LIBERATE YOUR POKEMON!

i did not care for the zoroark n theory

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temp pinned until i collect enough beautiful n decorations

i am 19

no dni but be aware im queer and nonbinary and neurodivergent so if you dont like those groups you aint gonna like me. also be aware im gonna talk about n age regressing so that too

they/them but you can use anything for me including neos because i donr car

currently obsessed with pokemon and bw/bw2 and the tall autistic green guy

hilda is 19 to me because im 19, ferriswheelshipping is not minor/adult to me just so we're all aware

my interpretations are canon divergent in ways you might not like (religious child abuse and csa) not that it is anyones business but i am projecting onto n when i write about these things tyvm. pls be normal about real victims. i should not have to detail my own life story but this is tumblr so here we are. ive been around the block enough to know the vitriol that awaits if i dont clarify the vent-adjacent nature of what i might post

NOTE FOR FELLOW AGE REGRESSORS i am gonna talk about age regression but my blog is not safe for littles or anyone in a fragile headspace like that. take care of yourself first! i talk about adult topics, often specifically in relation to age regression and trauma (i will be mindful of how i tag to make sure unsuspecting people dont just stumble on it)

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Secret PC Box Wallpapers (2009) - HeartGold & SoulSilver © Pokémon / Nintendo / Creatures / GAME FREAK

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N was 20 years old leading a cult and shit like mann he shoulda been at the CLUB

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this started out vaguely serious but then i put ghetsis in the family guy pose and my friend turned N into a kemonomimi so you guys get this version of what i called "i know what i have to do but i dont know if i have the strength to do it"

AKA:

my poor little meow meow

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skyarrow bridge

feeling the wind in your hair and seeing a world vaster than you ever imagined

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hilda posing for the gram with an evil intimidating horse

and then some comforttt featuring N whining about how his evil abusive dad almost killed the only person who's ever truly understood him and accepted him as he is with no pushback, something even his sisters, loving as they are, have been unable to do, because even their vision of him is idealistic and they do not want to see his flaws because he is their perfect wonderful baby brother who never did anything wrong ever. hilda tells him whats uppp she says "dude you're being actually ridiculous rn can you lock in" and the lack of gentleness shocks him so bad the oxygen returns to his brain and he can form coherent thought again

but even hilda knows when N just needs to be held for a moment. time and place

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me (raised by pokemon) pulling up to the function (getting kidnapped by a cult leader)

featuring starwalker by my best friend

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Random bw characters because my artstyle is having an identity crisis and I needed to test stuff out

Tried really hard to avoid drawing N lol

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so embarrassing to watch yourself become obsessed with a character that feels tailor made for you specifically to become obsessed with. feels like i fell into a trap made just for me. like damn they got me. those are all the things i like and go crazy for

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i know we all like N with Alder as his dad, but allow me to present my preference

N and Looker

THINK ABOUT IT

Looker has experience with taking in kids that have been exploited by Evil Team Of The Game!! and Looker is in bw, they totally could have met and N really isn't much older than Emma. Emma could use a big brother tbh

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I WENT TO A CARD SHOW AND I BLACKED OUT AND SPENT 300 DOLLARS

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my cat is literally sleeping on my head and neck and all i can think about is zorua doing that to n

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n has an actual bed after bw2 but i think he'd prefer to sleep in a big nest of blankets and pillows still. he's still kinda grappling with being seen as human and isn't ready to let go of certain comforts like that. human beds are too exposed to everything

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i yearn for agere n to be more popular but i fear Big Fandom would ruin it, so maybe its better left obscure

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/44858176

HAVE YOU READ THIS FIC?? I FEEL LIKE YOU MIGHT HAVE BUT IT PERFECTLY ENCAPSULATES HOW I SEE CAREGIVER!ZOROARK

YES I LOVE THIS FANFIC!!!😭😭 I've read it maybe likeee 2 years ago or so. I like how it's written. Also now that I've revisited it, I realised that I subconsciously incorporated the torn Zoura toy from it into my art!

I swear I had more drawings of it falling apart but they're in some old school notes and I'm not even home rn🥹

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drawing on my dsi ll is hard because the cursor always ends up like. half an inch away from where im pressing. but i managed

this is on my pokemon black file which im mostly gonna use for version exclusives. i still havent started my white file because. im shiny hunting starter snivy

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my brother impolitely informed me that my trainer ID ends in 67. is it too late to send him back to the storks

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vanity