TattooedWitch95

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[fuchsea]

LIAM PAYNE | 1993 ~ 2024

[butterflytvttoo]

Where do broken hearts go?

Hi friends,

It's been a minute and god I wish it was under different circumstances. I cannot believe I'm having to type this out, as the past 24 hours have been so surreal. Liam Payne is no more.

This comes to a shock for most of us, please hug your directioner friends a little tighter for me the next time you see them. We might not all have supported his actions throughout these past years, but we've loved him for a long long time. As many of us mourn the man we once knew, the man who played an important role in our youth and teenage years. Someone who was considered one of our first loves. We must remain kind towards each other as well, at the end of the day we are a family and yes we might not see eye to eye all the time, but we've been a family for years.

I've seen fangirls become such an intricate part of my life, friends turned to sisters even after all these years.

Let us not forget that two things can be right at the same time, let's not be upset or angry at the people that chose to hold him accountable but choose to mourn the man that they grew up with.

Let's keep his family, friends and everyone else that loved him in our minds and hearts tonight while we're forced to navigate the question of "Where do broken hearts go?"

PS. Let's not leave hate to any of the ladies that came forward against Liam. It's crazy how their comment sections have filled with the most vile comments, we're grown now. We need to do better.

B

[rozyholly]

i can't move past Louis' "A message to you Liam if you’re listening" and Zayn's "Liam, I have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me" because there was STILL SO MUCH left unsaid.

[livingfandomly]

I’ve seen a lot of people mention that they’re mourning the loss of the boy Liam was before he became a man that you couldn’t help but dislike. But that boy went through enough to become the man that we dislike. I mourn for them both. I also mourn for the other four because whether they were on good terms or not, talking or not, they’ve lost a brother. Losing a sibling is horrific and the siblings who experience it first have to keep going until there’s only one left. It’s still unfathomable that this is happened now because I thought I’d have till I at least turned 50 before I had to deal with the loss of a seminal part of my youth. Can’t imagine how everyone feels rn.

I hope you fly home Liam.

[lastgirlonearth999]

forever. ❤️

[knoxvillesshoes]

As a former teenager who grew up with One Direction I am absolutely devastated by the news of Liam’s passing.

I still listen to their music to this day, Well into my twenties. Growing up, Liam was my favorite, As he will remain for the rest of my life.

Liam had a certain pull to him, A magnetic field that was so powerful you couldn’t help but feel drawn to him. He was funny, Kind, Honest and Vulnerable.

I desperately wish he realized how loved he was, How much people cared about him and how unmissable he is. Liam, My angel, You deserved so much better and I hope you’re finally at peace up there. I hope you finally get your well deserved rest.

This goes to show, Again, How important men’s mental health is. Please don’t suffer in silence, I would rather hear your story a thousand times while you are alive then tell your story in your memory.

Rest in peace, You are tremendously missed and unconditionally loved.

Liam Payne

1993 - 2024 🕊️

[srldesigns6277]

Josh Devine, 1D's Drummer from 2011 to 2015 regarding Liam

[caffeinestar]

Idk I just wanted to leave something here since every tumblr account/blog I created started dedicated to One direction since I was so obsessed with them and here was one my safe spaces to just be a fan.

I don’t even know how to process what happened with Liam Payne, I do not condone or respect the abusive man that he was recently, but I still feel so much pain, so hurt when I think about him, when I see videos of them, I can’t even listen to the songs right now.

They were everything to me, they still are, and you kinda have that hope that one day they would come back, that they would talk and be best friends again like none of what happened happened, but then the news came, and the boys made posts about him and you just know it’s over, forever.

I saw on twt someone said that 1D stopped the day of hiatus, but died the day of his passing, and feels so real, and it feels so weird that I’m mourning him, I’m mourning the band, I’m mourning the teen girl I was at their peak.

I just wish this didn’t happened, I just wish they had one more chance to be the five of them together as friends, I just wish we could see them grow old with us.

So this a post to let out my feeling and to give my condolences to his family, to the boys, to everybody that worked with him, and to us directioners who loved them so much.

