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He’s H. I’m A.

[designedslut]

The thought of your lips against my neck drives me fucking insane help me

[lovelysuggestions]

lie in bed with me. show me your favourite music. kiss my neck

[tc-hxa]

January 11th, 2018

h e l l o!! long time no post !! break is over and i am now back in school whiiich ultimately means back with updates on H ((: yayyayay

ok SO TODAY WAS SO FLIPPIN GOOD IM DISHXJSJX.

after schooool, he asked me to pick up a pencil that was on the floor and so i did and he told me to put it where the other pencils n stuff are and den i did and he was like near where i was so i was like yes this is my chance

Me: “How was ___?” (he went to another state but i kinda dont wanna give it out due to privacy reasons. not sure if it matters but also to be on the safe side)

Him: “Oh it was great! Really cold but I learned how to ice fish!!”

Me: “Ohh Ice fish?”

then he explained it blah blah

Him: “But yeah! I saw my family over there. Ah..you werent here on..when did we get back?..Tuesday! Yeah I showed pictures to the class. I can show you sometime. Or..actually, I can just show you now.”

GOD HES SO CCUTE IM FUDCKINBHEDN

he goes to his computer and i stand next to him and he pulls up THE PHOTOS OF HIM AND HIS FAMILY IMFCKIND CRYING AND HES LIKE

“I didn’t show these to the class. You’re the only one.”

h E S AI D THAT.

HE. SAID. THAT.

911??? help??? im ?? actually ???? dead??.?/?:$&29!:@2 d

so then he continues to point out ppl in his fam through like pics like oh thats my niece!! thats my sister! thats my dad lol etc etc

lemme telll you, i’ve never been so interested in someones family like this in all my life OML. ok maybe thats a stretch BUT STILL. IT WAS SO LOVELY JUST GOD I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN!:!;&:!

and thennn he starts talking bout my trip and how i went to Rome and stuff aha and then he was like asking if all my friends were okay and all that and i said

“Oh...well..theres this one girl who almost died.”

Him: “Died?!”

Me, grinning: “Nah I’m just kidding.”

AND HE SMILED AND LIKE IFK JUST THAT ‘wow cant believe i fell for that’ face and was like

“You’re killing me, A.”

that makes two of us.

LOLOLOL it was cute.

AND MY FAVE PART OF THIS CONVO was when i had to leave and then called me before i walked out and said

“Oh I hung up the ornament that you gave me! I put your name on it on the back so I can remember like 20 years from now.”

i smiled so big. i..wow.

tbh i rlly like how were talking so much more now and hhh he just..makes me feel so special in a way.

i’m a v happy girl ♡

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[achillieus]

there is nothing like the feeling you get when you turn to look at you your tc and they’re already looking at you

[uhnsaids]

i pray into the long hours of the night that it’s you who i end up with.

and i talk about you so much to the moon that it knows all about you. (via uhnsaids)

[tc-hxa]

Thinking... + Merry Christmas!

so it’s Winter Break and i know its only been a few days but i miss him so much already ): i can’t stop thinking about him

ALSO Merry Christmas y’alls! i hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas this year 🎄❤️

i wonder if i should message him a Merry Christmas or not...ah i dont know..i at least know that he’s thought of me once during the break because i gave him an ornament and he said he would hang it on his tree (’: but i just..wanna talk to him you know? even if it’s for a second. part of me is saying Go for it!! Theres no harm!! and the other part of me is saying Ehh don’t be such a bother.

H E L P. idk what to do /:

[meaningfulsuggestion]

The world blessed me with your presence, and no matter what happens, I am eternally grateful.

[heartial]

moon·struck

/ˈmo͞onˌstrək/

adjective unable to think or act normally, especially because of being in love. 

[teenagecrush]

[twiliightprincess]

[meaningfulsuggestion]

You must always be pulling at the corners of my lips because I can’t help but smile whenever I think of you.

[tc-hxa]

Best Day EVER!

HELLO HELLO!! im so sorry i have not been active lately, finals & other things have been killin g me LMAO BhuuuT to make up for it, i have a beautiful story to share that happened today (:

SOSOOSO today is the last day of school before Winter Break! annnd yes i made H a present. i got him a card with an ornament attactched to it (iT was so cute!) and i wrote him a note inside of it. idK if y’all wanna hear it but let me know if you do hahah. and i sealed the card with a white envelope. i put his name in the back, with a blue candy cane~ SOO after class was over, i waited a lil bit cause i was kinda nervous and he was talking to a student lOl annnd so eventually i kinda waddled up to him like a penquin oops LmAO and i handed him the card and said

“Merry Christmas!”

Him: *GASP* “Oh wow thank you so much A! Gimmie a hug.” HE SAID THIS WITH THE HUGEST SMILE ON HIS FACE TOO OMGOMG AND I HUGGED HIM... CAUSE HE TOLD ME TO. YSKSBDKS MSND. AND I WAS ABOUTA LEAVE RIGHT. AND

Him: “Thank you again for the gift!” and he was kinda fiddling it with it in the air sO i was like you know what i wanna see his reaction lololololol so

Me: “Do you wanna open it?”

Him: “Can I? !”

Me: “Yeah!” and so i went closer to him as he opened the card.

Him: “Wow you sealed this pretty tightly.” he was lw strugglinG LOL SO CUTE so i just chuckled a bit. AND ASHE PULLED IT OUT HE DAMN NEAR SCREAMED

Him: “WOOOOOOOOOW THIS IS SOOOOOOOO NICE!!!!” LIKE HE WAS LOOKING AT IT LIKE HE WAS HOLDING A TREASURE.

