carrd. independent and mutuals-only roleplay blog for an unhinged feral funny guy assassin (teruaki gero) from marriagetoxin, beloved by shai. beware: major manga spoilers and dead dove do no eat content. multi: @ervaurem
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carrd. independent and mutuals-only roleplay blog for an unhinged feral funny guy assassin (teruaki gero) from marriagetoxin, beloved by shai. beware: major manga spoilers and dead dove do no eat content. multi: @ervaurem
( ooc ) marriagetoxin manga spoilers
with where the manga is going so far, i am actually fearing for the worst when it comes to teruaki LMFAOOO his getup/clothing is really parallel to nasu by the day- and teruaki possessing "toxin strings" and like... nasu being a doll user MAN the dots are all connected (aka teru is a walking death flag ajsdk).
on the other hand, if teruaki DEFIES nasu, that'd be a surprising turn of events, but also good character development for him. but also- i'm intrigued with the doll user's relationship and kirara's wahhh-
AT THIS POINT, WE NEED PIICHI BACK IN ACTION. we love an OP guy who's OP specifically coz he loves his s/o and wants the world to be a safer place for her :)
two (official) things that teruaki fears: nasu and his dear hikaru-sama actually getting married (especially to a guy)
( ooc ) [not even two minutes into the episode] TERUAKIIIIIIIIIIIII DROP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohh yeah , baby . he's in deep shit now . better think fast , " hikaru ! " the thoughts card themselves quick as a shuffling sleight of hand in his thoughts : should he tell the truth ? lie ? say nothing at all ? every possible explanation he could possibly muster within the precious spare five seconds teruaki was sure to grant him manifests the perfect visualization of an explosively painful death .
of course , there was the benefit that for a doppelganger it was always infinitely more difficult to ever claim that he " wasn't " than he " was , " as well . ( confessing that he'd been confessed to was its own enormous trouble --- but he'd just tuck that way for now . )
' teruaki ... ' time to act natural . ' what are you doing here ? ' time to try to flip the tables and turn this suspicion right around . nothing to be afraid of , hikaru's mimicked body in toxin resistance was just as legitimate and intact as every familial memory . sternness and the edges of a withheld sigh try to wave away the accusation --- as if it were ridiculous , because it was , and just maybe there were more pressing matters to suddenly be worried about . ' don't tell me you're planning another public stunt ? i thought i told you last time . '
Uwah! Whether he's scolding me or praising me, his voice is music to my ears. I can die a happy man. Except the part that Hikaru praised Teruaki were all in his head, courtesy of his colorful imagination. But, even the mere act of thinking about his dearest Hikaru when he wasn't there in front of him felt like he was cheating on him. He would rather see (or stalk watch) the next clan heir in action.
Again, making this destined coincidental(?) meeting all the more bizarre for him. So, he didn't want to let his guard down completely- not yet, at least. Something still felt off. He couldn't quite put a finger on it. In fact, he sensed that all he needed was an opening, even the something as small that a single thread of his could make its way through-
"Eh? What's the point of asking me a question if you haven't answered mine first? Unless you aren't actually Hikaru-sama?" All because of sheer willpower (and growing suspicion), Teruaki's knees hadn't given out from nervousness and excitement. "I thought Hikaru-sama would've let that go of that embarrassing memory by now. You know better than anyone that what I did was for the good of the clan."
uh oh. am i, the doppelganger who got killed by gero-kun once and accidentally turned into him as a subconscious self defense mechanism, in trouble,
A gasp escaped Teruaki's lips, placing his hand on his chest as his heart raced. This was, by all means, too good to be true. H-Hikaru-sama? But we never meet if Sensei doesn't- Ahhh! I'm not mentally and emotionally prepared for this- No matter the logic he used, things simply did not add up. This was not supposed to happen.
"It should be highly unlikely for us to cross paths, Hikaru-sama." He could already feel chills run down his spine. The faces of Nasu and his grandmother quickly came to mind. Subconsciously, he felt the poison strings inside him being tugged."This situation alone is unusual in and of itself, unless..."
"You're not Hikaru-sama, after all? Hmmmm?"
♘ — 𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .
an assortment of prompts for muses who are close to death, dying, or think that they may die. mature themes such as death, terminal illness, blood, war, && other related content may be present. adjust as needed! send ' reverse ' to switch the roles of sender && receiver. feel free to combine action + dialogue for the best results!
