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mail by Tate English Via Flickr: Austin, TX - July 2016 Leica M2 | Summicron 50mm f/2 (rigid, v2) Fomapan 100, developed in Ilfotec DD-X 1+4 and scanned
More Soco Cheeriness
I spend a lot of time on South Congress in the mornings. My wife says Iām writing a love letter using garbage as a medium, and I think sheās right.
Physical prints
I finally decided to cowboy up and join the Darkroom Co-Op of Austin. I was initially too intimidated, thinking I didn't have the chops. After all, the website says they want to see advanced coursework! And I'm self taught! And everything I do is mediocre and no one really likes me etc etc etc. You know. That thing creatives do where they convince themselves they're not good enough.
Well it turns out, apparently I am good enough because, after a little tutoring to fill in the few things I never taught myself, they let me join. And now I get to go in to the darkroom whenever I want (provided I sign up for time and play nice).
This changes everything.
Changed thing #1: I have decided that from now on, the print and not the scan is the source of record. For years and years, I've scanned my negatives, manipulated them in Photoshop, and on the off chance that I could get into a darkroom, I'd try to match my digital work on the print. That made sense when I wasn't guaranteed a spot in a darkroom.
But now that I can go in much more regularly, it's time to kick it like it's 1977. From now on, whenever possible, what you see here will be a straight scan of a print I physically made in a smelly, dark room. You might see my thumbprints on them.
Let's do this. Here are the prints I made today.
South Congress, 7AM
For a little more than a year now, Iāve regularly been seeing a therapist. Thatās not the sort of thing a lot of people lead with, because thereās some social stigma attached to it, but there shouldnāt be. So there. Iāve been seeing her since my mother died a few years ago, and while therapy is not supposed toĀ āfixā things, it definitely has been a positive experience for me.
Her office is near the famous South Congress area of Austin -- the scene of late night parties, street performers, boutique shops, gentrification, and tourism. But my appointment is early in the morning, and the only way for me not to have to deal with rush hour is to get there even earlier. So Iām regularly on SoCo at about 7 in the morning.
Itās a surreal time, because the city is only starting to blink its eyes and yawn itself awake. Busboys are spraying down the sidewalk outsideĀ Gueros, parking is abundant and free, and sometimes when I get there, the coffee shops arenāt even open yet.
Itās a quiet, contemplative time. I usually bring a camera. Here are some photos from the past few years.
Drainage pipes at the old Fran's building
An abandoned church off Gibson
In the waiting room of my therapist's office
Near Lucy In Disguise
Jo's Coffee
Along James, heading toward the School for the Deaf
In the alley behind Allen's Boots
Near Vespaio
An old truck on the street in the neighborhood
The side of Guero's
Around the corner from the South Congress Cafe
On the street in the neighborhood
Behind Lucy in Disguise
please on Flickr.
Please Pentax K1000 Ilford HP5+, pushed to 3200 in Ilfotec DD-X 1+4
Old and New
This photo was taken on--as far as I can tell--60 year old motion picture stock that I rescued.
Here is the story.
A few weeks ago, I was at a junk store and I found a bulk film loader. Serious film photography nerds like me buy black and white film in 100 foot rolls, put them (in the dark) into a bulk film loader, and then are able (not in the dark) to roll the film into our own reusable film cassettes. It's a way to save a few pennies and to try weird film stocks that aren't offered any other way, such as black and white motion picture stock.
The bulk film loader that I found at the junk store was heavy, so I immediately knew it had film in it. What kind of film was it? How long had it been sitting there? I had to know, so I forked over a cool ten bucks and bought it. I reasoned that, even if the film had been exposed to light long ago, the loader itself was worth 20, so it was still a deal.
Figuring out what film you have if you don't even have a package is kind of tough. First, I assumed that it was black and white--while you could purchase color film in bulk for a long time, you cannot anymore and it was always more of a black and white thing anyway. Besides, if the film was color, the worst that would happen is that my chemicals wouldn't do much to it.
So, I pulled out a little in my film changing bag, loaded it up on a reel, and the next time I developed some of my regular film, I threw the mystery film in. I had no idea what the proper development time was, obviously, but I reasoned that if it was black and white, I'd probably at least be able to make out its edge markings and see kind of film it was.
My hunch was correct - it was black and white film. It was also motion picture film, which I knew because the sprocket holes were shaped slightly differently than standard still 35mm film. As long as cinema film is black and white, you can run it through standard home developing chemicals, but color film is a no-go even with anything but specialized cinema labs because of extra chemicals they put on the film.
The problem with motion picture stock is, because it's not intended for still photography, they don't bother to mark up its edges with much information - certainly not frame numbers, and minimal if any identification of what kind of film it even is. All I got from this film was a cryptic EASTMAN 7 SAFETY FILM.
"Safety film" is easy enough, it was common after the 50s to mark film that way to differentiate it from the very flammable nitrate-based films used before. You almost never see it anymore, but Ilford (my brand of choice) still marks it on their bulk film rolls. I'm not sure why, maybe they're just using an old machine for those, or maybe they're just being whimsical.
