I have a lil' teacher crush...

So I finally decided to start a blog about my tc :)  

[nyny0209]

Important message

I’m not really sure how to start this….i just want to tell you something. If you are suffering from depression or any type of anxiety and you are by any chance considering commiting suicide…just please don’t do it. Yep that’s it. I’m begging you PLEASE DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. I know you feel like shit. I know you think no one cares about you. I know you think you don’t have another option. BUT PLEASE reconsider. I know everybody tells you it will be better and you probably don’t belive it…..but still. Try it. Fight.Survive. I KNOW YOU CAN. And you know what? IT WILL GET BETTER. Step by step. 

Today something happend. I went to friend’s house to do a homework together. And when we were done and i was just about to go home we stopped for a while to chat little more in front of the doors…..and then we heard this loud sound….and next thing i remember is that about 5 meters from us was lying a women. She jumped out the window. 7th floor acctually. We immediately called an ambulance and started CPR (following commands from an operator). I honestly don’t rememmber details i’m still quite shocked. It seems like a movie or like it happend to someone else. 

Okey guys that’s it. That women didn’t make it. And I’m gonna tell you something. There was about 10-15 seconds gap when i completely froze. It was before calling an ambulance. And even the doctors are telling me otherwise i will probably regret this for a rest of my life. Jesus Christ i can’t stop thinking about it. That if i didn’t froze maybe these freaking seconds could make a difference. That i could have save that poor girl.

And so i decided. That maybe if i couldn’t save this girl, i can still help somebody else. So beside taking first-aid class next week so i could react more properly next time, i decided to write this. To share this with you guys. And mybe just maybe someone will read this. I know it’s nothing special, just some stupid post on tumblr. But i still hope it may help. 

So please one more time. Please pull it through. Please fight. Please. 

Good luck. I wish you the best. 

(An annoying PS: sorry for my English, not my first language) 

[room-onetwelve]

I want you

I want you in the most innocent of ways.

I want your hand in mine as we walk down the streets passing by window shops and not buying a damn thing.

I want you sat at your desk going through paper work while I sit on the sofa reading my favorite book for the 14th time. I want you to look at me while my eyes scan the torn pages and to think I want this for the rest of my life.

I want you in the kitchen attempting to help cook dinner but failing because the only thing you can focus on is how much food you can smother on my face.

I want you in a bubble bath with me sat between your legs. I want your hands soothingly drawing circles on my thighs and your lips leaving kisses behind my ears.

I want you on nights where it’s all too much and the only thing right is you and me.

I want you in the summer afternoons where the windows are open and a soft breeze that smells of the tulips in the garden is carried in. I want your favorite album to be playing and for us to be dancing along.

I want you in the car with you at the wheel and me in the passenger seat. I want your hand to be resting on my thigh while I listen to your out of tune singing.

I want you in bed with my head on your chest, your arm around my waist and our legs tangled. I want you touching me, not for sexual desire, but because it’s your touch that makes me feel safe, feel at home.

I want you in the most innocent of ways.

[mr-forbidden-deactivated2016122]

That moment when he looks especially adorable and you can’t stop smiling, feeling like you can look at him for the rest of the day…

[ziggysduck-deactivated20200402]

“He’s old enough to be your father!”

[tc-nevergonnahappen]

-via (https://twitter.com/_trapical/status/685895004024344577)

[yogirlsemotionalstate]

I’m addicted to the thought of him.

[blindlove098]

Can you relate?

[hearsaythoughts]

tc: doesn’t look at me when teaching me: he ain’t shit tc: licks lips in a non sexual way me: ok maybe he a lil shit

[hopelessteachercrushes]

And i just sat there, feeling my heart break and the tears run down my face , because I knew, from the moment i felt one butterfly in my stomach, I was fucked

~ myself (11:21 ; 18/04/2016)

[teachersaremycrush]

when you’re deep into the teacher crush tag but then Tumblr crashes

me: “all my hard work and dedication-”

[alwaysunrequited-deactivated201]

Love has nothing to do with age.

Tamaki // Ouran Highschool Host Club (via alwaysunrequited)

[letspostmylife]

I can’t help but love you, even though I try not to.

06/04/2016 (via letspostmylife)

[hopeless-tc-crush]

Me flirting with my TC like...

[teacher-seduce-me-deactivated20]

What if he’s over analyzing everything you do, wondering if you have feelings for him too or if he’s just over thinking it.

[thatteachercrush]

It is ridiculous how one simple interaction with you can make my day

[tc-forever]

teacher: to me my students are like my children

me: so can I call you daddy

[tc-forever]

*other tc people*

*has adorable relationship with tc. being flirtatious, cute, and goals*

*me with my tc*

me: can I go to the bathroom

tc: no