────────────── 𖣠What is the nature of the relationship between them? ⟢ King of Cups reversed + Dream reversed These are cold, closed-off dynamics, in which not everything is shared openly. There’s a lack of alignment between expectations and reality. The connection feels like it has ups and downs; there may have been fantasies or hopes surrounding it, but they remain unrealised and blocked. ──────────────────── 𖣠How emotionally important is this connection for Omar? ⟢ 8 of Swords For Omar, this connection doesn’t look easy right now. It feels more like a situation that makes him overthink and doubt himself. ──────────────────── 𖣠How important is it for the other person? ⟢ The Hierophant For the other person, the connection feels serious and foundational. On both sides, there’s a sense of something heavy. Canonically, Hierophant is a more ‘positive’ card, pointing to shared values, respect, and family tradition. 

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​⚡︎Overall

Omar’s weekend doesn’t look really light or romantic. The spread gives the impression of someone who may have gone somewhere nearby or spent time in a familiar environment but felt emotionally a bit disconnected from it. There’s a strong undertone of exhaustion, inner confusion, and a mental distancing from disappointment or unresolved feelings.

The person he spent time with comes through as emotionally guarded, reserved, and difficult to fully connect with. The connection itself, though, doesn’t look casual. There’s still a sense of importance and emotional weight surrounding it.

So overall, the weekend feels less like carefree enjoyment and more like an emotionally heavy time spent with someone significant, where both people seem somewhat closed off, stuck in unresolved dynamics, and unable to fully express what they actually feel.

Did He Meet with Edvin?

Overall, the amount of time I’ve been doing readings, I’ve never pulled this many Wands before...

𖣠Was there contact between Omar and Edvin? ⟢ The Lovers Yes, the card shows that there was contact, and energetically it feels very significant. The Lovers here speaks not just about formal communication, but about a strong emotional response, inner attraction, and a connection that holds an important place for both of them. ──────────────────── 𖣠Did they see each other in person or communicate from a distance? ⟢ 8 of Wands reversed Most likely, the contact was from some distance or limited. Most likely, they were texting or calling each other. But if a meeting did happen, it looked brief or was followed by some obstacles. More often, this card points to delays in communication, a lack of synchronisation, or the feeling that the connection between them isn’t flowing as freely as they would like. At the same time, this blockage does not appear to be a lack of feelings. Quite the opposite, the emotions are there, the impulse was there, but something got in the way.

 ──────────────────── 𖣠What was the energy of their communication? ⟢ 4 of Wands More Wands again. A very warm, emotionally charged connection between them. This is also a card of celebration, so I can absolutely suggest they may have been discussing a joyful event (new plans in Edvin’s acting career?). ──────────────────── 𖣠What did Omar feel towards Edvin? ⟢ 5 of Wands reversed The card points to disagreements and tension between them, but more in the past tense. Omar seems to be letting go of these feelings and moving more towards resolving conflicts. He doesn’t want to argue or fight anymore. ──────────────────── 𖣠What did Edvin feel towards Omar? ⟢ 10 of Wands reversed Edvin seemed to feel something very similar. I get the impression that he is also tired of certain difficulties in their interaction and of something that may have been weighing on him within the relationship for some time. ──────────────────── 𖣠What stage is their romantic dynamic is currently at? ⟢ 3 of Pentacles reversed The main issue here does not seem to be a lack of attraction but rather an inability to build a stable dynamic together. The card shows mismatch, communication difficulties, and a certain sense of disconnection. There’s a lot of passion and impulses (Wands) in the reading, but no coordinated work on the relationship or proper foundation. And of course, my favourite third-party energy. The presence of another person. ──────────────────── 𖣠What is preventing them from fully getting closer? ⟢ The Magician reversed Strong inner insecurity and fear of open expression. There may be fear of being visible, making the first move, or losing control over the situation. The Magician often shows someone who understands what they want, but does not believe they can actually achieve it the way they wish to. ──────────────────── 𖣠How does this feeling of powerlessness manifest? ⟢ Ace of Pentacles reversed The powerlessness here is evident in the fact that the connection is not receiving proper development and is not progressing toward a stable form. There is a sense of huge potential that, for some reason, cannot materialise in reality. There is an emotional connection between them, but for now, there is a lack of stability, safety, and a proper foundation for the relationship to grow. ──────────────────── 𖣠Where is this coming from? ⟢ Wheel of Fortune reversed Something they cannot control, but which keeps repeating in cycles and returning to the same points. There is a strong theme here of wrong timing, repeated scenarios, and an inability to break out of an old dynamic. Wrong time, wrong place (c). It really looks like a connection where attraction and closeness are constantly followed by distance and delays, leaving both of them stuck in the same emotional cycle. ──────────────────── 𖣠When can we expect changes or movement in their romantic relationship? ⟢ The Hanged Man reversed Changes seem possible only after they move out of the current state of stagnation. Right now, the situation feels emotionally suspended, full of waiting and fear of making any move. The Hanged Man reversed shows a moment when someone stops tolerating this suspended state and starts changing their entire approach to the dynamic. But these won’t be quick or easy changes. Improvement is more likely to come through inner re-evaluation and a gradual way out of the current deadlock.