"Eastman" is no help other than to tell me what company made it. Eastman is the company that makes Kodak film -- film branded "Kodak" usually is made for still photography while Eastman-branded film is for motion pictures.
But that's as far as I could get. There was never a film called EASTMAN 7, and as far as Internet research could get me, the number 7 was likely some internal code that no one remembers, like the machine that spooled it or something.
I decided to shoot some and see how it looked, so I rolled off a few shots in the kitchen at ISO 400, just because that's what the camera was set to. I developed that roll and got incredibly faint images - this film was SLOW.
The edge code had one other clue - a set of symbols (in my case a triangle and a plus sign) that, according to the forums I found, designated year-of-manufacture. The problem was, they recycled those symbols every 20 years. So all I knew was that the film was made either in 1938, 1958, or 1978. Looking at the Eastman catalog, the slowest black and white they made in 78 was Double-X, which was 100 speed. What I was seeing was much, much slower.
So, looking back to 1958, I see that they sold a film called BACKGROUND-X. This was an incredibly slow (ISO 32) film designed to shoot the scenes they'd back-project behind actors for effects. So, for instance, if you need a scene of Spencer Tracy in the back seat of a cab as it travels down the street, you'd put him in a fake cab on a set and project the street moving away behind him on a big screen behind him. That footage needed to be extremely fine-grained, because it was going to be re-photographed and we all know that if you make a copy of a copy, it degrades.
So. I had a suspect. This might be extremely old Eastman BACKGROUND-X, which was presumably made in 1958 and was discontinued entirely in 1964.
I did further research and learned that many people think Kodak continued to sell a version of this film until the 80s as something called Panatomic-X, which was also a 32-speed film, so I looked up the proper development times for that and did some further tests.
I found that the film seemed to respond to about ISO 25 (which makes sense as the film has aged and become more unstable) and that it needed slightly more development time than what I found.
Rachel was kind enough to let me experiment on her, and this is what I got. This film has a lot of what is called "base fog", which just means that the chemical coating is starting to degrade and become unstable. If it looks like these images are fighting their way through a dense fog to get to your eyes, that's why.
I'm still not sure how to use this film, and it is extremely difficult to scan. It basically breaks my entire workflow, which is based on a consistent black value for the film base. The fog makes this film inconsistent from frame to frame as to what value black has, meaning the scanner basically throws its hands up in the air and says "you're on your own here, buddy." I don't even want to think about printing it.
On top of that, some frames just have some weird dark splotches. I am not a chemist but I'm thinking that this is another symptom of the chemicals falling apart.
There's a lot of this stuff, probably enough for another 20 rolls or so. I'm looking forward to finally putting it to use 60 years after it was made. To think - it's been waiting for longer than my father has been alive for me to use it.
Getting the look
What I like so much about my most recent photos of my fiancee Rachel, besides the fact that I like to look at Rachel, is that I got exactly the technical look I was going for. Often I get lucky with my portraits, or I am pleasantly surprised by something that didn't exactly go like I thought it would.
With these, however, I explicitly set out to get precisely this look, and I feel pretty good that I did it.
Technical details, if you care: these are both on Ilford FP4+, shot with my Nikon F3 and a Nikkor 105mm f/2.5 lens plus a yellow filter, developed in D-76 1+1 and scanned.
Of course, I'm not saying these are perfect photos, or that my skills are not to be criticized. But I feel pretty good that I was able to visualize a technical look for portraits, choose a combination of film, lens, camera settings, and development to achieve that look, and then actually achieve it. Usually I do a few of those things but not all of them.
Onward and upward, as they say.
November roundup
Not much to add to these by way of explanation; I apparently did a lot of wandering around and taking pictures of stuff I found on the street this month. Here's some photos I took in November 2014.
shoes on Flickr.
I recently picked up a Polaroid from a junk shop. Normally Iād say āvintage storeā but I dug through a bin of broken trash to get to it, so Iām sticking to my terminology. Iāve not had a lot of luck with the whole āLomoā lo-fi aesthetic, but I really like its ethos: donāt worry about technical perfection, just get out and shoot. Embrace the imperfection. Iāve tried it with some toy 35mm and medium format cameras, but I think I really tend toward perfection so it never works. However, Iām finding that this camera is a lot of fun, and I think thereās something about the instant gratification that frees me from my drive for perfection. Or maybe itās just the look ā Polaroid photos are SUPPOSED to be soft and over-exposed and framed slightly badly, so I donāt ever feel like Iām doing something wrong. Point is: this thing is a blast. However, itās insanely expensive. Polaroid no longer makes film for it, however a new company called The Impossible Project acquired their production line and does make new film for it (in color or black and white, with multiple border options including the black border seen here). Because itās such a niche thing, and because they have small production runs, film works out to about three dollars a shot! For comparison, I bulk-roll my own 35mm black and white film and develop it myself, so including the cost of developing chemicals I pay about 12 cents a shot for 35mm. So, clearly, you won't see me carrying this thing around everywhere and snapping everything I see. But, insane financial outlay that it can be, I hope to get more use out of it.
mums (the word) on Flickr.
