Summary– You agree to team up with The Falcon on a mission to stop the uprising Flag Smashers. Throw The Winter Soldier into the mix and you've got yourself an unlikely trio of agents to take on the radicalist group of this fractured post-apocalyptic world. Only thing is, Bucky isn't aware of the connection he has with you from so many years ago. And as one of the very few survivors to ever face Hydra's former assassin, you're not sure if him remembering is the best thing anyway– for more reasons than one. With more and more of your complicated past being revealed, Falcon and the former assassin find you might be connected in more surprising ways than one.
And here is the link to my AO3 account because I realized tumblr is not an app for posting 10k word chapters 😃 All my updated and revised chapters will now be there
Hello Bucky lovers,
This is a TFATWS Bucky x Reader, but part of my vision of this story as a black young woman of color was creating an Y/n character that doesn’t just sit back and watch the controversies happening around her during the plot, but truly understands and engages with them from a firsthand perspective, too. So I found a way to try and balance a sort of(?) OC character as well as still make the story readable for those who prefer ‘x reader’ formats. I did use a stock character name for her and create an elaborate backstory to be revealed later on for the sake of more character depth, but I mention pronouns, names and descriptors as little as possible so the story can still be an immersive scenario for any reader.
This honestly started out as a fun daydream I decided to write down. Mostly for the fun and the adventure of it. (I’m updating this on my Wattpad as well, this being my first time with Tumblr. I really hope you’ll give it a shot and enjoy it! Likes, comments, reblogs don’t hurt either 😉 💜
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Prologue– (3953 words) Establishes some important details about you and your background. Takes place during Captain America: The Winter Soldier. We start here, then next chapter jumps right into the plot of the show!
New World Order– (8785 words) Story picks up on episode two “Star-Spangled Man”, with you leaving a resettlement camp to join the mission. More of your powers revealed. First interactions with Bucky.
Pursuit– (10k words) Second half of episode 2 “Star-Spangled Man”. More conversations between you and Bucky.
Exposed– (10k words good lord this has to stop) First half of episode three “The Power Broker”. You and Sam have a talk about the friction between him and Bucky, Zemo makes his iconic entrance, certain feelings start to come up at the most unexpected of times, and Sharon decides to shed some light on some things…
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The latest chapters of my TFATWS Bucky x F!Reader fic have been updated, revised and posted to my new AO3 account! I’ve made some slight changes and additions to smooth the story out better, and fixed hopefully all of the typos. More new chapters will be up this summer as well! Not to mention we’re just getting to the Madripoor chapters where things really pick up plot and action wise 😏
Considering I’m still kind of new to tumblr and getting used to how it works I found posting my long ass chapters on here more than difficult and far from efficient so I’m trying my hand at Archive and find it much easier 😂
Thanks to any and all supporting this work and being patient with my fumbling all over social medias lol 🫶🏽
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Ha ha ha as it turns out I did not know how tumblr worked when I started this blog and I’m really just now learning. And when I say just now I mean I only very recently discovered the asks/submissions section 😀 so this is like a year late, but I’ll do it anyway!
1. I’ve been an aromantic asexual my whole life but just recently evolved to bi-romantic asexual yayyy. But I’m also not very social so no one would I’m anything other than ace lol
2. I had five wisdom teeth removed. It’s my go to “what’s something weird about you” answer lol. I had what the dentists called an ‘extra tooth’ in the back of my gums sooo five wisdom teeth to remove for me 😃
3. I’m a Musical Theatre major with a Creative Writing minor, but I’m also very much an introvert which is a very difficult combination of character traits to have when constantly surrounding myself with crazy theatre kids who drain my social battery completely 😂
Three completely random facts about me you’re so welcome 😬👍🏽
Dog Days Are Over was a fun song I always liked to do a lil dancey dance to and sing my heart out like I’ve seen some things in my life and was naturally the first F+TM song I ever heard. Now, it still makes me happy and wanna dance and scream my lungs out. Just also in a comfortingly hurt and crying sort of way 😃
Also holy crap it’s fucking 15 years old?! I scratched my head in the theater when it was under the 2000’s selection thinking it definitely came out in like the early-to-mid 2010’s at the latest only for Siri to tell me it was 200- freakin -8….. Like I was 6 when that shit came out? haha I don’t think so silly phone 🤪
it’s been said before obviously but it bears repeating, gotg specifically featuring music from the 60s/70s/80s/90s and then purposely choosing a song from the 2000s as the last song of the trilogy as a symbol of the gang moving on from their past traumas and healing is a cinematic masterpiece
They could turn avoiding social media and spoilers for GOTG3 into an Olympic sport because I’m trying yall but tumblr instagram and even the damn YT shorts are catching me slackin 😂
My first published smut. Never thought I’d post any because it’s just not my style and honestly I’ve preferred to just write it for myself, but idk I think this is kind of good and while I’m in between chapters for I’m Glad I Met You I should probably still post to be relevant 🙃 I really just wrote this for myself so it’s not plot heavy or detailed or anything but aye it’ll do
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You woke up with a shudder. The slow rhythmic movement between your legs eased you out of deep sleep. The sensations pushing through your exhausted haze racked your unsuspecting body with another shiver.
