duelstm:
I’m scared. I’m nervous. I’m crying. I’ve got until the end of Nov. (Yes, I know my previous post said two weeks, I apologize. I misheard what my landlord said and my mother explained he’d said “look really hard within the next weeks and find a new place” ) left in the home I’ve lived in for thirty plus years… My roleplays are on hold, my commissions are on hold. My landlord just told me that we need to be out or else he gets into legal trouble. (and don’t yell at my landlord, he’s a family friend who recently lost his job randomly which was a major blow/shock, he’s not even been charging us rent to live here!!!) But I am… I am so scared. I’m terrified honestly. My heart is racing. I’m trembling. Today was supposed to be a good day… I was playing Persona 5, streaming it for a friend and making icons and now…. Now I have no energy, no strength. I feel crushed, drained. We thought we’d have til the end of the year, but we have no choice. I’m… So… scared.
I don’t know how we’re gonna make deposits on a new place, how we’re gonna afford jack shit! We’re not hurting when it concerns food/bills but deposits can be up to 1k and my mom’s on social security, we live on her SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK!!! Here’s… my KoFI. I can’t offer anything in return, not this time because my time will be spent packing, saying good-bye etc etc. But any little bit helps. Please reblog this, spread it around, this… this is massive.
KoFi Venmo: OfTheViera CashApp: $OfViera
UPDATE ON THE SITUATION;
I am still homeless. I am sleeping on the floor of a super crappy apartment (there was only room for one bed and my mom got it). There were gunshots last night and a woman being beaten (The cops were legit called) and it’s… not safe here for any of us. I have not slept well in over a week (yes I am that drained) due to how thin the walls are, there’s a small child, an infant who cries constantly and their parents just yell at them to “shut the fuck up!!!” – here’s the thing. Rent is $345 a month. The storage units that hold our entire house are collectively almost $300 a month and we have no money for food or literally anything else. …So yeah. If people could keep circling this around I’d appreciate it. Genuinely.