Overall, the spread shows that there was contact between them over the weekend, and emotionally it felt significant for both of them. At the same time, the cards lean more towards some kind of limited interaction rather than a full meeting. The 8 of Wands reversed highlights themes of delays, lack of synchronisation.

The main energy of the spread is the huge amount of Wands. There is still a lot of inner movement, emotional response, attraction, and desire for contact between them. This does not look like an indifferent connection. Quite the opposite. The feelings and involvement are still there, but the relationship constantly runs into difficulties when it comes to actual implementation.

At the same time, both Omar and Edvin look emotionally tired of the dynamic behind it. The main issue here does not feel like a lack of feelings, but rather an inability to build a stable and clear interaction without constant delays, distance, and emotional suspension.

[tarotspective]

Omar: Did He Tell Anyone About Edvin?

𖣠Did Omar confess his feelings for Edvin to someone? ⟢ Ace of Swords

This card is a direct answer: 'Yes.' The Ace of Swords is a breakthrough of truth. There’s a feeling here that the words were said, either very directly or in such an honest way that they couldn’t really be interpreted otherwise.

But the Ace of Swords often points not to a 'romantic confession,' but to a conversation happening in a state of breakthrough or revelation: when a person can no longer keep the thought inside. It may look like a phrase said too openly, a confession through the discussion of pain, jealousy, and conflict.

At the same time, this card rarely appears for accidental words that carry no emotional weight. The Ace of Swords cuts through avoidance. It suggests a moment when Omar likely felt cornered by his own emotions and finally allowed the truth to surface.

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𖣠Who or what kind of person may know about these feelings? ⟢ Queen of Wands + Three of Wands

This may be someone from his circle, charismatic, bright, possessing some kind of authority/influence, and someone who has been around Omar for a long time already. This person witnessed the beginning of Omar’s relationship with Edvin and watched it unfold from the sidelines.

His mother almost comes to mind, even though there is nothing directly maternal about the Queen of Wands. But Wilnur is bright, energetic, self-sufficient, and independent, and fits the description.

The Three of Wands also highlights the feeling that this person sees the “bigger picture.” They may understand the long-term emotional trajectory between Omar and Edvin better than Omar himself sometimes admits. This does not feel like a random acquaintance hearing gossip. It feels like someone trusted enough to witness a vulnerable moment.

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𖣠What pushes Omar to talk about Edvin? ⟢ King of Cups

Emotions and feelings that need to be kept under control. Outwardly, he is calm, but internally, his emotions are deep and stable. And that is exactly why he still slips up sometimes or returns to the topic of Edvin. His emotional attachment, which he cannot fully keep under control, sometimes needs an outlet.

The King of Cups often represents someone who has learned emotional restraint so well that those around them underestimate how deeply they are truly feeling. But suppression is not the same thing as absence. The more emotionally important the connection becomes, the harder it is to contain indefinitely.

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𖣠How sincere and emotionally open is Omar when he talks about Edvin? ⟢ High Priestess R

A classic case of: “I’m not lying, I’m just not telling the whole truth!”

This is, once again, an indication of hidden emotions, an attempt to deceive his own intuition. He may express emotions while hiding the true depth of his feelings or substituting concepts, guided by the desire to preserve a secret, or even multiple secrets connected to these feelings or to the situation between them as a whole.

The reversed High Priestess creates an emotional fog between what is spoken and what is actually felt. There is still filtering, editing, and holding back. Even in confession, Omar seems unable to fully surrender control over the narrative.