Bucky had a strong hold around you; his smooth vibranium arm tight around your stomach, gripping your hip, and his other snaking under your side and into your pajama shorts. Your back was pressed against his front– not the position you fell asleep in, but how you were inexplicably positioned now. His strong arms kept you close against him as his fingers were slowly, but firmly, massaging your clit.
Your hips began wiggling, stuttering at the sudden processing of stimulation.
At seeing you were finally waking, Bucky’s left arm stretched and gripped you tighter. You whimpered, both out of grogginess and stimulation pulling you from sleep. “Bucky…” you whispered.
“Shhh,” he coaxed softly into your ear. It sent shivers down your spine, and he loved the feeling of your body tremor. “Stay quiet, kitten.” His voice soothed with his chin perched right up on your shoulder, leaving you no personal space of your own.
It was still the middle of the night. Everyone in the compound should definitely be asleep by now, but the quietness still didn’t help, and he knew you were louder when you weren’t in as much control of yourself. He was gonna have some fun with that.
Bucky’s fingers pick up in pace, and your breath hitches. Still never completely awake, your head arches back in helplessness as he teases you up onto the edge. Your hand found his left arm weakly, subconsciously attempting to pull it away. “Nuh uh, baby. Be a good girl for me.” His arm easily slipped out of your hand and grabbed your wrist, the other applying much more pressure to your tenderized clit as punishment.
You let out a high-pitched whine in your foggy stupor. As his rubbing hardened mercilessly, your hips and back moved more, cowering away from his hand. But his bigger body surrounded yours, and he follows you easily to your hiding place. Another voice-cracking whine, paired with a jolt of your hips had him smirking satisfiedly. Your struggle was adorable, and he just couldn’t get enough of you defenselessly whining through his teasing.
Your head began moving side to side, overrun with unchecked pleasure. Buck shoved his hand tighter into your core, deciding to up the tension. You had nowhere to go, no room to struggle against his torture, so when your squirming became more persistent, he doubled down. He knew where your sweet spot was and abused it with no shame, rubbing and pushing harshly. Your breaths became high pitched as the ball of tension coiled further in your core. Faster and faster he pushes you past your limit, still restraining your wrist and pinning your hips tight against him. Your desperate, breathy moans came faster now, feeling his entire toned body holding you still until he allowed otherwise. With your mind shut off, reflexes dulled, and pussy sensitized, all the sudden sensory overload expedited your climax flawlessly. Just what Buck was expecting.
“Such a sensitive girl,” he chuckled darkly.
His voice in your ear was almost enough to put you over the edge while his fingers were still working you over. A guttural moan came from your throat, like a beautiful song just for him.
He wanted more of that. And he wasn’t gonna stop until you were wailing. Until you were left a mumbling mewling mess all strung out just for him. Silly putty in his hands to do with as he pleased, and nothing less.
He narrowed his quick rubbing directly onto your clit, speeding in tight circles that had you going slack jawed in seconds. “Ah!” You cried incredulously. Even as your hips protested again, he didn’t let up. He didn’t stop as you were crying out, allowing no break as you clearly entered your high either.
His flesh hand kept up it’s evil pace as his free one reached up and pressed against your mouth firmly, effectively muffling your pretty little self. He didn’t have to be as gruff as he was, but he wanted you in a puddle by the end of this. And even muffled by his strong hand, you sounded like you were being destroyed.
He absolutely loved forcing you to be vocal. To be so reactive he knew just when you were needing to come down. That didn’t mean he’d let you. Instead, he kept up his circling strokes through your whimpers.
“Buck–“ you cut off to let out a whine, “Bucky!” You cried at his cruelty, struggling now more than you ever had. Your body writhed and thrashed against him, but was still easily kept under his control. His fingers parted slightly over your mouth to let you helplessly cry his name. “Bucky please–“ you could barley get out.
“You want me to stop touching you?” He huskily breathes out, fingers still circling lazily.
“Mhm!” You moaned quickly, eyes screwed shut.
“Beg me.”
“Please, I can’t…” you breathed out, nearly unable to remember words anymore.
“Mhm?”
“B-Bucky please I just– nngh! I just came, j-just let me– ah!” His laugh at your impossible struggle made you feel even more powerless. Especially with his front seat view to your dirty pleas as you try to fight through him increasing the pressure again. “Nng! I can’t! Bucky, you– agh! Fuck. Pleeeease!”
“Alright, baby.” The hair of his stubble moved when his lips stretched with an amused smile. “Come for me, now.”
And that did the trick. Your second wave of pleasure and serotonin summoned forth with one last heavenly pressure pushed down on your hot core. “Nuh! OoooohgodBucky!”
His other hand reached up and nudged your face towards his, consuming you in a kiss through your second earth-shattering climax. His hand stayed perched on your bundle of nerves, not rubbing, but keeping the pressure there as he saw you through the wave. He didn’t part his lips from yours until your whines died down, pulling back slowly.
