No Scrubs

@tattyahna: my boobs are too nice for this place tatiana ♚ ruler ♚ actual goddess

[tattyahna]

@tattyahna: i forgot how disgusting the flight from lax to heathrow was

[tattyahna]

@tattyahna: no one fucking touch me

@tattyahna: what the fuck was that episode of mmfd

[justthedesign]

[elibhatt-archive]

And despite everything, there wasn’t much he looked forward to seeing more. There was nothing playing, no music, the television was silent, there weren’t even any lights on. Tatiana had a bad habit of surrounding herself in darkness when it was all she felt inside. He made no attempt of an apology, there was no room for an ‘I’m sorry’ because all she needed to hear, had already been said to her. He took her hand and their fingers intertwined as he stepped through the threshold and closed the door behind him. “I always do.” Wrapping his arms around her, he pulled her in so that her body was pressing against his. This was what they were, two people, two bodies who shared each others warmth - there was nothing more special that this moment, nothing more precious to him. “Do you brits not turn the lights on at night? The war is over you know, it’s okay to light a candle or two so you can see where you’re walking” He looked down at her, smiling and brushed a stray piece of her hair behind her ear. It was going to be okay. He thought, this time was going to be better, it had to be.

[tattyahna]

Burying her head in his chest, she brushed her free hand down the fabric of his shirt and felt the warmth of his body through it. Maybe Tatiana had kept Eli around before she had Leo because she couldn’t stand to be alone. This is what she would tell herself as her heart began to hammer against her chest. It had been the closest she’d been to him in so long, and she almost didn’t know how to deal with it. He had alway had some sort of effect on her, whether he was aware of it was a different story. The girl hoped he knew, and although she felt both vulnerable and safe with him - it was better than being alone. “Well aren’t you a fucking idiot.” The brunette glared at him, as she leaned back and switched the foyer light on. Despite the cool and calm demeanour he kept, Eli could have a smart mouth if someone gave him the opportunity. And was funny too, the giggle felt like it started from the pit of her stomach and reached her mouth before she could even clap her hand in front of her mouth. “Oh fuck off, you think you’re so funny.” Waltzing over to the kitchen, his hand still in hers, she pulled him towards one of the stalls around the island and she sat down. “You hungry?”

[justthedesign]

[doctaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa]

[tattyahna]

[text] what are you doing on June 26th?

[text] thanking god that i won’t have to walk the same halls as so many fucking idiots ever again

[text] but apart from that, nothing. why?

[khemicalvex]

[wcked]

Facts

[tattyahna]

@tattyahna: let me go back to london :):) fuck school :D xoxo

[tattyahna]

If Tatiana had texted him in the dead of night asking for him, then he deduced that she was in a pretty bad state. Why she had messaged him out of everyone was still a mystery - and despite the history between the two of them, she was always the one he couldn’t say no to. Most of the times he found himself sneaking into her house (which was a lot), he usually parked around the block and walked from there. But with him not giving a single shit if anyone saw him, he parked in front of her house and knocked on the front door instead of climbing through the window (there was that one time where Mack caught him, gave him a very Mack-smile before leaving him to do whatever he and Tatiana were doing that time round).

Tatiana tried to convince herself a long time ago that being home alone was fun. With Luca leaving on Saturday, she was by herself as soon as she got home from soccer practice and had nothing but the dead air as company and she hated it. It was at times like these where she was reminded of the times when her brother would go downstairs in the kitchen and make baked beans on toast, they’d sit in front of the television and fall asleep watching cartoon network. All she now had was herself, she couldn’t do that anymore. Violently wiping back tears when she heard the door, she opened it quickly opened it and her face relaxed instantly when she saw who it was. “I didn’t think you’d come.” she whispered and reached out for his hand like it was the most natural thing in the world.

[what-id-wear]

[tattyahna]

Text: Eli

eli: funny how that works :/

eli: i'm sorry to hear that but i don't want to see you tatiana

eli: i literally don't have the energy for this relationship and considering how you treated me a couple of months back i have every reason not to talk to you

tatiana: please eli

[tattyahna]

Text: Eli

eli: if you honestly think we're going to do this again you're actually deluded

eli: go talk to your boyfriend idc anymore tatiana

tatiana: i just need to talk to you, please

tatiana: we broke up.

[tattyahna]

Text: Lura

Lura: Too much responsibility in school gives me a rash.

Lura: Then you /know/

Lura: I was trying to be a good child of god before shit hit the fan. But now this happens and now...well it's not all bad tbh.

Lura: It could be 10 times worse

Tatiana: [unsent] then you should have thought about before hoeing around

Tatiana: yh i know

Tatiana: it could be worse he could just pick maggie and leave you in the dirt

Tatiana: now that would be embarrassing

[tattyahna]

Text: Eli

eli: [reads message]

tatiana: please don't ignore me eli

[what-id-wear]

[traced-veins]

You’re laced in my bones and I don’t know how to untangle the strings.

m.l.b, 2 a.m. (via facina-oris)