♡ amatuer writer, poet, & abstract and occult artist
♡ this is my dualcom space to explore, express, and connect with sexual and nonsexual age regression + ageplay (also a digital diary for thoughts & feelings about sexuality & nonsexual things)
♡ i create and reblog both sfw & nsfw/kink content
i mainly focus on fauxcest (daddy + kid/daughter), (nsxl + sxl) ddlg, & ageplay, though most times it is not ageplay for me because i am always in a younger headspace; always feel little, and am like a kid in many ways (permanently, due to trauma & autism). i also age regress into smaller headspaces sometimes (baby/toddler).
♡ all nsfw content is roleplay/fantasy, based on consenting adults. please block or scroll by if you don't like
♡ my backup: @tenderlykidd0
♡ here is my throne wishlist if you'd like to gift me something ♡
i cannot control what others do but i am still including my dni to show what i do not stand for/align with:
♡ dni minors, basic dni (racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, misogynistic, etc.), eh / sh blogs, gore, pro-contact pedo/paraphiles, radqueers, anti-kink, anti-dualcom
♡ i am open to DMs but please be kind & respectful. no flirting. nothing sexual/kinky. i value simply getting to know people and having friendly conversations ♡
🌸 more about me:
♡ i connect with the complete submission (allowing myself to be controlled and guided), trust, love, safety, & care from a father figure and just being allowed to be my internally, enduring tenderhearted, vulnerable, innocent small self
♡ i find a lot of healing, self-expression, and sexual exploration in fauxcest, cgl, ageplay kinks, with the emotional aspect always being most important, needing emotional connection and not just sex. for me, sex is an expression of deep emotional closeness, even if it's taboo, even if it's dark (because it remains foundationally consensual)
♡ i wish to live a life full of beauty, art, childhood, and play which i want this blog to encapsulate~
♡ i am very interested in the concepts and physicality of innocence, tenderness, sensuality, eroticism, and sexuality that is intertwined with kink/sexual dynamics~
♡ i found a lot of emptiness in only tending to my nonsexual age regression space. i find that kink and sexuality are part of most things i find safe, beautiful, comforting, and healing
♡ i have a paraphile that is autopedophilia, and this is deeply connected to ageplay for me. i believe this is a paraphilia of mine because of being permaregressed; mentally younger/a kid/stunted while still being a bio adult (along with childhood sexual trauma)
having a paraphile is not the same as having a paraphilic disorder. this is not something distressing for me. i do not condone any harm to actual children
♡ i love to reblog art that encapsulates all of what i feel and experience internally that words fail to truly communicate. for me, art is one of my truest ways to communicate
♡ i feel i am quick to label myself specifically as dualcom as i don't believe i am fully part of specific communities (i tend to be solitary), but it feels safe and relative. and it makes it clear that i am not only a nonsexual agere which i find comfort in
♡ all of my kinks/fantasies: d/s (fully sub, a little masochistic), cgl, ddlg, ageplay, fauxcest (dad & daughter), innocence, kidnapping, cnc/rapeplay, free use, praise, size difference, overstimulation, sneaky public sex, breeding (no pregnancy), pee (forced & peed in), somnophilia (sometimes, especially with me waking up to it), impact (spanking, not often, sometimes leaving bruises), being choked & restrained (rope), cockwarming, auralism (sound of sex, moaning)
Mars & Venus, Allegory of Peace, (Detail), (1770), by Louis-Jean-François Lagrenée (French, 1725 –1805), oil on canvas, height: 852 mm (33.5 in) x 743 mm (29.2 in), Getty Center, Los Angeles
Actually you don’t have to pick an aesthetic. I think picking an aesthetic kind of kills your creativity and individualism. No one was supposed to fit inside a mood board. Don’t turn art into a performance. Your expression is supposed to be messy, and felt, and you, not for the algorithm. Your expression is meant to be whatever you love, not altered to fit in.
Someone said “The slow burn of becoming yourself” and I think that might be one of the most beautiful things I have ever heard. It’s such a good reminder of how much it takes, how much character development, how much change, and beauty and courage it takes to reach your soul and I hope no one ever gives up on becoming themselves because it’s a never ending journey that only gets better.
In the mood to be violently fucked until I go nonverbal and all I can do is making helpless little noises while you use me anyway you want. Bonus points if you hit me with a condescending "oh baby, can't handle it?"
