I was wondering what type of yandere the MysticMessenger boys were?
So many ideas, so little time… feel free to *fiercely* debate me on these, though.
He can’t be blamed for what he does, if you think about it. He’s never been in love with someone who loves him back, he doesn’t know how any of this is supposed to work. Jumin doesn’t know that he shouldn’t want to own you, to spoil you, to keep you as his special little toy. And you’re so fragile, so willing to put his more problematic tendencies aside. He might tell himself he’s just being over-protective, or doing what’s best for you, but that hardly excuses his actions. Even if you see it as him… adjusting, for lack of a better phrase, both of you really know why he can’t stand other people staring at you.
She only has the best of intentions, you’ll tell yourself. She’s just trying to help. And why wouldn’t she help you? You did so much for her, and you still do. It’s only fair that she repays the favor every now-and-then. It shouldn’t bother you that she takes care of some of your responsibilities, even if you don’t ask for her help. You shouldn’t mind that she takes it upon herself to make sure you’re getting enough sleep, even if it means slipping something into your tea. She’ll try to keep you oblivious, if only to stop you from worrying, but Jaehee’s a barista, not a master-mind. But, even if you catch her red-handed, what are you going to do? Accuse your loving girlfriend of hurting you? That’s just cruel, isn’t it?
His love for you is pure, even if it’s also temperamental. He loves you, genuinely and truly, but his trust is fragile. He’s wary of your friends, of your hobbies, of you. What if you get tired of him? What if someone takes you away? It’s a bitter, hot kind of jealousy, the type that can drive reasonable men insane. Maybe if you were constantly by his side, you two could have a normal, happy relationship. Maybe if he made himself your top priority, that hollowness in his chest would go away. Luckily, your dedicated boyfriend would do anything for you. It’s sweet, right?
It’s a contradicting ideology, to say the least. On one hand, he knows you’re not everything he thinks you are. Not as virtuous, not as kind, not as perfect. But, that doesn’t stop him from treating you as if you are. No one’s worthy of having you, not even Yoosung. So, anyone but your loyal servant has to be kept at a distance. He’s not very intimidating, but he’s cute, and knows how to cook. If you have to be sedated before you’ll listen to him about how vile other people are, then so be it. And if you still don’t believe him… well, other people are expendable. If you won’t get rid of them, he’ll just have to do it for you.
To be fair, if you go along with everything he says, both of you will be happy together. It’s just… he can’t let you leave him. It’s not that he’s possessive, but he couldn’t stand being alone again. It would kill him. If he has to tie you down to stop that from happening, then he’ll learn to live with it. He’ll cry, or whine, or make threats, as long as it gets results. It won’t be fun, sure, but sacrifices have to be made. He knows you’ll understand, even if it takes some time. When he’s done, you won’t have a choice.
Well… ‘submissive’ might give the wrong impression. He’s whatever you want him to be. If you ask him to be aggressive, he won’t hesitate. If you need him to comfort you, he’ll be your shoulder to cry on. Whatever task you ask of him, however arbitrary, he’ll complete. Jihyun wants to see you be happy, it’s like nicotine to him. Small bits of praise, affection, even a simple ‘thank you’… by the time one of you realize something is wrong, he practically needs it. Old habits die hard, after all.
He’s doing his best, remember that. He wants to forgive the world, to move on and live a content, quiet life with you. But, as time passes, he finds it hard to stop from flinching whenever someone speaks too loudly. But, don’t let this worry you too much. Searan would rather die than let any of that happen to you. He worships you, the last thing on his mind is causing you pain. Sure, he might make threats, or keep you locked up, or sob when you seem reluctant to love him, but he justs wants you to be safe. Happy and secure… and by his side.
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