Ryan

he/him, trans man, 20, minors dni everything trans side blog forcemasc, nsft, some kink

[tboyryan]

intro!

you can call me Ryan

-i am gay. I post about mlm.

-i am a trans man and I post about the trans male experience. this includes discussing ATM/transandrophobia. if you disagree with these discussions, this is not the blog for you.

- this is an nsfw account so if you're under 18, please do not interact with my blog.

things I post a lot about/enjoy

forcemasc (usually inspirational posts)

leather

bears 🐻 and beefcakes

blood

fitness

Cowboys

things I don't post

wlw

age play

race play

slave/master dynamics

misgendering

- also I love talking to people so feel free to message me. my dms are always open

[tboyryan]

everything that humans do is manifested from the animalistic need to further the species. everything in life can be traced back to breeding, and defense from danger.

all "societal interaction" only exists as a survival mechanism.

joining societies is mutually beneficial and offers less chances of starvation, attacks, and more protection during tribal disputes (this has developed into the military).

Even the development of romantic and platonic attraction only exist to promote breeding and protection.

when you are built to defy these primal brainwashing cues, thats when you become hated by society. Being trans or gay defies this. That's also why gays who are parents and follow het norms are more valued socially.

Even racism connects to this. Because of the myth and lies that have been spread that

1. some races are inferior

2. some races want to defile your women (source of children)

3. some races are more dangerous

all of these things factor into the urge for survival and breeding.

I am not a bioessencialist. bioessentialism is something inherent to our society. something that can be rejected. I reject the idea that women (psychologically) are made for the domestic sphere, or that the ability to bear children should have any impact on treatment in life.

However, I think that choosing to do this, to reject the nature of your existence, shows a higher mental acuity and deserving of respect.

The same applies to men who work office jobs instead of going to war and building.

Anyone can break free from bioessencialism, but most choose not to, because it is a very difficult thing to do if you aren't naturally wired that way (trans).

[steelestallion]

[tankscorner]

rich old trans guy who can fund my transition, can you show up a little faster please

[tboyryan]

being trans and a top is so hard because what man would exclusively bottom for me

[misterhorndawg-deactivated20260]

I wanna be kidnapped and forcemasced by a mad scientist. (Hear me out)

You wake up hand strapped to an operatory chair, scared out of your mind.

You were innocently walking in a bad area of town since you didn’t have a ride home. Unfortunately for you, you were too busy paying attention to your phone call before you noticed a gloved hand injecting something into your neck.

Now you’re stuck here, while the “doctor” laughs and giggles manically as you wake up.

“Ah, dear boy! You’re finally awake!”

You’re so disoriented that it looks like there are two of them, before your vision focuses on his messy hair and lab coat a few sizes too big for him.

He paces around the room, muttering numbers and words that could only relate to your vitals as he smokes a cigarette. That couldn’t be hygienic, could it…?

You mumble something about not being a boy, about being a proper “young lady”, but he shushes you immediately.

“Oh, you’re not just a boy, love. You’re my subject.”

Over the next few months, he injects you with a steady dose of testosterone, while cutting your hair and forcing you to bind your chest. Any silly ideas of you being a girl have gone down the drain.

One day, he hands you a mirror, and you can see the stubble on your chin, and the newly developed angular structure of your face. How could you have ever thought you were anything other than a boy?

He introduces you to his colleagues as “his newest assistant”, and even gives you a lab coat of his own. As you feel the cotton hit your newly-thickened skin, you feel a sense of belonging. He catches you smile, the turn of your lips hardly noticeable, but not for him.

He brushes your hair out of your face while cooing, “You’re perfect, my boy.”

[needycatboy]

pro tip! ask your masochist if their punishment hurts, so you can hear them pant out "yes".

pro-er tip! after they say yes, ask them if they like it, and watch them get all embarrassed and squirm their way through that second "yes".

