skate witch

amy | 4w3 | 21 infinitesimal

[teenwitch1998]

“i never thought i’d make it past 25…" 

 gerard’s speech from tonight.

[sinfilth-moved]

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[uhrair-blog]

my boyfriend talks in his sleep and I wish it was just cute gibberish but instead it’s TERRIFYING. so far, he has:

- grabbed me by the shoulder and put his hand over my mouth at 3am and pointed to the wall, whispering “do you see it? the barbed wire.” - woken me up and muttered “he’s here” while staring at my bedroom door - rolled over last night and said “you don’t know what’s out there. You don’t know what’s in the swamp.”

he’s taken like 20 years off my life.

[uhrair-blog]

on a less terrifying note, he once kissed me really gently and then said “have a great day at work baby” and pushed me onto the floor at 2am and immediately wrapped himself in all the covers

[teenwitch1998]

i went down on my best friend the other day and WOHAt thE FUCK was i thinking

[ronebpd]

Hypersexual, sex repulsed, hypersexual, sex repulsed,,, it never ends!!!!

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[luxgalador]

Connor, how do you get unstuck from the traumas of the past. I just can't move on

I didn’t move on. I moved through. I asked questions. I learned and listened and understood why what happened happened. I became solid in the knowledge that it wasn’t my doing, that it was not in my control. I pieced together my story and my being in a way that made the narrative of my life make sense to me. I built my life in stark opposition to the traumatic relationship I was healing from.

A decade of hurting, healing, failing, succeeding, finding out about my needs, my wants, my yearnings, and so much more. 4 years of thinking I was done with this, a year realizing there was way more damage (also a year where I did a lot of damage to myself), and 4 years of more painful learning, questioning, failing, believing, and fighting.

This is hardly an apt description of this particular process of the past decade with what I’m dealing with right now. But today was a massive milestone that has validated and energized the course of my life. I’m not done. I’ll never be done. I’ve been shaking and crying most of the past 48 hours. I’m so many emotions and all of them are turned up to 11.

You will get there. You will heal. You will live this life and experience it in all its beauty and darkness. You will find your path and walk it in your own beautiful and unique way. You are not defined by the things that have happened to you. You are so much more than that, and you have the ability to decide for yourself who it is you are and what it is you want to do with your life.

[fairynests]

[nepturne]

[awwww-cute]

[guddram-deactivated20180109]

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[thatshamelessyaoishipper]

Okay as much as I ADORE this line

it’s not a direct translation of what Yuuri says in Japanese.

He literally says something more along the lines of “Until I retire, please take care of me” or “Until I retire, I leave myself in your care!”

It hardly has anything to do with coaching. And fun fact: Marriage proposals in Japan aren’t like in the West “Would you marry me?”. They’re more like “Please marry me. Please cook for me every day, please wear this beautiful dress/tuxedo for me. Please take care of me.“

When Victor says that it sounds like a marriage proposal, it’s not just random fan pleasing. It’s a direct, valid response to Yuuri’s words.

Because what Yuuri says is exactly what you would hear in a Japanese marriage proposal.

Add to it the fact that Victor replies with “I wish you’d never retire” and I think we can all understand why Yuuri starts crying here. Victor is essentially accepting his proposal.

If all of this is not beautiful, I don’t know what is.

[misfitsexual]

[846782364278]

concept:

me, but with wolf teeth instead of these lame ass human ones

[tobuggsy-im-at-bugfan69-now-dea]

favorite boy things: -when the tummy peeks out from under they shirt when they lift their arms up -when they r soft -when they get all blushy -holding their hands -big hoodies -boys