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former tc blog, i'm just vibin now

[captain-swan-in-the-tardis]

- Rupi Kaur

[onedirectionslyrics]

dusk till dawn // zayn & sia

[jimmyhopper]

joyce + hopper holding hands

[purplelephantsarewrong]

They make an odd couple, don’t they?

[tesb]

Stranger Things | 3.08: “Chapter Eight: The Battle of Starcourt”

[letspostmylife]

Hi. A little update.

Hey! It's been a while, I guess. But to tell you right away: I think I'm over him. Not 100%. It'll never be 100% because I know that he would've been perfect for me. But I've realized that this love doesn't and was never going to work. I still love him so so so much but I needed to move on. Anyway...there's someone new. Well, not completely new, I started to notice him about a year ago or more. That kinda reminds me of when I started to like C while I still liked A. Weird, haha. But basically..this is way more of a good possibility. He's my age - he's actually younger than me. After months of trying to befriend him, I finally hung out with him on Friday. We've hugged twice and he also hugged me in school today. Which I guess is much better than crying over my teacher, lmao. What I'm trying to say..life goes on. It does, and it has suprises you wouldn't expect. I hope you all have a nice life. You deserve it.

[mockingjaysongbird]

[sugarbabywenkexing]

[kristallklarerfebruar]

“Das ist dein Leben, das ist wie du lebst. Warum du liebst und lachst und dich selbst nicht so verstehst. Warum du dir wieder so fremd bist, in einer doch so hellen Zeit. Warum du den wieder vermisst, der dich sicher nicht befreit.”

— Das ist Dein Leben // Philipp Dittberner

[letspostmylife]

I don't even miss him. I miss being so unconditionally in love with him.

[letspostmylife]

I hate saying it. But I still love him.

[aflairformisadventures]

high hopes // panic! at the disco

[letspostmylife]

The end.

I know I’ve said this about a hundred times now but this time it’s different.

I think I’m getting over him. It has different reasons than the other times I’ve said it & I think it’s for real this time. I’m not completely over him, not by far. But I think this wonderful, wonderful chapter is slowly ending after more than three years. I’m so thankful for everything, especially for last year. But it’s time to move on, and I finally found a reason for that. Thank you for the good and also the bad times, C. I’ll always love you in some way.

[letspostmylife]

Okay guys. Update.

It's only been a bit more than two weeks since this started which is extremely weird because it feels like half a year. But..it has worked. I'm not over him yet. I never completely will be but that's not the point. While thinking about the memories we had, I just realized something.

I miss him. I didn't think about this at all. I thought getting over him only meant finally seeing him in a normal way. But now I just miss him so, so much.

[letspostmylife]

The end.

I know I've said this about a hundred times now but this time it's different.

I think I'm getting over him. It has different reasons than the other times I've said it & I think it's for real this time. I'm not completely over him, not by far. But I think this wonderful, wonderful chapter is slowly ending after more than three years. I'm so thankful for everything, especially for last year. But it's time to move on, and I finally found a reason for that. Thank you for the good and also the bad times, C. I'll always love you in some way.

[letspostmylife]

Hey! Hope you're having a nice day:)

it was alright, not good & not bad but thank you! you too, of course :)

[intangible-tc]

a big fat mood

me: *has a good weekend, doesn’t think about tc much, thinks about some other cute guy that I know*

me: wow, I think I’m over my tc!!

also me: *takes one step into the school, sees my tc*

“wow, my man looks good today, can’t wait to chat with my husband later!”

[letspostmylife]

1000000% me

[letspostmylife]

I've always said I was never going to tell him I like him but lately, I haven't been sure anymore. Of course, I'm not going to tell him while I'm still in school but I can't get the idea of telling him after graduating out of my head. It's still more than 2 years until my graduation (assuming I don't fail a class) so it might just be something that's only on my mind now but can you guys in the TCC tell me what you think of telling your TC about your feelings after graduating?