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leaving some writing stuff aside, boy looks fine
... he is popular, isn't he? there's no way he isn't. his 3d model somewhat ended up being better than his 2d sprite.
Saeyoung's birthday.... my roman empire.
that aside, i came across a nice necca and made Zenas. And i personally think I was able to bring what I had in mind, to some extent. But, yeah, overall I think it looks quite like the Zenas I have inside my brain, bothering the fuck outta me. I'm missing some specific tattoos but they're more of a me thing and doesn't add to the lore or anything of relevance.
i think it's... nice? as I said, can't draw so I only rely on neccas and this is the only one where I could "project" what I had in mind, at least 80% so, won't complain tbh. Because I had a different one—made like a year ago— but the more I looked at it the less it resembled my OC. However, I think this one is definitely more close, perhaps the style..? made it possible.
it's embarrassing for some reason and technically the white part was supposed to be of a blue colour but I forgot to change it before saving it lol. But, either way, I don't dislike it actually. His eyes are amber and, something I can't add, is scars on his body—he has a lot, everywhere, from small to bigger ones.
back here—and I hope this get sent— i found more old screenshots from my short period as a Dragon Raja player and I'm sure as hell I saved these thinking of Zenas. I said he wears mostly techwear and similar so, in my opinion, these outfits would fit him—ignoring some big accessories that makes no sense whatsoever—
I personally believe the first one also fits Lee since we've seen him wear some street fashion and oversized clothes here and there. But yeah, overall, I think these clothes would be something Zenas would wear on a daily basis, to be fair. With chunky boots / sneakers, military boots, platforms, etc.
i miss Lee...haven't been able to update the game yet, I'm dying without access to my online world. it even frustrates me because, games and distractions aside, i need connection for work purposes and I am missing a lot these days.
I miss my blorbo. gimme back my internet so I can talk nonstop about him. I haven't been able to log in for the past three days, I'm dying here
that aside, i came across a nice necca and made Zenas. And i personally think I was able to bring what I had in mind, to some extent. But, yeah, overall I think it looks quite like the Zenas I have inside my brain, bothering the fuck outta me. I'm missing some specific tattoos but they're more of a me thing and doesn't add to the lore or anything of relevance.
i think it's... nice? as I said, can't draw so I only rely on neccas and this is the only one where I could "project" what I had in mind, at least 80% so, won't complain tbh. Because I had a different one—made like a year ago— but the more I looked at it the less it resembled my OC. However, I think this one is definitely more close, perhaps the style..? made it possible.
it's embarrassing for some reason and technically the white part was supposed to be of a blue colour but I forgot to change it before saving it lol. But, either way, I don't dislike it actually. His eyes are amber and, something I can't add, is scars on his body—he has a lot, everywhere, from small to bigger ones.
that aside, i came across a nice necca and made Zenas. And i personally think I was able to bring what I had in mind, to some extent. But, yeah, overall I think it looks quite like the Zenas I have inside my brain, bothering the fuck outta me. I'm missing some specific tattoos but they're more of a me thing and doesn't add to the lore or anything of relevance.
went to my ash echoes acc on twitter after a couple of days of not being online and the only thing I did was crying over the fact I won't get to experience Bai Ji playable and check the ridiculous amount of tweet I sent becoming yappatron over the same boy. I'm gonna miss him deeply. I won't stop yume-ing him anyway, but it's gonna be so sad...
"... what if your OC cosplayed as their partner?" first of all, that would be kinda complicated since Lee is basically wearing just pants and a jacket, so, i guess that'd be a bit difficult, but i guess he'd still pull up the "outfit" either way. anyway, but if I think about the coatings or the outfits Lee has been given during specific collabs or events, I think Zenas would definitely pull them out, too, because majority fall into this urban street-wear..? oversized jackets, pants, chunky sneakers or boots, a few chokers and necklace that fits my OC's wardrobe.
however, I've been also pondering about Zenas wearing Scarlet Redeemer because it's genuinely my favourite coating—and even tho I'm grateful it was free so I could get my hands on it, I'm still pissed it wasn't a sfx one— but, that aside, i just love it a bit too much aside from Ivy Palefire. so, yeah, Zenas wearing that specific coating would look really good and Lee would love it, too.
i just kinda need to see it now 😭 I'd definitely draw Zenas showing up with that coating on a random Tuesday and Lee would struggle to keep it cool. I love my blorbos. Unfortunately, I can barely write as it is.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ࣪ ִֶָ☾. main blog: BPN-06 read first: about me
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used an old, side, account to post my other yume content because god forbid my brain allows me to mix stuff.
