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( TROYE. ) I HAD THE SHINIEST WHEELS, NOW THEY'RE RUSTING.

[teenycries]

today was good, tonight was good. my fans are so supportive. my friends are so sweet. i appreciate them all so fuckin' much even if i get wrapped up in my own head and suck at showin' it. reminded of how much my life is overflowing with love and people who actually care 'bout me and it's such a nice feeling. feelin' pretty. feelin' content. i am so, so loved.

things have been rough for me lately but .. i'm hoping that this is life finally starting to look up in a sense? i really hope so. starting a new chapter— ignorin' the negativity that life or my mind or people throw my way. i feel like a weight is bein' lifted off my shoulders. my past has been rough and i've made a million mistakes .. but knowin' my future has the potential to be brighter and i can do better than i have been feels so damn good. lettin' go of what's weighin' me down. relief, relief, relief.

[teenycries]

me, feeling myself and ready to get absolutely pounded into oblivion?? u bet! <3

[wellbehavedonmain]

Sure, you think I’m cute, but would you push me into the mattress, touch me and tease me until I’m so on edge, begging for something, anything, while you make fun of me for how needy I’m being until you finally give me permission to come? Would you hold me afterwards and tell me how good I was for you?

[teenycries]

minding my own business and looking hot as fuck tonight .. as i should!

[teenycries]

literally don't know what the hell i did to provoke that gossip ask?? weird! i am literally just .. over here minding my own business .. excited for fallon tonight .. sheesh.

[teenycries]

me: *trying to start a new chapter of my life*

the media: actually no ur Not❤

[teenycries]

it's clear to me now.

it's clear to me now.

[4daloveofkj-deactivated20201014]

Being alone is safer these days

[untilghosts-deactivated20211029]

“I sat with my anger long enough until she told me her real name was grief.”

— C.S. Lewis (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[teenycries]

feeling like i can breathe again.

[teenycries]

the way i feel so good today .. and my fallon performance is airing tonight .. nice tbh❤

[teenycries]

my eyes are exhausted and all i want to do is sleep. the way all i feel like doing is isolating myself from everyone?? yeah. gonna cuddle with nash and sleep for who knows how long. tired of everything, to be honest.

[ughsick]

[willow]

im so sensitive i wasn’t made for earth

[teenycries]

pretty sure things have been broken past the point of repair for who knows how long. thinking we could even try being friends again was a bad idea and i don't know why i thought to try when it'll never be the same. trying to be friends with someone you used to love .. bad idea. maybe this was just an excuse for me. that shit hurts too bad anyways. too fuckin' heavy on my heart.

[teenycries]

i'd rather not have someone in my life who ignores me / makes fun of me / makes indirects instead of saying how they feel which?? is really hurtful coming from someone u thought cared about you + when i'm literally too naive to catch onto things or put things together until after the fact but?? oh well. m'done at this point and closing that chapter of my life.

[teenycries]

me 🤝 feeling like no one wants me around