DIALOGUE
" we can't stay here. "
" there's... there's so much blood. "
" I'm not gonna make it... there's too much blood. "
" leave me here. just leave. I'm slowing you down. "
" quit fighting me! I'm not leaving you here to die! "
" what are you talking about? you'll be fine! "
" open your eyes! come on, dammit! open your eyes! "
" don't you dare leave me! "
" how am I supposed to do this without you? "
" you have to do this without me. "
" will you shut up?! you're not gonna die! "
" I have to lift you, okay? we have to get you out of here. "
" I know, I know it hurts. I know. I'm sorry. "
" I'm sorry... I didn't want to leave you. "
" hey, just... just so you know. I love you. "
" this is the worst time, but I really love you, okay? "
" you know I love you, don't you? you've gotta know. "
" shut up! don't say it now! "
" stop talking like you're saying goodbye! "
" tell me again when we're out of this! "
" you're such an idiot... choosing now of all times. "
" I didn't think I'd be dying here. "
" if it had to be someone... I'm glad it was me. "
" no! no, no! you're okay, you're gonna be okay! "
" you'll get out of this. you'll survive. you have to! "
" I can't... do this without you. "
" please don't leave me. "
" I don't want to be alone. "
" looks like I have to break [ my / our ] promise. "
" you promised! you can't die on me! "
" I thought we'd have more time... "
" please be okay. please, please, please. "
" you don't mean it... they can't be dead. "
" you're lying. "
" I don't believe you. "
ACTIONS
「 CUP 」 : sender in a moment of desperation cups the receivers face in their hands and begs them to stay with them.
「 CRADLE 」 : the sender pulls && cradles a bleeding out receiver close to their body as a means to provide warmth, comfort, or let receiver know sender is there.
「 LIFT 」 : the sender lifts the receiver in an attempt to carry them to safety, to seek medical aid, or to keep going. ( feel free to specify! )
「 REUNION 」 : for our muses to find each other in the middle of a [ battlefield / warzone / specify ] only to find one of our muses has been badly injured.
「 HIT 」 : for the sender to take a hit protecting the receiver, in which the sender is badly hurt. ( feel free to specify where! )
「 ROCK 」 : sender, holding the receiver in their lap, slowly begins to rock && soothe the receiver in an attempt to ease their pain.
「 HIDDEN 」 : for the sender to stumble suddenly, collapsing into the receiver after being seriously injured && hiding it from the receiver.
「 LAST WORD 」 : for sender && receiver, who are enemies, to have one final conversation before one ( or both ) die. ( feel free to specify! )
「 BLOODY 」 : for sender to suddenly cough of copious amounts of blood, splattering the receiver && collapsing to the ground.
「 HUM 」 : sender hums softly to the receiver, soothing them through their final moments as they start to die, though perhaps too as a means to self soothe.
「 HAIR 」 : the sender gently, almost hesitantly, begins to run their fingers through receiver's hair to provide some kind of comfort && grounding.
「 SACRIFICE 」 : for the sender to urge the receiver to keep going, turning back to the threat so that they can make a final stand && allow the receiver to escape.
「 SHOULDER 」 : with the receiver injured && slowing them down, the sender turns back and scoops up the receiver to throw them over their shoulder as a means to hasten their escape.
「 SUPPORT 」 : for the sender to pull receiver's arm over their shoulder and firmly hold receiver's waist, supporting their weight with the sender's own body.
「 CHEEK 」 : for the sender, who is slowly bleeding out from a wound, to reach up and touch the receiver's cheek, offering them a small smile as if trying to reassure receiver.
「 AFTERMATH 」 : for the sender to find the receiver after a serious battle in which they were severely hurt, yet now receiver sits in the ruins of said battle clutching a wound, close to death && bleeding out.
「 DRAFT 」 : for the sender to wrap a [ jacket / blanket / specify ] around the receiver's body && rub their shoulders in a soothing, warming motion.
「 RETURN 」 : receiver believes that the sender has died, that is until the sender shows up at their door / runs into them unexpectedly. ( specify where, or dealer's choice! )
「 GOODBYE 」 : sender has died && receiver finds their body. ( specify details if you'd like! )
( ooc ) this is how long i've waited to get this guy into the rp scene. one year of teruaki bathing (brewing?) in the poison pot. [rubs hands like a fly]
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"Oops! I didn't mean to spook you. I wasn't doing anything suspicious at the back alley, I swear!" If the stranger was either gullible or indifferent, then Teruaki wouldn't have to resort to using his (toxic) strings to put them to sleep, if need be.
"Ah. I'm not supposed to talk to bystanders either. Whatever." He had to brace himself for the consequences of his actions after this. He only considered himself lucky (and by lucky, it also included his life being spared until now) because he was a favorite of the clan head. "It's been a while since I've been outside anyway. Trying to make the most of it, you know?"
( ooc ) ayo! it's shai/ervaurem, putting the url that i've hoarded to good use lol. anyhoot, ♥ or ↺ if you're interested in interacting with teruaki gero (marriage toxin), an unhinged feral guy from one of the top five (5) toxic assassin families in the underworld! can't promise he won't bite, but let's have fun like always :>
teruaki gero: poison clan born. assassin-made. always dying. (hikaru-sama) family first. the grandmother's favorite. thread-like poison needles.
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Teruaki Gero | Marriage Toxin Chapter #128