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𖣠What fears or internal blocks prevent Omar from being more open about Edvin? ⟢ 10 of Swords

The main fear is that openness may bring him pain and/or destroy him or his relationship with Edvin. If he says everything directly, it may bring an ending.

And this card often shows a person who has already been emotionally wounded by this story. Which is why opening up becomes even scarier.

The 10 of Swords carries exhaustion, too. Emotional burnout from holding tension inside for too long. There is almost a fatalistic undertone here, as if part of Omar fears that once the truth is fully exposed, there will be no way to return to how things were before.

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𖣠How did the other person react to his confession? ⟢ 2 of Pentacles

𖣠What kind of balance was being maintained? ⟢ Chariot R

𖣠If they failed to control themselves, what would happen? ⟢ 2 of Swords

𖣠Between what and what was this choice about how to react further? ⟢ Queen of Swords and The Fool

I asked the questions one after another after each answer, but they complemented each other so well that I’m giving one overall interpretation.

The first reaction was like that of someone encountering something difficult, requiring caution and careful consideration. This person tried to maintain balance, to keep a practical, more grounded reaction. They had to restrain themselves from rushing forward with their own suggestions, plans, and ideas for how to make things work, and from pressuring Omar with their intensity.

There was an understanding that if they failed to hold back, it would only create chaos for Omar and could throw him off his own path in this story. Chariot R especially evokes a sense of emotional loss of control, which is a real risk in this conversation.

So the person ended up between two options in how to react further: either continue controlling their emotions on this subject, behaving carefully and appealing to reason, or meet the confession lightly, as something new worth taking risks for, as the beginning of a new path where there is neither fear, nor limitations, nor other people’s opinions.

A very strong internal conflict between the head (an attempt to protect?) and emotional impulse.

The Queen of Swords and The Fool together almost look like two completely opposite philosophies colliding: “be careful, realistic, rational” versus “stop being afraid and live honestly.” That tension seems to define the entire reaction.

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𖣠What is the current energy around Omar, revealing these feelings more openly? ⟢ Moon R + Devil R

(Why are we being put through all this....)

The energy is heavy, two Major Arcana in reversed positions. Moon R echoes the High Priestess R that we already saw above in the answer about how sincere Omar is when speaking about his feelings / about Edvin.

Here we get an interesting combination because of Devil R: Omar’s attempts to ignore his intuition, even the slightest confusion in his feelings, the sense of being lost and not understanding what to do with them, whether they are even real or just fantasies detached from real life, may fade and become lighter thanks to Devil R.

This arcana speaks of liberation, acceptance, taking control of fears and self-limitations, and freeing oneself from dependence on others. So the energy of Moon R is gradually coming to an end.

There is still fear here, but less denial than before. The reversed Devil often appears when a person slowly begins to realise that the cage/chains around them are not as unbreakable as they once believed. That does not mean immediate openness. But it does suggest internal shifts are already happening.

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𖣠What are the consequences of this revelation? ⟢ Knight of Pentacles

The conversation can be called successful, judging by the fact that the person Omar confessed to ultimately restrained themselves, did not pour a fountain of emotions onto Omar, and perhaps gave practical advice instead.

We get the Knight of Pentacles, the slowest knight in Tarot. He already appeared to me in readings about Edmar regarding timing questions, and apparently, we (and, most importantly, they) need to cultivate angelic patience.

Omar came out of the conversation composed, calmer than before. He was thinking about his goals, about the fact that his commitment to Edvin is stable, growing slowly but nevertheless capable of progressing.

The Knight of Pentacles also suggests that this conversation did not produce dramatic, immediate external change. Instead, it stabilised something internally. It feels less like an explosive turning point and more like the beginning of quietly accepting reality step by step.

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​⚡︎Overall

The spread strongly suggests that yes, Omar has at some point told someone about his feelings for Edvin. The Ace of Swords is too direct to ignore: it points to truth finally being spoken aloud, especially after holding something internally for a long time. But this does not feel like a soft romantic confession. It feels more like an emotionally charged conversation where honesty slipped through during stress, pain, conflict, or emotional overwhelm.

The reading also shows that Omar is still guarded about these feelings. There is a constant pattern of emotional restraint, secrecy, and fear of consequences. He seems afraid that being fully open could change or even damage his connection with Edvin. At the same time, his attachment to Edvin appears too emotionally significant for him to suppress completely, which is likely why he ended up opening up to someone in the first place.

