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Sideblog used for inconsistent purposes (journal, complaining, hiding) You probably shouldnt follow me unless i know you already (ie are following my main) / #theme IS MY TEXT TAG JUST BLOCK ME

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I know I'm like a completely separate species from other gay men I already knew this. Most of the gay men I see make me feel nothing. Hearing them describe what is attractive makes me feel nothing. When I see a bald guy I seriously dont give a shit. When I see a guy with really short hair, I feel fine, etc. Men should be banned from getting haircuts thats my take, but anyways

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Actually you are not merely "gay" you are "bisexual." Hesitate before speaking

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I know You Are but what Am i😭😂😂😂:laughj

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I know I'm like a completely separate species from other gay men I already knew this. Most of the gay men I see make me feel nothing. Hearing them describe what is attractive makes me feel nothing. When I see a bald guy I seriously dont give a shit. When I see a guy with really short hair, I feel fine, etc. Men should be banned from getting haircuts thats my take, but anyways

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Actually you are not merely "gay" you are "bisexual." Hesitate before speaking

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It took me 10 years to realize

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It Took me 10 Years to realize that 10 years That 10 realizes That 10 Years represented Mental Disorders That It took me 10 Characters to Realize That 10 Mental Years That

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I said this

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Im the best one. Don't forget

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Why not

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I had amazing post or thought idea days ago but he was too tired and viewed to open the phone and I lost it sad All my thoughts leve me even faster than anyone else it feel like

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All songs aren't bad

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I did ballet when jw as really little really little 3 or 4 or 4 proabnly 4 ok wellaybe 3 too it dint last very long any way I just liked it cause afterwards they would do gymnastics and some other stuff which wasn't related

I wanted to do ballet again just so we could do the gymnastics which involved large shape objects to climb over and stuff but when I went back a while later it just ended after ballet there was nothing else so I didnt wan tto do it anymro

But I remmeber i did ballet i remember it now a lot I can see faintly the concept of ballet orbiting me Ballerinas are like tigers or fires or bees they are just symbols that carry a something and theyre not anything I can be

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Guy who dissects aniamls: Hi'

Nevermind theers one i have to get out of here before it infects me

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The original purpose of this blog for "spam" and things I didn't want to put on main got abandoned because I started to not be self conscious about "spam" posting anymore. The other purpose of "journaling boring stuff" got subsumed into my physical journal that I make myself write in to remember what I did during each day. At some point the blog got taken over by spirits and at the same time I became very paranoid and angry at my posts touched or looked at by strangers. So I took the blog off the pinned post on my main and the purpose became "hiding". There's lots of people on my main who aren't on here that I like reading my posts so that also probably motivates the lack of posting,

I was going to say also I dont think the occupants of this blog are currently here but I just scrutinized the phrase "started to not be" for a minute after writing and Im not really sure. In any case I've been in the Keaton zone for the most part over the past month+ and haven't been able to identify myself and/or felt like posting separately when I'm not. I'm sure it will return here

Anyone I already know and recognize is still allowed to touch these posts I dont mind

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This was the final straw earlier I need to password protect this blog or some thing dont touch it I'll kill you

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Who are you why are you talking to me don't touch me

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Im Keaton rightnow just dont want to post on main. I thought the screenshot of my ancient tumblr search history was amusing but I deleted it from main because i realized maybe i dont want other people wondering What the fuck is he talking about and looking up the name in the screenshot and reading about some very unpleasant things which they are likely extremely unprepared for. And no i don't know why i searched him on tumblr. My own actions are unknowable to me