[this post is about t4t faggotry, cishets and minors dni]

[tboyryan]

hey man how are the effects of t doing. awesome blog btw hope you have a good day

thanks for asking!

i think i forgot to say but my insurance (united 🙄) totally fucked me over and since I'm a full time student ans cant work i had to go off t. hoping to get back on when the next semester starts and I get my student loan check (if i get it 🙏)

in the meantime I've been working out like crazy and I've made a lot of progress.

[calellon]

the concept of someone you’re into masturbating to the thought of you really is just one of the absolute hottest things ever

[tboyryan]

found a picture in my camera roll of just my unshaven leg captioned "masculinty" and i cried

[tboyryan]

shorts

i logged on today to talk about an epidemic that has been plaguing me.

every. single. guy I've seen on campus today and since it has gotten hot outside is wearing these shorts. these shorts that stop just slightly above the knee. the most standard basic mens shorts you've ever seen.

and i don't have a pair.

[vynxfantome]

it's so frustratingly hard to let yourself exist when existing feels so embarrassing and shameful

i feel like allowing others to perceive me in any way other than neutral/nothing is too shameful. like sharing opinions/thoughts at all? it feels too sickening to be thought of as recognized as an autonomous person separate from the person perceiving me; an individual.

i want to show my individuality, my personhood, who i am, just as others do regularly every moment. but there's something so frightening and eldritch to daring to exist as more than a void.

i want to be loved by people, and i wish i felt loved and derived joy from my own creations and my own being as others do. but i dont; if my creations and i are not to be actively and positively consumed by others then they are wholly meaningless.

[tshotcenobite]

You look handsome in that mask, don’t you?

[tboyryan]

maybe my family would understand it more if I put it into their terms

"you know how you feel when you see a gay couple holding hands? that's how I feel about all couples."

[aspec-vents]

an open letter to aphobes and alloromantics:

what the fuck is the deal with you guys equating romance to empathy

i am one of the most empathetic people i know

but i dont feel romantic attraction

and all of the sudden i am cold and heartless

it does not matter that i go to every food drive i can to help distribute food

or that i have told my mom about some things that are often overlooked (IE: homeless ppl, education quality, suicide rate, etc.) and begged her to use her political influence to do something about it

or that i always treat everyone with the same level of respect and give them equal opportunity in almost all situations (not like murderers or rapists cus fuck those guys)

or that nobody had even noticed that i was aro and i was always told that i had "the biggest heart I've ever seen" by others who then turn around and call me cold and heartless when i come out to them instead of giving me even 1% of the respect i gave them

why are you so insistent on oxytocin's being released in certain scenarios being the only thing that matters in this world

when you donate to a charity, you don't need to want to marry the recipients of the funds to go through with it, but when i don't want to marry them or anybody for that matter i am incapable of empathy???

and then when they realize that i did not come out as ace and am an aroallo they get even worse

one person (online thank god because otherwise i would be in jail for beating them to a pulp) said that because i wanted sex but not romance i was basically a rapist

how in the kentucky fried fuck does my not getting crushes mean that i am a rapist

I am friends with some victims of rape and the fact that people would think of me so lowly just because i was not like them to assume that i would do that to somebody, that i would make them feel that unique pain that i had to see my best friend's brother go through and never quite leave behind, all because i was different

because i felt enough trust and comfort in them to allow them to know this

because i am me

to any allos reading this, please please please never do any of these things to someone

i really wish i were one of you guys because it seems soooo nice and the idea of being in love looks like drinking ambrosia to me, but if this is what it does to people, then maybe i should be glad that i dodged that ICBM

i did not choose to be like this, and i would not if given the choice, so please, treat me with some basic human decency instead of treating me like scum

this this this this

[tboyryan]

can't help but feel like a stereotype being on the furthest end of the loveless spectrum while simultaneously experiencing no human empathy

[tboyryan]

I think i have cock blindness i can't tell if I have bottom growth or not

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