It took a while for you to catch your breath. You knew super soldiers were efficient, but to reach pure pleasure twice in just a matter of minutes was indescribable…
His beautiful hand left from between your legs, leaving you be. If you weren’t before, you were worn out now.
That didn’t stop him from slipping down to place his face to your hips. In nanoseconds your core was exposed to him, vulnerable to his desires. You shivered, feeling his breath gracing you down there. He wasted no more time, gripping your thighs and pushing them apart. He couldn’t care less if you came all the way down yet or not. That heavenly mouth of his opened wide and perched right on your abused area. A gasp was ripped from your throat when a fiery warmth engulfed you.
“Damn it, Bucky!” You groaned breathlessly.
He chuckled against you, making your back arch from the instantaneous vibrations. His suctioning mouth pulled back, releasing your soft skin.
“Just one more, princess,” he cooed between sloppy kisses. “You can give me one more.”
“Hhhhn you’re killing meeee.” You twist pointlessly, under the false impression you were able to move freely as you begged him once again, until the super soldier gripped your thighs harshly and pulled you back into his awaiting mouth. He took pleasure in ignoring your helpless pleas for a good long while. Especially when he knew you knew there was no amount of begging that would make him stop.
“Oh god– please…” you let out breathlessly as his warm, firm muscle shot out to slowly lap itself up against your precious bud.
Still half asleep, so tired and eyes still screwed shut, your hips twitched desperately; caught between pushing closer to him and getting free. But he left no choice as his head followed your every move, permanently perched around the oasis between your thighs. Those godly hands of his rubbed up your sides lovingly, stroking and squeezing occasionally while that mouth worked you over. You mewl defenselessly, only further fueling his devilish desire.
The delirium mixed with this euphoria was heavenly as he mercilessly teased you– and more overwhelming than you’d ever felt. His sweet spot for you, perfectly balanced. He nibbled your clit playfully, tongue making a reappearance right after to fully lick up between your folds.
The audible shudder that got him made his mouth stretch so wide, and his big soft hands immediately came down to grip those thighs of yours in triumph. With every clench of your sensitive muscle, he returned it with a rub or a lick or nip until he finally pulled another cry from your lips.
“Fuck. Yes…” You sighed, torturous overstimulation finally waning into bigger bursts of intense pleasure.
“Mmm. Mine.” He grunts in response, intensifying his tongue in and around your hot core.
“Oh god yes.” Your voice was becoming high pitched again, mouth hanging open. “Mmmm so good… My Bucky…”
That’s it babygirl, let go.
He thought as his eyes pierced you, but didn’t dare separate or stop to say it.
“Ugh, yes! Don’t stop!”
Once you really started letting your voice out, one hand of his snaked its way up around your neck, and squeezed. “Quiet.”
That was all he needed to say, and you knew what would happen if you weren’t.
It didn’t mean he would make staying quiet any easier for you. So it was all you could do when your hand pressed over your mouth and nose desperately. You were so close.
Then he saw your free hand gripping the bedsheets tightly. He didn’t like that.
Barnes reached up and gripped your wrist, twisting harmlessly to make you release and take the sensations as he intended; with no help. No relief.
“More.” You moaned.
“Say please.” He growls, both hands clenching around your wrist and thigh tighter.
“Fuck– please?” You obey, restrained hand struggling in his grasp. He grunts in satisfaction, speeding up his lapping at you. When he heard you panting again, he could hear the muffle of you suppressing your volume like he commanded. Good girl.
It was time for your reward.
Bucky’s face wiggled side to side between you, effectively pleasuring you with the glorious friction. With one hand pinning your wrist down and the other wrapped around your thigh to keep you accessible, he was ready to hold you down for your no doubt, thrashing orgasm.
It didn’t take much longer for his pink muscle to coax another climax from you. As dark as the room was, colors burst across your vision as your mind-shattering orgasm wholly ravaged between your legs, and electrified your world. You just couldn’t control yourself; you began rocking and bouncing into his face as he kept your clit sucked through it. The mangled whine that came from you both made Bucky feel like the most god-like being on the planet, and the evilest for enjoying every second of this. Especially when he could’ve just had F.R.I.D.A.Y. to soundproof the room.
When Buck finally separated from your skin, he allowed you a few seconds of sweet relief… before placing his last loving smooches across your clit and folds.
You gasped and arched away. “N-no more!”
He chuckled as he rose up from your blissed nether region, patting your thigh condescendingly. “Aw don’t worry, tough guy. I won’t keep you riled up any longer. For now.”
“Why…” you whispered, still catching your breath. And wits, which were certainly scattered in a puddle. “W-why did you…”
“Wanted to hear what you sound like in your sleep. And begging without the usual stubbornness.”
“Hm… you’re mean.” You responded tiredly, sinking back into sleep once his arms were safely around you again.
Bucky smiled softly, kissing a spot behind your ear gently, and whispering. “I’m waking you up like that more often. Just wait until morning.”
