Just a very old tag game I found in my drafts! I’d never finished it, so I just filled it in again today (8-6-2018).
Rule: once you’ve been tagged, you’re supposed to write a post with 82 truths about yourself and then tag 25 people.
text: last I received was a friend chain texting me that she’d cleaned the entire house tonight (friday evening). last I sent was a reply to that saying I hadn’t done shit all evening :’)
song: currently playing the lambada
time i cried: hmmm, I don’t really remember? I rewatched vaiana a while ago, probably then
dated someone twice: nope
kissed someone and regretted it: also nope
lost someone special: yes
been depressed: yeah. on and off over the past decade and a half or so. diagnosed and started therapy for it as well and i think i’ve found good ways to cope now
been drunk and thrown up: lmao yes, once. at a company party at my last job, it had free cocktails, so my friend/coworker and I kindly made use of that... IT WAS FUN THO
list 3 favourite colours: pink (’reclaimed’ it after an edgy ‘i hate girly girls’ phase in my teens, yikes), blue, red
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:
made a new friend: yes! I’m quite picky about who I let close enough to consider them friends, but I made a good one at work. he’s no longer a coworker now but we still talk almost daily
fallen out of love: I don’t think I’ve ever properly fallen in love (only crushes) so no
laughed until you cried: lmao yes, very often
met someone who changed you: hmmmm, that depends. I made two new friends at work, one of which is a pretty close friends now. but most importantly I got back in touch with an old college friend I hadn’t talked to in about seven years, and we’re really close again now. she’s a good influence on me tbh (and I think vice versa as well, a little, haha)
found out who your true friends are: the good thing about being picky about whom you let close is that you generally don’t get backstabbed or abandoned. I’ve been pretty low but I can’t say any of my close friends didn’t support me, they’ve all been great. but I already knew that, so
found out someone was talking about you: errr, in good ways? an old coworker talked about me to his boss which led to me getting an interview, does that count? my bff talks about me to her bf, in (as far as i know) good ways? idk i don’t think anyone i’m friends with talks about me (badly)
kissed anyone on your fb list: yes, but then he unfriended me off fb when I broke it off, and two days later he tried to re-friend me and I never accepted him again. so I guess he’s not on my fb list anymore lmao
how many ppl from your fb list do you know irl: almost all of them? I only have 10-20 internet friends on fb, everyone else are friends or old classmates or (old) coworkers. i’ve also met nearly all of my internet friends irl aside from the non-dutch people
do you have any pets: yes, i have a ferret named Mika and I love her very much :D I technically also have a dog named Femke but she stayed at my parents’ place when I moved out
do you want to change your name: I used to, I hated my name so much for such a long time because it’s so stupidly uncommon and everyone mispronounces it and my socially anxious ass always wanted to disappear whenever that happened. I like my name now though, it’s cool. that being said, the name my mum had picked for me before this one was Hazel and I’m forever mad she didn’t pick that one
what time did you wake up today: 7, it’s a working day so gotta get up early
what were you doing last night at midnight: sleeping lmao #old
name something you can’t wait for: monday! I’ll be getting The Call from the company I got interviewed at last week. if all goes well I’ll be a massive step closer to a dream job
last time you saw your mother: wednesday (two days ago)
what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my paranoia towards men, tbh? I was bullied very badly in high school and 99% of my bullies were boys who’d comment on how unattractive and unfuckable (literal quote) I was, and that really carries into adult life. idk. last few guys I was ‘involved’ with all were a little shocked at how insecure I am and how I don’t seem to ‘receive’ compliments when I’m given them. it’s the worst. i feel so self conscious around men, i wish i could get rid of it (and though it has gotten better, it’s still bad). girls/friends however i have zero problems with because as a straight girl i don’t feel the constant pressure to be perfect around them
have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah! Tom from high school is still a fuckin meme to me. he was sitting in front of me one class, then turned around, put up his fist, nodded at it, and said ‘balled fist!’, after which he turned around and resumed his work. I still don’t know wtf that was but it still cracks me up every time I hear the name Tom
what’s getting on your nerves rn: mosquito bites all over my arms itching like a mofo
nickname: mostly just shortened versions of my name, dutch people say Bruun, online (non-dutch) people use Bru
relationship status: single (by choice lmao)
pronouns: ehh nothing unusual, she/her
favorite tv shows: none. seriously. I never watch tv or movies anymore, I mean, I never watched a lot of tv, but it’s gotten down to hardly ever now. I guess I’m still gonna finish game of thrones when the last season drops but that’s about it
long or short hair: long(ish? I used to have it down to my butt long, recent years just over my shoulders so that’s my recent standard for ‘long’)
height: 1,64m. which is about 5″3′ (I hope I wrote that right). that’s super short in my country because everywhere here is a giant, fyi
do you have a crush on someone: nope
right- or left-handed: righty
first surgery: idk if it counts as a surgery, but when I was 16 or 17 I had a weird mole removed
first best friend: probably Sonny who was my bff for about seven years from age 7 or so onward. if people I’m still in touch with (so oldest best friend) I think that’s Sharee, we’ve been friends for fifteen years
first sport you joined: swimming, badminton, or ballet? I’m not entirely sure. I think it was ballet (because my mum did ballet)
first vacation: Spain. literally all my family vacations were to Spain until I spoke up at 21 and demanded somewhere else (we went to Croatia, then to Spain again the year after #boring)
eating: nothing (it’s 11pm), but I had a great homemade chicken cheeseburger for dinner
drinking: right now nothing, but this reminds me to go refill my water bottle
i’m about to: get up to pee, brush my teeth, and go to bed, probably
listening to: currently it’s Silbermond’s “ja”
kids: eventually, maybe. I wanna feel like I myself have lived before that. I might adopt tbh
get married: yes! I’m not sure about kids but I’m 100% sure I want to get married
career: writer. but, because I’m realistic and know it’s near impossible to make it in writing, I’m aiming for another one of my passions now, which is graphic design
lips or eyes: both omg? but I guess eyes are more meaningful so to say, so I’ll go for those
hugs or kisses: why not both?
taller or shorter: I’m short myself so it’s hard for dudes to be shorter than I am
older or younger: older, but I have a limit of +3
romantic or spontaneous: both, mix it up a little
sensitive or loud: again, why not both? I am both, lmao
hookup or relationship: relationship! definitely not into the whole hookup culture
troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
kissed a stranger: what’s considered a stranger? does a random dude from a dating app I’d met that day count? lmao
glasses/contacts: neither
had sex on the first date: nope, not happening
broken someone’s heart: errr I think I did. in my defence, the dude wouldn’t leave me any room to breathe even after I’d told him several times to slow tf down, so, uh, yeah
cried when someone died: yes, I cry at every funeral even if I don’t particularly knew or cared for the person because I’m overly emotional in that kinda stuff
fallen for a friend: nope. I only have female friends and I’m as (boringly) straight as they come, so can’t say I have
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