Just Another One Of Them.

“They say these drugs are going to kill me, the thing is I’m already dead and they keep me alive.” 23

[nihilistbabydolll]

Sometimes my life is so bad that I genuinely believe I’m already dead and I’m living out my eternal suffering in the seventh layer of hell.

[adventures-in-therapy]

Me in Therapy:

Me when I get home from therapy:

[adventures-in-therapy]

When I start a conversation and it ends up about trauma:

[adventures-in-therapy]

Me @ me after I cry in therapy

[loneliestgirl15]

I like listening to ppl talk so i can see whats normal and whats not normal

[sevenclocks]

“i am literally insane” i say as i display a common trait of a disorder that i’ve known i’ve had for years

[cozyhallloween]

growing up is going from your perks of being a wallflower era to your lady bird era

[glitterandcokeontheside]

[rozazhari]

[funtomrabbits]

Describe your personality in three words

Borderline Personality Disorder

[thesoberbitch]

“I’m not like other girls; I’m worse.”

[bisexualcrabking-deactivated202]

*writing in my diary using a glitter gel pen* I'm losing my sense of humanity

[tattooed-young-goth]

I have the hardest time staying alive in general and when the smaller inconvenient happens I break

[darkestrellas]

you ever wanna cry but there’s too many reasons on your mind at once so you just sit there numbly bc same

[tattooed-young-goth]

I’m trying to numb the feelings of every other feeling. I feel too much, or I don’t feel enough. I actually feel like I’m losing my shit. I did so well being 4 months clean from benzo’s and then I fucked up.

I’m 1 month 25 days clean from other substances which I guess is a positive, but I still feel like I’m dying inside. 

[just-shower-thoughts]

i like to stay up at night because the world feels like it stops for a few hours and you don’t have any responsibilities

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