I'm going to miss Ash Echoes so badly. I'm still incredibly sad that global server will shut down because I had planned to play it for so much longer, even thinking about the day Bai Ji would become playable and I'd be eagerly waiting for him to reach my side, I was getting excited of his importance in the story, of the future playable characters and their designs, excited for Director's role and actual background.
I know the mainland version it's still up and, will most likely, remain for a while—they even updated the battle pass and are selling new merchandise. but I can't help but feel sad regardless, of course. I believe the reason why the other servers are going down it's partially due to the lack of proper advertising, lack of proper administration and, i also think, lack of attention from the mainland side. The game is on a "energy saving mode" but it's due to the staff working on new game, not because the game is doing bad per se, but you know, there's still some bitterness. I wish they could, at least, leave us an offline version but I highly doubt so.
some part of me also believes ash echoes was a "test" as the company is not known for making gacha games as far as I know, but i know AE did amazing and not as "niche" as it is on the global side, precisely because the advertising is better, the attention put it's better. but, in any case, the global side going eos won't change no matter how much we ask them to keep it lol.
what I'm sure it's that, Ash Echoes, will remain being my comfort game—I will forever remember their amazing characters designs, I will love Bai Ji and I will continue writing for / about him because global eos won't stop me and, as long as the main server is up, I can always check the story and keep up to date.
Yeah I’ve no words for this have Eros kissing the Regrator on the mouth
“You only noticed after kissing me for five minutes?”
“I’ll strangle you with my bare hands, Regrator.”
last time I was part of a fandom was so long, because while majority of my accounts have been publics, i never "joined" any fandom per se. I've always been inside my own little bubble, sharing whatever silly thought I had and being on my own, so I tend to forget some people might see those posts and it kind of scares me— because I just use my accounts as a way of just "venting" my own thoughts and idea with no other reason other than to just randomly talk to myself. this fear probably comes with the fact some people take "opinions" as a "matter of fact" and will argue constantly over a pixel on the screen and I'm just too old for that.
what I share here, or on twitter, is for myself. because I just want a safe place where I can just pour my thoughts without having to care if they're "wrong" or not. I just kind of forget people can perceive me outside of my own bubble and, if i'm being honest, I do not wish to be perceived either—i know I use tags for my writings but the chance of someone finding them it's rather low, so I never cared. however, I might just use only my own yume tag for ease access on my side.
and it lowkey makes me feel stupid feeling so anxious at the idea of also being perceived online. like ????? come on, don't be so weak. I hate it.
something that always gets the best out of me and completely destroys me is this Hyperreal line. (this is gonna be a long post, bare with me)
this is, in fact, the very first video i recorded of this voiceline, jan 3, 2024. im emotional. also excuse the quality, my potato phone at that time was holding onto its dear life lol
anyway, my point was —and still is— how Hyperreal is a more emotional mature version of Lee, to put it in a way. I've said it one here a few years ago..? the different between each of his frame—while he, physically, can't grow older and, therefore, will remain with the exact same face he was when he turned into a Construct, that physical maturity won't technically show up. However, you can still "see" how much he grew emotionally even tho it's not something tangible per se, you get me?
As I said on that one post here how Palefire is still that teenage version who had to, by brute force, "grow" up and take care of his sick brother, by doing whatever it needed to survive, working in a dangerous field, getting betrayed, having to "move on" so easily and, eventually, giving up his humanity in order to keep his brother alive. So Palefire was a mirror of that self—cold, distant, with trust issues and incapable of expressing his feelings openly. Then you have Entropy, and I believe he was in the process of still learning how to be more open, but regardless you can see how much he already trusted his teammates (something that started after that Tifa incident, imo), he could—slowly— let go of those unhealthy habits and accepted the undeniable fact he was not alone anymore, that it was okay to trust them because they were good, they were people worth of his trust, he could rely on them and didn't need to carry everything himself.
And, ultimately, Hyperreal. Again, he still look young and will forever look the same, but his emotional maturity was palpable this time. He fully learnt it was okay to be vulnerable around those whom he trusted, he understood it was okay to talk about what was bothering him, what made him angry, sad, happy—it was okay to be himself without having to keep his guard so high all the time. He was allowed to be. You can see he is more open and straightforward about what he wants, his wishes; he use his words better, he express himself more freely because he found a place where he was accepted, understood and cared for.
I believe he found a family in Gray Raven.