The person he spoke to seems to have reacted carefully rather than impulsively. Instead of escalating the situation emotionally, they appear to have tried keeping Omar grounded and emotionally balanced. And judging by the Knight of Pentacles at the end, the conversation itself likely left Omar calmer and more stable afterwards.

The energy here is slow, cautious, emotionally heavy, but not temporary or shallow.

[tarotspective]

June Monthly Reading: Omar

𖣠What Is on His Mind and in His Heart ⟢ Eight of Wands

On an inner emotional level, Omar feels energised. He senses that the situation is moving faster, with news, ideas, and anticipation of upcoming changes emerging around him. All the feelings he carries within him are in a state of motion.

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𖣠His Outer Energy ⟢ Knight of Swords

To those around him, he appears determined, direct, and ready to take action. He may be less patient than usual and more inclined to seek quick answers and immediate results.

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𖣠How His Communication with Other People Develops ⟢ The Fool

Communication flows easily, spontaneously, and unpredictably. New acquaintances, unexpected contacts, or fresh beginnings may arise without specific expectations or plans, yet they could open the door to new opportunities.

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𖣠How His Music Career Develops ⟢ Ace of Pentacles Reversed

In the musical sphere, there is a sense that not everything is unfolding as he would like. The potential for growth is present, but something is preventing him from making full use of it. Delays, cancelled plans, or disappointment with the outcome may occur.

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𖣠How the Situation with OMR Develops ⟢ Page of Pentacles Reversed

Within OMR, issues related to organisation, development, and the practical implementation of ideas may surface. There is a feeling that the project requires greater attention to detail and more discipline.

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𖣠What Major Event or Turning Point Awaits Him in June ⟢ The High Priestess Reversed

The central event involves the revelation of something previously hidden. A secret, an unspoken truth, an inner realisation, or information that has long remained in the shadows comes to light.

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𖣠Under What Circumstances This Will Happen ⟢ Three of Pentacles Reversed

This event is connected to difficulties in cooperation and communication. People may struggle to understand one another, teamwork may break down, or it may become clear that a form of connection that has been established, or is being established, between people is not functioning as effectively as it seemed. This situation may involve not only one relationship but also a third party.

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𖣠Who or What This Event Is Connected To ⟢ Seven of Pentacles Reversed

This is linked to disappointment in the results. He has invested a significant amount of time, effort, or expectation into building the connection, relationship, or project seen above, but the return is not what he anticipated, or progress is moving very slowly.

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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Him ⟢ Five of Swords

For Omar, the consequences may be unpleasant. A conflict, disagreement, difficult conversation, or the need to defend his position is likely. The truth comes to the surface, but the price of that truth may be high, leaving a bitter aftertaste.

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𖣠What Consequences This Event Will Bring Others ⟢ The Chariot

For other people, the situation becomes a catalyst for decisive action. After what happens, movement begins, decisions are made, and a sense of direction and certainty emerges.

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𖣠What Will Drain or Slow Him Down During the Month ⟢ Four of Pentacles

What may hold him back is his desire to maintain control over the situation. Fear of losing something or letting go what he has prevents him from moving forward freely. There is also a fear of releasing something he has already built.

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𖣠What Will Give Him Strength and Help Him Move Forward ⟢ King of Swords

His greatest resource is rationality. The more he relies on facts, logic, and objectivity, rather than viewing everything through the lens of emotion and the heart, the more easily he will navigate the events of June.

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𖣠What the Main Priority of the Month Is ⟢ The Devil

The main priority is something that holds strong emotional power over him. This is the Arcana of passion, desire, and powerful attachments. It may be a specific person, a goal, a wish, an ambition, an attachment, or a situation that he cannot and does not want to let go of.

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𖣠Why This Is Important ⟢ Eight of Swords Reversed

Because through this theme, he is trying to free himself from limitations, release fears that have been holding him back, and find a way out of a situation in which he has felt trapped. June appears to be a period of emerging from a state in which he has long felt restricted by circumstances.

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𖣠How the Month Will End ⟢ Four of Wands Reversed

By the end of the month, complete stability and a sense of fulfilment will not yet be present. Some issues will remain unresolved, and the harmony he desires will be somewhat delayed. There may be disruptions to shared plans within a close or family circle, as well as he might temporary change his residence.

