Just Another Girl

Trying to make it in this world

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You’ve gone to join the army and here I’ll be waiting for you to get back. I’m sad and pathetic and you make me feel less worthless than I am, so you’re worth the wait. Almost a year you’ll be gone. I won’t even get to see you before you officially leave. And that’s okay. I know everything is going to be okay. I hope that when you get back you’re still the same and I’m better than when you left. Just please don’t find anyone to replace me with just yet. At least wait until I’m more of a person to leave. I know you will, I know you won’t stay forever, I know I’m not your one. 

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You make me happy.

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I swear you’re just fucking with me at this point. I told you everything and you can’t even give me a definitive answer. That’s all I need. That’s all I want. If you can’t even do that then please just tell me what you’re thinking now.

[books-n-quotes]

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.

Nicholas Sparks, The Last Song (via books-n-quotes)

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Sometime I think that you give me a false sense of hope just to keep me around while you’re here, and it works every time. I’d like to think that you like me more than I like you, but I know you behind closed doors and that just isn’t the case. I am head over heels for you. I want so badly to have a future with you, but I also know that you are not good for me. 

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It has been four years since I’ve seen you smile, since I’ve seen you alive. And now you have one of your friends with you. I sincerely hope that you two found each other. You deserved all that was good and here we are without you two. Maybe I’ll see you one day soon.

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I was there the whole day just waiting for you to notice me. I was next to you and you couldn't even give me  simple hug. That’s all I wanted to begin with, but you just keep letting me down. I like you, but do you like me?

[dangerly]

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Maybe I will be okay.

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I can see that you care, was that so hard? Is that so much to ask for. All I need is communication and things will all work out in the end.

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Why am I not good enough for you? You never give me a straight answer and honestly that kind of kills me. We need to talk.

[boomyahh]

[dangered]

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It’s so hard to get mad at you when all you do is look at me, and I lose myself all over again. You made me feel shitty about being needy and here you are being needy. Why does everything have to be around your schedule? What about when I’m feeling shitty and need someone to just be present? I thought we were supposed to coexist together. We can’t go on like this. I so desperately want you to be the one, but I know you’re not when all you want to do is leave. 

[makethisalifetime]

I get so jealous because I know how easily replaceable I am.

I’m nothing special (via atrxc)

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You feel like home. You make me feel safe. I need you here next to me. 

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You said that you only dated the people you saw a future with, but I know that our future is almost up. You told me what I wanted to hear and I know I’ll fall for it again over and over. I so badly want to be your last, but I‘m a realist. I’m just a number with a name to you. When you’re gone I‘ll be left wondering what I did wrong and what I could have possibly done to have you stay. Long distance isn’t out of the question for me but I know you well enough to guess that you’re just not that type of guy.