[teddygains]

hi :-) i'm Teddy

into: feedism, rapid + unrealist wg, pet play, Dom/sub

this blog is 18+, blogs without their ages in their bios will get blocked

me

doodles

[teddygains]

sry for being gone i have been Depressed

[teddygains]

just saw an ai wg comic. if you reblog that kind of stuff i will block you

[teddygains]

reaching the should-i-shave-my-head stage of this

[teatimezz]

Fyi it’s actually super romantic and loving to feed someone until their stretch marks itch

[fatliberation]

I’VE BEEN REINSTATED BY STAFF !!!!

oh my god. oh my god what a fucking relief.

[queersfedhere]

[teddygains]

making myself visibly softer in two weeks is doing something to my brainn

[fetishizeyourself]

smoking the weed of rapid and irreversible weight gain

[moarcupcakezz]

i love u tboy feedist i love u tgirl feedist i love u nonbinary feedist i love u genderqueer feedist

[teddygains]

feelin very unsettled and unsafe after relationship ended. my appetite has grown, but i'm definitely feeling stuck seeking external permission to gain. I want to feel more connected to myself

[teddygains]

i also ate fast food twice today and really love the idea of completely losing control and making a different body

[teddygains]

feelin very unsettled and unsafe after relationship ended. my appetite has grown, but i'm definitely feeling stuck seeking external permission to gain. I want to feel more connected to myself

[storyweavingspider]

If you are a white person in a racialized person’s life, especially as a partner or close friend, you should go out of your way to ask regularly “hey is there anything you have been holding on to that I did?” and critically both fix it and NOT DO ANYTHING TO PUNISH THEM FOR TELLING YOU.

As a white person raised in a white supremacist society, you’re gonna fuck up sometimes. That’s just a fact. But racialized people often aren’t able/comfortable speaking up when y’all do some shit because of the power imbalance/not feeling up to educating when you may be resistant/don’t think the “fight” will be Worth It.

Show initiative without making it A Struggle or playing the white guilt card. Show you actually care about them, their struggles, and the way you interact with them BEFORE they have to have a bigger Conversation with you, beyond when they need to yell about someone else being racist.

And for fucks sake if they’re making/showing you something from their culture fucking act like you realize the importance of that, that they’re showing you shows they grew up with or making you food they made with their families, that they’re letting you in and trusting you more than other whites in their life.

[mintendo96]

This would honestly be life changing for me. The idea came up because I feel so incapable of telling the people in my life when they do racist shit. And like furthermore, actually respond beyond just an I'm sorry. Like for the love of god actually internalize the shit the Black and Brown folks say to you.

[mintendo96]

I'm seeing a lot of tags from white people saying something along the lines of please tell me if I fuck up and like that really goes against the point of the post. Racialized people have to swallow so much racism on a daily basis and it's impossible to tell who is safe to confront.

Even close friends or partners are not necessarily safe. I have had partners dismiss accusations of racism just off hand, I have had partners treat me like a repository for knowledge on Muslim cultural practices despite the fact that *my family has been Christian since Jesus,* hell I have had a partner say I was overplaying my pain at the genocide to get sympathy.

Racialized people are constantly waiting for the other shoe to job. Constantly waiting for their "antiracist" white friend to decide they have learned all they need to. We need you to ask. We need you to care enough to be proactive literally at all. Stop asking us to trust you without doing any fucking work to prove you are trustworthy.

[storyweavingspider]

To emphasize

IF YOU ARE WHITE YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP OR YOU ARE JUST PUTTING MORE LABOR AND DANGER ON YOUR RACIALIZED FRIENDS FOR YOUR FUCKING COMFORT

Fucking reblog this each time you see it so that it gets drilled into other whites heads

[teddygains]

i'm sad that feeder didn't work out but i haven't been able to stop eating like a cow 🥰 thank goodness

[teddygains]

getting texts from my gym while i stuff my face with fast food 🐮🧡

[fluffybutt-7]

Honestly feeling real fucked up that feedism is now against trumblr community guidelines.

Angry at all the people who continue to demonize fatness SO MUCH that a consensual kink between grown humans is seen as disordered, when 90% of the diets we see in the mainstream are straight up disordered eating. But they make you thin, so it’s okay!! 🙄🙄🙄

When we demonize fatness, we demonize food. And with how quickly the ozempic-era has changed society and decimated the body-positivity movement, we are demonizing both like NEVER before. Even compared to early 2000s fatphobia, this shit is on a whole new level.

I have so many more thoughts and may make a more fully fleshed-out post in the future, if my account isn’t nuked. But really, all this shit boils down to too many people seeing fat (and disabled) folk as sub-human, and the dire need for fat liberation because of it.

If you want the fat kink without the fat liberation, go fuck yourself. Truly.

[teddygains]

STOP posting photos of random fat people in feedist spaces!!

[thaenad]

@fatliberation has been terminated by tumblr staff.

I did not hit the self-destruct button! I was silenced! I’m officially an INTERNET FUGITIVE! this is my initial post just getting the word out, sorry if it’s a bit rushed and panicky - I’m trying not to get too worked up over it and just get this out there as efficiently as possible, but I’m the user behind @fatliberation. I am posting this from my feed1sm community blog, which was initially a safe haven for me to reach directly to the feed1st community without the scrutiny of non-feed1sts. luckily, it was not attached to the account that got terminated. go figure! I’ve sent an appeal request to tumblr, but I am doubtful that my blog will be reinstated because feed1sm is officially against tumblr’s community guidelines. yes, this is discrimination. here’s why feed1sm is not a fucking eating disorder.

obviously, I’m in extreme distress over this, because I did not have any of my work backed up. I’m devastated to have lost the hundreds of asks sitting in my inbox, the lists of resources I’ve compiled, and the six years worth of work in the form of replies and essays.

I know that much of my work is still out there on each of your individual blogs as reblogs. I might eventually try to organize a combing operation for specific posts so that some of it can be saved.

I don’t know where I’m going from here, but I will send updates from this blog. I will most likely make my own website with a domain that I own, but it will take me awhile. as many of you know, I’ve worked through a brick wall of deep-rooted shame to get to this point, so my blog being terminated on the account of promoting a culture of harm has caused my brain to backslide into shame-land. I’m experiencing anxiety and doubts about my character that haven’t come up in years. this termination happened during a time where I was taking a break from posting because my mental health was already on unstable ground. so it all kind of came crashing in on me. I’m okay. my friends are here for me. I know that it will take me a minute to get back up from this, but I am not going anywhere.

THEY CAN’T KEEP THIS BAD FATTY DOWN!

🐋✊⛓️‍💥

If you’re reading this, please spread this post around so my people can find me. my ko-fi account still lives.

I hope that even though much of it has been lost, the footprint it left will live on. running that blog has changed my life in immeasurable ways. getting to interact and learn from you all brought me community, acceptance, and love. I cannot express my gratitude to everyone who has supported me, and who stood behind me when I became vocal about feed1sm. you mean the world to me. I refuse to be silenced. my only ask is that you please keep spreading and circulating the fat liberation flag.

so. I’m wiping my tears and trying to think of this as rebirth. wherever I go from here, I won’t have to worry about censorship. when I got the news that it was all gone, the first thing that came to mind was this scene from pixar’s up.

In the end, it’s just a blog.

In liberation,

@fatliberation