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trying to curbstomp this major depressive episode but fffffff...

#. [feels invisible] [hides bc sads] [makes self more invisible] [sadder]#. it's a vicious cycle at this point #. tbd.

#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ music hath charms to soothe a savage breast. 「 PLAYLIST. 」#. i rewatched the early mcu films a couple days ago & ugh the music... esp for this movie! the 'scream' motif is just 🙏#. this whole ost is actually such a vibe.#. also hehe mewtwo winter soldier parallels :)

WHAT COLOR CHARACTER ARE YOU ?

red character

Red characters tend to be both quiet and observant as well as loud and dramatic. They are often brash and impulsive, and tend to act on instinct rather than planning ahead. They are quite self-sacrificing, often veering into self-destructive, and they push themselves to their limits trying to succeed. They tend to be stubborn, and it might take a lot to change their mind. They have a hard time expressing their feelings, and may come off as either emotionless, self-absorbed, or perpetually angry. They don’t have a ton of friends, and when they do, it’s often by circumstance rather than choice (although they grow to fiercely love their friends). They are not usually innately good at fitting into social situations, and can be awkward and out of place in them. They can come off as unhumorous because of how sincere and honest they tend to be, but tend to just have a dryer, sarcastic sense of humor. They do often think of others first, but their motivations for it might not be entirely selfless. They usually have a hard time conceivably lying, and are quite earnest without meaning to be. They put their full effort into what they do, and push themselves to improve at all costs. They get easily defensive, and feel like they have to prove themselves to earn anyone’s respect. They have a strong sense of internal morality and high standards for themselves. They also hold others to their internal high standards, which can cause a lot of conflict if not worked out. They tend to have bad relationships with their parental figures, who were usually either absent or abusive, and contributed to their toxic view of themselves. At their core, red characters want to be loved and accepted, but have often been denied it, leading them to build up lots of defenses. Others need to be patient with them and give them a safe space to be themselves as they open up and begin to flourish.

#. i wanted to format it to showcase the most accurate parts but... it's entirely spot on????#. literally the only part that doesn't fit is the 'often brash / impulsive' bit & even THEN it is sometimes applicable #. i am screaming at how accurate this is & the fact HE'S RED! RED!!!!! CAN THE PARALLELS GET ANY STRONGER #. GNAWING ON BOTH MY FISTS LIKE AUGHHGHKGHHGHG #⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ the monster loved; that's how it became monstrous. 「 CHAR STUDY. 」#. dash games tbt.

humorblr

# when I go to see a shrink.

#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ & the stars‚ they do sing‚ to the remains of dust in our veins. 「 MUSING. 」

this is about as peaceful as he gets.

#. saw this in a meme video and i could not resist dfkhlfdhkj #. idk the source as nothing reliable comes up from google :(#. anyway enjoy my shitpost-#. crack tbt.

nerdytatertot

I have plans, but for now have some color pallet concepts :]

#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ i will be the most dangerous piece on the board. 「 M2. 」#. oh that's sick :)

astragifs

xxtc-96xx

I think he enjoyed throwing children just a bit too much

#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ i will be the most dangerous piece on the board. 「 M2. 」#. untrue! i think he enjoyed throwing children just the right amount 🥰

petaltexturedskies

Mary Oliver, from long life: essays and other writings

#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ & the stars‚ they do sing‚ to the remains of dust in our veins. 「 MUSING. 」

teathattast

#. he's not an insect but that doesn't make this any less of a M2 vibe lmao

mcflymemes

"YOU CAN'T..." PROMPTS * assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

you can't go any further than that.

you can't intimidate me.

you can't be serious!

you can't do that anymore, not here.

you can't tell right from wrong.

you can't go back the way you came.

you can't stop me from trying.

you can't do this to me again.

you can't keep it down for two seconds?

you can't lie to my face like that.

you can't take them with you.

you can't ask me to do that.

you can't go back on your promise.

you can't be with me if you act like that.

you can't help yourself, can you?

you can't know everything.

you can't save them.

you can't leave me here to die.

you can't just look me in the eye and tell me the truth?

you can't honestly expect me to believe all that.

you can't stop now.

you can't stop the truth from coming out.

you can't do all of this by yourself.

you can't say no to me.

you can't keep up this facade for long.

you can't just stay here.

you can't give up, not when we're so close.

you can't go out there in the cold.

you can't spend the night here.

you can't forget what i said.

you can't even wait for me to finish.

you can't make plans and then not show up.

you can't abandon me.

you can't survive this.

you can't keep all your feelings bottled up like that.

you can't lift this all by yourself.

you can't be who they want you to be.

you can't keep lying to them.

you can't expect me to just sit here and let you handle it.

you can't escape your father's shadow, can you?

you can't believe in yourself, and it shows.

you can't take anything seriously.

you can't be what i need.

you can't come with me; you'll only slow me down.

you can't sleep there!

you can't drink out of that!

you can't go out in this weather.

you can't reach it in time.

you can't solve my problems for me.

you can't make that choice for me.

you can't live up to their expectations.

#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ child's play. 「 PROMPTS. 」#. m2 is Awake tonight

toskarin

you've gotta meet him, man. he's always saying stuff like "my only place is the battlefield" and "I don't think I could continue living in a world without war" lol

#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ & the stars‚ they do sing‚ to the remains of dust in our veins. 「 MUSING. 」#⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ the monster loved; that's how it became monstrous. 「 CHAR STUDY. 」#. [insert glass cracking noise]