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𖣠Will He View This Positively ⟢ Wheel of Fortune

Yes. Despite possible instability, Omar is likely to see what happens as a necessary turn of fate. He may feel that events are unfolding exactly as they were meant to, even if everything appears imperfect in the moment and he cannot fully influence what is taking place.

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⚡︎Overall

June looks like a key but somewhat turbulent month for Omar. Things move quickly, hidden truths surface, and he may face disappointment or conflict related to a relationship, collaboration, or an important project. Some areas of his life, particularly career-related matters, may not progress as smoothly as expected.

His main focus is something he feels deeply attached to, whether a person, goal, or situation. The month pushes him to confront realities, release old limitations, and make necessary adjustments. While he may struggle with control and unmet expectations, if he stays logical and objective it’ll help him navigate the challenges.

By the end of June, not everything is fully resolved, but he is likely to view the month positively, recognising it as an important turning point that ultimately moves him in the right direction.

[tarotspective]

Omar: Is Something Going on With P.?

Well, I'm usually not keen on readings about out-of-the-blue guys. But I did it for a friend, and an anon asked as well (mentioning Edvin always does it for me, right?), so here we go. This one is meant to be like the current state, and I did it this morning.

𖣠 Who is he for Omar ⟢ Queen of Cups Rx Possibly, for Omar, he is someone he cannot truly read emotionally. There is also an aspect of him crossing Omar’s emotional boundaries. It is as if it is unclear what this guy himself wants from him, which ends up confusing Omar, too.

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𖣠 How Omar feels about him ⟢ Page of Pentacles Rx There is/was interest, but it is unserious and unstable. More observation, curiosity, but in a way of ‘glanced at him for a moment, noticed him, got distracted by something/someone else and moved on’.

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𖣠 What Omar wants from him ⟢ The Fool Continuing this theme. If he wants anything at all, it is nothing serious. A desire ‘to see what it is’, to live through the moment without pressure or serious expectations.

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𖣠 Are there romantic relationships between them ⟢ Death Looks like no. And if something did flash between them, it has already ended.

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𖣠 Does Omar currently want anything from him ⟢ 4 of Pentacles Omar is closed off and keeping his distance. There is no visible desire to actively develop the connection or emotionally open up.

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𖣠 What he wants from Omar ⟢ Ace of Wands Rx There could have been a spark, but the energy is not developing. There is an unrealised impulse here, and the desire is blocked. Either externally or by himself.

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𖣠 What’s the point of their connection ⟢ The Empress Whatever their connection may be, it is about activating creativity and inspiration. I am not clarifying exactly for whom this meaning applies, but one person’s personality may influence another in this area.

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𖣠 Did they see each other in Stockholm ⟢ Knight of Swords Very much looks like yes. But it was a quick, unplanned meeting or interaction. The card conveys a sense of sudden interaction, pretty rushed.

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𖣠 How this affects Edmar ⟢ 7 of Pentacles Probably not much. The energy of this card is observational and passive. More about keeping the things they are, thinking about their bond. More like a stage of waiting, internal evaluation, and trying to understand where he and Edvin are moving.

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​⚡︎Overall

It doesn’t look like a serious and romantic story at all. It feels like a fleeting, confusing connection, with some curiosity, an emotional impulse, or mutual attention, but without deep realisation or any sense of stability. There is a lot of passive and blocked energy: nobody is really moving the situation forward, and Omar seems more distant and observant.

At the same time, the meaning of this person’s appearance feels not romantic, but rather inspiring or activating towards internal processes, especially in a creative field. Globally, the situation does not seem to affect Edmar. More of an internal evaluation of their relationships, and just more observations of where they are heading (and how long, for fcks' sake).

[tarotspective]

Omar Romantic Life Check

𖣠 Are there currently romantic relationships in Omar’s life ⟢ Hermit Rx Omar is emotionally isolated, trying to figure out internally where he should move in this area. He may be trying to get out of this state, as well as from some chaotic connections. There is a feeling of inner lostness about relationships.

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𖣠 What he wants from his personal life right now ⟢ 7 of Pentacles Not to rush. To observe, evaluate feelings, and understand what is even worth emotionally investing in. Very slow energy. Very familiar to us from Edmar readings... This is not me, this is Speed Racer Edvin.

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𖣠 What he avoids in his personal life ⟢ Queen of Swords Honest, cold, and direct conversations. He does not want to cut things off impulsively or end up in situations where he has to face the truth with a clear, rational mind. 