Him: *looking at the front with the ornament* Is this an ornament?”

Me: “Yes!”

Him: “Did you make it?”

Me: “Oh no! haha I bought it.”

Him: “Oh I see. Wow it’s so nice! I’m gonna hang it on my tree! I have this charlie brown christmas tree,” here he was like showing me how tall it was

Me: “Oh really??”

Him: “Yeah!! I’m gonna hang it there. Also, is it okay if I read it?”

Me: “Yeah go ahead!”

SO AS HES READING IT I GUESS S S S HE WENT TO THE PART WHERE I SAID HE WAS “quite strict” even tho hes not really IdK

Him: “I’m strict?” he chuckled a bit

Me: “I mean kind of I dont know.” SAYING THIS AS I LOOK AWAY TOTALLY FLUSTEREB CBD

sO then he finished reading it

Him: “Awww that is so sweet.” AND HE OPENED HIS ARMS TO GIVE ME ANOTHER FREAKIN HUG. ANOTHER. ONE.

Him: “Thank you so much.” AND THEN HE SAID

“That is really sweet.” and AS HE SAID THIS, HE LOOKED AT ME IN THE EYES and his face was so soft and sincere and he just had that ‘god i love you so much’ face while we were making this beautifulllll eye contact. it was...ahhhhh...so magical. despite it only lasting a few seconds. lol.

and he kept thanking meE and holding the gift and saying “That is so sweet.” AND JUST AH I LOVE HIM.

HE ALSO SAID : “You don’t mind if i hang this up right? You won’t get embarrased?”

and obvs i told him it was Ok!!! lol he also said

Him: “This is also really good for teachers and me, it really motivates me.” (‘:

and then he started asking meE where i will be going for break or if im having any plans, and i said that i was going to Rome (for band) and we just chatted about that and then he told me he was going to Minnesota to see his nieces haha and then we went back on the topic of Rome and He FUCKING SAID

“Ah that’s exciting you’re going to Rome. Please be safe. I know theres a lot of (i think he said fugitives ? refuges ? i forgot)”

BHT HE CARES ABOUT ME. HE LEGIT SAID TO BE SAFE. WITH A PLEASE. LIKE MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS WHOLESOMENESS

and then after the convo kinda died, i said “Well, Happy Holidays, Mr. H!”

and i extended my arms indicating a hug and HE HUGGED ME LIKE to the side again BUT HE BROUGHT HIS OTHER ARM AND LIKE RUBBED MY ARM AS WE WERE HUGGING and i - died. i died. i did not survive. im actually dead yall. theres wifi in hell. LMAO

and so! we said our goodbyes and that was that. WHEN I LEFT THE CLASSROOOOM I LEGIT COULD NOT STOP SMILING OMG I FELT SO ALIVE AND JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME HAPPY/ GITTY/ SMILE SO BIG.

WE HUGGED. not once. not twice. but

t h r e e t i m e s

AHHHH AND THE EYECONTAXTS ND MJUSR AND JUST HIS KIND WORDS AND HIS SWEETNESS AND HIS EXCITMENT AND EAGERNESS TO KEEP TALKING TO ME.

honestly, i dont really think he gets gifts so often. because i noticed that his wall where theres teacher appreciation letters, its only a few. and he was so excited about mine and how he wanted to pin it. im just glad i could make him happy and that he’s all mine.

this day, i will never forget. i can’t wait to see him again!! i love you, winter break but go a little quickly for me please? hahha but yes that is all! i had a great day and im so super duper happy !! :D

[love]

[tc-hxa]

December 13th, 2017

sO today in classu~ i was answering a question from the warm up and WE MADE SUCH INTENSE EYE CONTACT..IT WAS..SO GOOD.

(like while i was answering) and he like added some things, asked some more questions and den when we were done, he was all like “Alright great job A.” ♡꒰˘̩̩̩⌣˘̩̩̩๑꒱♡ BUT that is also all. yes, he is still v grumpy. and i asked my friend if she’s noticed his grumpy-ness and she said yeah. sO IM NOT CRAZY LMFAO. i also kinda vented to her abt him bc we were talking about teachers..aha i kinda just..rambled about how wonderful he is. AND SHE KEPT TEASING ME ABOUT IT DKSBDLBSKS. bUt anyways, im gonna finish the creative writing story tonight and show him tomorrow, also ask how he’s doing, and tell him how much i appreciate him as a student in his class. hopefully, that’ll cheer him up.

i just hate seeing him so upset.

[ratt-pois0n]

Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention. I was too busy admiring how cute you are.

[tc-hxa]

December 12th, 2017

ok SO I LITERALLY FINISHED MY ESSAY IN 5TH PERIOD LMFAO AND HE’S MY 6TH PERIOD CLASS LOLIHATEMYSELF. so when i walked in the classroom i told him that i finished my essay and he rolled his eyes back jokingly and said “Oh finally!” and i laughed and then he said “Thank you!” LOL <3 so thennn after school i WANTED TO ASK HOW HE WAS cause he’s been grumpy recently. (although today he seemed in a better mood) but someone else was talking to him UGEHDHNSNSK. bUT TIS OKAY cause today i looked rlly bummy (i literally slept for 3 hours bc i was working on that essay kms) but yaa all i got to say was bye to him and he did his lil ‘surprise face’ and said

“See you soon!” ♡ ♡ ♡

Lol but that’s it. nothing much really happened today.

but i will add one more thing

he kept playing with his hair. why does he distract me like this.