I've decided to experiment with macro work; I like black and white photos of flowers so I decided to try it out. Ideally in the future I'll be doing this on higher-resolution film than 35mm, but I like how this turned out. These are some mums that were given to me by my friends John and Jenn.
Janeās Halloween costume on Flickr.
This is my niece, ten years ago, on her second Halloween. I was looking through old negatives and decided to scan this one.
Yashica-Mat 124 TLR, Fuji Superia Reala 100
They don't make that film anymore. They considered it a "consumer grade" film but I liked it a whole lot.
Recent Portraiture (October 2014)
I've recently been lucky enough to snag some nice portraits. I don't find that I do my best work when I deliberately set out to take someone's photo; instead my best work happens when I just bring a camera along when I'm spending time with my friends.
Dana
I met Dana at freshman orientation for college back in 1999, and we've been friends since. She lives in LA and I don't see her as often as I'd like, so I really wanted to get her photo when she came to Austin for work a few weeks ago.
This is Ilford HP5+, shot on my Nikkormat FT3 with a 50mm lens. I want to say this is at f/4 but I don't remember exactly.
The focus is a little bit soft, but I think it works for the photo. As we were walking to the car, I saw a wall of ivy outside her rental and had an idea it would look nice in the background. I wish this was a tiny bit sharper but I'm glad I got a nice photo of her.
Kelly
Speaking of people I've known since college, I ran into Kelly at Whole Foods not long after I shot the photo above. I've known Kelly for almost as long as I've known Dana.
This is also on Ilford HP5+, but pushed to 1600. I shot this on my Pentax K1000 with a 50mm lens at f/4.
The only problem I have with this photo is the person in the background, but that sort of thing is kind of hard to avoid when you'd doing photos out in the world. I really like this one otherwise; I think this is a nice, natural photo of the guy.
Rachel
Rachel is my fiancee and is no stranger to my taking her photo. We both took the day off work recently for her birthday, which we celebrated first by going to Houndstooth coffee here in Austin (they pull Rachel's favorite lattes).
I don't shoot a lot of color film, but I recently acquired a cheap old Soviet lens that is known for its "character," and an equally cheap camera to go with it, and I've been delighted with its results. These are shot on Lomography 100 color film, through an old Chinon CS and a Helios 44M 58mm lens.
I picked this lens up partially for its depth of field (or as annoying photographers call it, "bokeh"). I'm really happy with the look especially of the second photo--it's so smooth.
All in all, a pretty good few weeks I think. I hope to have more to post soon!
love locks on Flickr.
Someone's love locks on South Congress ave.
I share my stuff online, to my friends and to anonymous strangers, but somehow letting something hang up in public has always felt too scary. It's a fear I've decided to try to get over.
Recently, Holland Photo (the best photography lab in Austin and probably in the country) had a contest. They'd give you a roll of slightly-expired Kodak black and white film, you'd shoot it, and they'd develop it for free. Then, you'd pick one image from the roll and it would go into a contest.
This was TERRIFYING but I decided it was the best baby step into the world of showing my work to other people in real life. So I signed up, got my film, and took my chances. And was immediately crippled by self-doubt. I had no idea what to shoot. Anything I've shot that I liked has been more or less on accident, the result of my just shooting anything that caught my eye and blowing through rolls and rolls of film. But here - I had to get at least one of these 24 shots correct.
Finally, after sitting on the film for a week without shooting anything, with a looming deadline coming, I went out on the trail near my house, and I found these flowers. I really liked the juxtaposition of the lively one and its wilted sister, so I went through about half the roll trying to get a shot that I liked.
I took other stuff, and it was all boring. I'm not even that blown away with this image, but it was clearly the best thing on the roll, so it was my submission to the contest.
I was really scared to go to the party in which votes would be cast and a winner decided. I was positive I'd be the worst thing on the wall. But you know? It turns out it's not so bad to show your work to others. I don't think mine was the best or the worst entry, and I was genuinely impressed with some of the other photos.
I won third place.
As my fiancee Rachel and my good friend Don both told me, I should take a lesson from this. I will attempt to show more of my work in public now.
"If everyone possesses some measure of this intangible quality called creativity, photography is unprecedented as an outlet for its expression. Yet at times it seems that the very freedom and accessibility of photography are self-defeating. Thoughtful application is often submerged by avaricious automation of equipment and procedure. The challenge to the photographer is to command the medium, to use whatever current equipment and technology furthers his creative objectives, without sacrificing the ability to make his own decisions."
--Ansel AdamsThe Camera, "Introduction," page x
ripples on Flickr.
August 2014.
sculpture on Flickr.
August 2012. Kodak Tri-X.