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𖣠 Why does he avoid it ⟢ Judgement Rx Because he himself is not yet fully ready for internal realisation and change. There is avoidance of the topic of the past, previously made decisions, actions, and emotional responsibility for them.

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𖣠 What energy surrounds his ability for emotional connection ⟢ The Moon Very strong emotional confusion: fears, projections, hidden feelings, and a blurring of fantasy and reality. Emotionally, he is not in the clearest place right now.

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𖣠 What influences this ⟢ 7 of Cups Rx I clarified, and here the theme of illusions, confusion, and loss from the first question about whether he currently has a romantic relationship continues to develop. His ability to develop emotional connections right now is influenced by having multiple options and a blurred focus on his desires and wishes. And in order to develop this area, he needs to dispel these illusions and make some choices.

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𖣠 Is there a person who occupies a romantic place in his heart ⟢ King of Wands Rx Yes, the person's feeling seems to be there. But the connection looks complicated: strong attraction, ego, instability, struggles with control, jealousy, and the inability to properly realise feelings.

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𖣠 In what direction could the story with this person move ⟢ 2 of Pentacles Rx A crisis of choice or an inability to continue balancing the situation the same way as before. Here, once again: a need to make a decision and determine the priorities. (Please do not throw heavy things at me, but this is the favourite Edmar card, I mean Edvin’s.)

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𖣠 How soon ⟢ 8 of Wands Actually quickly. The card accelerates events, news, and active, charged actions.

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𖣠 Will we notice ⟢ High Priestess Very hidden energy. Even if something happens, much will remain behind the scenes or be sensed only intuitively. Again, time to examine everything under a magnifying glass, trust intuition, and do readings (I volunteer as tribute)

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𖣠 What the changes will bring ⟢ 5 of Cups Realisation of missed opportunities, awareness of regrets, and unrealised feelings. Always remember that there is still a note of something good here that needs to be noticed (the full cups in the background), and the bridge ahead, this is not the end point.

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𖣠 Consequences of the realisations ⟢ Knight of Cups …especially because after this realisation and acknowledgement of what was lost comes emotional opening. Knight of Cups is a card of confession, movement of the heart, and readiness to experience emotions more honestly.

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​⚡︎Overall

Well, Omar is emotionally confused, withdrawn, and stuck in a period of inner reassessment rather than actively building a romantic relationship. There is a very strong theme of emotional isolation, avoidance, unfinished feelings, and difficulty understanding what he truly wants from romance and connection right now.

At the same time, the spread strongly suggests that there is someone emotionally significant in his heart. However, the connection itself looks complicated, unstable, emotionally charged, and difficult to properly realise in a healthy or straightforward way. A lot of the energy here revolves around suppressed feelings, indecision, blurred desires, and trying to balance things that can no longer stay in limbo forever.

Despite the confusion, avoidance, and regret shown earlier, the ending with the Knight of Cups suggests that emotional openness will eventually emerge. After awesome realisations and accepting past regrets, Omar seems more likely to move towards honesty with his emotions rather than continue avoiding them.

[tarotspective]

Clarification: Has Omar told Wilnur and/or Joel about Edvin?

This is a clarification reading for this one that anon kindly asked for ‪‪❤︎‬

✴︎Wilnur✴︎

𖣠 Did Omar confess his feelings for Edvin to Wilnur? ⟢  The Hanged Man

This does not look like a direct confession. It feels more like a situation where the feelings were ‘hanging in the air’ and understood without clear words. The Hanged Man shows emotional suspension, difficulty speaking openly, and the feeling that Omar himself does not fully know how to define what is happening. It is very possible that she picked up on it through his behaviour, emotional reactions, or hints.

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There is a very strong inner contradiction here. Omar seems to want to open up while fearing the consequences. The Lovers reversed often show fear of choice, inner division, and the inability to fully accept one’s own feelings. So even if he said something, he did so very cautiously, amid emotional chaos and uncertainty.

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He does not speak calmly or directly. He may suddenly blurt something out, then shut down, change the subject. She may have seen his hurt feelings, irritation, or jealousy towards Edvin, but without a full confession.