[greeneyesfriedrice]

god my heart hurts . it hurts so much

[tomlinsun]

and now even 1d songs that dont have anything to do w grief will make me emotional. what do you mean im tearing up just thinking about the words “lets pray we stay young, stay made of lightning”

[pop-punklouis]

there's something about niall signing his post "nialler" and harry signing his as "harry" and not "H" that's really doing something to my brain right now.

[perksofbeingasunflowerblog]

saw a couple posts about people wearing 1d merch hugging each other despite being complete strangers in public transportation and there's no better way to describe the warmth and love we have as a community. it's just so wholesome and pure.

[meyhew]

with every passing hour i get more angry. and part of that anger is really selfish. yes the industry killed liam and it fractured a family and it stole a lifelong friend from people etc. all of that comes first obviously because i didn’t know liam but my god. he played such an integral part in defining my teenage years and the industry killed a part of my childhood. i can’t ever look back at one direction photos or videos or listen to their music without knowing that liam is dead. he is part of the reason i met my bestest friends in the whole world and he’s dead now because of a system that was supposed to protect him. and i do feel childish selfish anger about it because now an entire decade+ of my life is altered. i’m angry on liam’s behalf but i’m also angry for all the versions of me who thought i’d have one direction until i’m old and grey

[londonfoginacup]

Hey just a note about grief.

At some point, and for some of us it will be very soon while for others of us it will be a long time from now, you will start to feel like you want to listen to One Direction, or to Liam’s music, and simply enjoy it. You’ll watch This is Us or San Siro and you won’t be in mourning, you’ll be enjoying yourself. You will look at Liam and think only happy thoughts, and you will know that he is gone but in that moment it won’t hurt the same.

And you may, in that moment, feel supremely guilty about it.

I need you, when it happens, to take those feelings of guilt and let them go.

Liam, I am so certain of this, would not want you to feel guilty for not feeling sad. Liam, with his big heart and his joy and his happiness, would want you to take delight in what he made for you. I know and believe this with everything in me.

We have all suffered a deep loss that will change everything, it will change how we view our fandom time forever, to varying degrees. But someday, your heart will say, I want to let life in. And you should let it, when that happens.

Grief is a fickle thing, but some of us will approach a moment when we are tempted to take joy in Liam’s life, joy in what he has given us. Let yourself feel that joy, when it happens. Let Liam’s memory be a happy one when you can.

[fuchsea]

heart is in complete shambles after looking at geoff payne looking at the memorial and thanking fans and paul higgins being there like no parent should ever have to bury their child this is truly heartbreaking. and paul being there is just so. god they really were all so close and formed genuine relationships with everyone during 1d and that clip in this is us where paul says he's like the boys' dad on tour and now he's about to go bring liam back to the uk. i just. this is truly the most heartbreaking thing ever

[andtheywerecoworkers]

Even though i'm not really an active member of the fandom anymore, one direction was my safe haven in a really bad mental place during 2021-22 and some of 2023, and it hasn't fully sunk in that one of the members is no longer here. Like, is no longer alive?!

The idea of any of them dying when I wasn't much older is so foreign to me that when I did find out that liam had passed I dissociated and was in denial. It has finally hit me today, and my heart goes out to his son, his family, his friends, his fans, and anyone he made a positive mark on their life.

I do know that as of late him as a person has been a very much spoken about topic, and I for one am all for his accountability for his actions, and will not ignore the fact he was far from perfect, but I can also acknowledge that he was a massive part of peoples lives, even mine, and grieving something that is so surreal to me.

I'm sorry for not being super active lately, and even more so the past few days <3

Oh and also, check up on your loved ones please, you never know what someones going through.

I love you, you are seen, heard, and there is someone willing to listen, I promise.

[usignedupforthis]

stuck on the different pictures louis, zayn, and harry chose for their posts…

louis’ is celebrating their bond, their friendship, the love they held for one another that got them through so many tough times. it’s saying they will never get to stand on a stage together again but let’s celebrate the good times, let’s remember the love.

zayn’s is highlighting that they were just kids at the start, they were boys thrown together into an insane, unimaginable situation and they needed each other. they found solace and comfort in each other and no one else can understand what they went through growing up together but they clung on to each other.

and harry’s… god. harry’s is just liam. liam on stage looking out on thousands of fans doing his favourite thing in the world. and that’s how harry wanted to honour him, making other people happy.