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This is where the real depth of feelings lies. The 6 of Cups shows a very strong emotional attachment, tenderness, and the feeling of someone being ‘his person’. He may be hiding how long these feelings have lived inside him and how emotionally important Edvin truly is to him. This is not the energy of a random crush, but of a very personal and warm connection.

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She reacts calmly and gently. Temperance shows a person who tries to preserve balance and understands the emotional complexity of the situation. This is a card of patience and carefulness.

──────────────────── 𖣠 How does Wilnur’s reaction affect Omar? ⟢  3 of Pentacles Rx + The Sun Rx

Omar is left feeling emotionally dissatisfied. It is as if the connection exists, the understanding exists, but something is still missing. The reversed 3 of Pentacles conveys an inability to build a healthy dynamic together, while the reversed Sun suggests suppressed happiness and inner sadness. Wilnur’s reaction does not emotionally destroy Omar, but it also does not bring him complete relief. He might want something other than a balance of calm and gentleness, something more charged, personal, involved. 

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✴︎Joel✴︎

──────────────────── 𖣠 Did Omar confess his feelings for Edvin to Joel? ⟢  6 of Cups Rx

Here, too, there is no feeling of a direct confession, but Joel most likely has understood something for a long time already. The reversed 6 of Cups shows an old emotional theme that is difficult to let go of or to talk through properly. Omar may have shared memories, pain, or his attachment to Edvin, without openly naming everything.

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Around Joel, he feels safety and stability. The King of Pentacles shows a reliable person who would not judge him or destroy the connection because of what he heard. If Omar is capable of emotionally opening up to someone, Joel looks like one of the safest options.

──────────────────── 𖣠 Does Joel accept Omar as he is? ⟢  3 of Pentacles

Yes, and quite sincerely. Joel here looks like someone who genuinely tries to understand Omar, support him, and not turn the situation into a catastrophe. This is a card of acceptance, cooperation, and calm treatment of another person’s emotional complexity.

──────────────────── 𖣠 What exactly does Omar say about his feelings? ⟢  10 of Pentacles Rx

He speaks more about the impossibility of the situation than about the feelings directly. Thoughts like ‘this does not fit into a our life’, or ‘this has no future’ may appear here. The reversed 10 of Pentacles shows fear of destroying the familiar structure of life and the feeling that a relationship with Edvin is difficult to fit into a stable future.

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𖣠 What is Omar hiding or suppressing? ⟢  2 of Wands

Omar is hiding the fact that, inside, he still has plans and an inner desire to change something. He says there is no future, but stil thinking about it, and has hidden intentions, and internal preparation for a step forward.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 𖣠 What kind of plans are these, what are they about? ⟢  Ace of Wands

There is a very strong energy of impulse and desire (period) to begin something new here. Deep down, Omar may still want to get closer to Edvin, try to change the dynamic between them, or at least stop standing still emotionally. 

──────────────────── 𖣠 How does Joel react to this? ⟢  The World Rx

Joel is left feeling incomplete about the situation. It is as if he understands the depth of the problem, it’s carmic weight. But sees that the story is still far from over. This is not a judgment, but an understanding that the emotional cycle between Omar and Edvin has not yet been closed.

──────────────────── 𖣠 How does this affect Omar emotionally? ⟢  7 of Wands + 10 of Swords

After these conversations, Omar feels very vulnerable. The 7 of Wands shows inner defensiveness and a desire to protect their bond with Edvin, and probably Edvin himself, in front of Joel. And he becomes tired of it. It feels as if opening up about his feelings does not bring him relief, but instead makes him fear the consequences even more.

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​⚡︎Overall

With Wilnur, the energy is much quieter, suspended, and emotionally restrained. There is a feeling that she understands more than Omar openly says, and that the entire topic exists in a space of hints, emotional reactions, and things left unsaid. The connection feels careful, delicate, and emotionally complicated, but not hostile. Omar seems deeply afraid of fully naming his feelings around her. Still, it seems he wouldn’t say ‘no’ if she were more active, not just silently understanding.

With Joel, the energy is more pen and grounded, even though it is still painful. Joel feels like someone Omar trusts more emotionally and sees as safer to confide in. There is more acceptance and understanding there, but also more emotional exposure. The conversations with Joel seem to force Omar to confront the reality and seriousness of his feelings more directly, which leaves him emotionally drained and defensive afterwards.

In both cases, the cards show emotional attachment, inner conflict, fear of consequences, and difficulty fully expressing what he truly feels when he says it out loud.