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IMPORTANT NOTES/ABOUT THIS ACCOUNT:

Not active. Not here. RP blog will still be going but I don’t think I want to post on this blog anymore. I no longer feel comfortable in my own space.

I DO NOT SUPPORT THE PRESSURE SITUATION. As a fictive I still find comfort in my sourcemates and my media but I do not support ANY of it.

I interact selectively. I block freely.

(PFP by SharkFiinn)

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THIS ACCOUNT IS RUN BY A SEBASTIAN SOLACE FICTIVE.

Main account for: @0v3r-th3-1nt3rc0m, @th3s4b0t3urssh0p and @isas-scribbles.

- I ONLY follow back frequent interacters. I appreciate my active goobers.

- I have my own memories seperate from the game. I refuse to associate with it… even if that’s who I am. Get to know me! I’ll answer anything. Mostly.

BIG DNI: If you ship SebPainter please. Get out of my shop. I can’t see that guy as anything other than a kid like Isaias is. I won’t bash shippers but please refrain from interacting with this blog or just avoid bringing it up for my comfort. Thank you <3

DISCORD FOR GOOBS: Closed. Not reopening.

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Sad to know that this is how my blog is going, but this one most likely will get shelved. I haven’t had much drive to post anything here lately. Threw off my whole groove and I don’t know how to pick it back up. Was fun while it lasted, though. Had a good run and made some friends that I care about and treasure deeply to this day.

Good luck out there, friends.

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I’m glad that the kiddos I’m truly close to remind me in small ways often that I’m not as rotten as I think sometimes. It means the world to me when they can smack me upside the head for being stupid too, and reassure me that I’m still doing things right. Because I sure have felt like I haven’t lately.

They remind me that I’m doing things right. And their care reminds me I’m still human sometimes. I’m still something the kids feel safe to rest around. I’m not always a scary dog snarling and snapping at the nearest threat. The ones I’m actually close to mean the world to me. And I think I was stupid to take one kid’s words to heart. Some of these kids on here, I barely know. Some of them I know enough that I talk to them often. We hang out. We check on each other. The entirety of my Goob pile seems to be a very good bunch of kiddos, they’re all so kind to each other and so supportive when someone’s going through something.

Tumblr right now seems to be a different story so I’ve been staying away from it, I don’t want to associate myself with anyone’s bad choices even if I’m telling them in the background to calm down and rethink a lot. Trying to be a quieter player here. I’m no one’s dad, that’s for sure. A kid’s bad decisions is their decisions, the most I can do is steer them in a better direction. I’m an older brother, not a father. Older bros don’t get listened to sometimes and that’s okay. I trust the kids, and if they fuck around and find out that’s part of learning as a human. They can dust themselves off, I’ll be there to pick them back up in the end— but they’ve gotta know the pain of the fall sometimes. Especially if they were the ones that tripped themselves up first.

As always, love you guys. I hope this post finds you well.

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Just me talking. I don’t want to be compared to a groomer ever again. Or a H/tler apologist. I don’t want to be compared to anything else that I’m not. no one else told me they were uncomfortable with that guy. no one. it was wrong for me to assume that someone was in too deep in his side of Tumblr and wouldnt listen to me like I’m used to. Wrong for me to put them in the line of fire. it’s not wrong of me to voice my neutrality. I never wrote my post to be a complete shit-on rant about Ren. Neither of those people are good people and that’s my stance. I don’t want Pressure back. I just want two people to figure their shit out off the internet. Without trying to stir up the crowd. And if that’s so hard to want and if it gets me shot at for saying it, then so be it. If it means I have to sit there and have anxiety attacks every time someone sits there and compares me to some shitty person then so be it. I had my stance on a really crappy person here on this side of Tumblr, tried to help some kids out because he made them feel unsafe and ended up getting them in deeper shit just by existing. Just because no one wants to see in anything but black and white. Sometimes it feels like they only read one document and that’s it. Like they haven’t been keeping up with everything like I have and I am constantly reworking my stance to stand better on it with actual evidence besides “well she said this” when so much more has come out in the recent week. I admit when I’m wrong and I try to fix it the best I can. But I won’t take ever being compared to a groomer or a H/tler apologist ever again because I’m…not. Any of my kids could tell you that.

Any of them.

I said I was gonna log off but I wanted to write this before I did. I’m sorry to anyone I’ve hurt in the process of the last few days. I’m gonna rethink just how safe I am to people.

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have I been blessed..?

THE MOD IS BACK?!

WAHHHHHHHHHH MOD UR GETTING DAILY CHECK INS FROM ME!!!

Sorry, not yet. Give me a few weeks.

But hey there, Harmony. Glad to see you around. I missed your silly little guy in my askbox. What’s the lore of them anyway?

You can reblog this, if we aren’t moots already I’ll fix that.

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Made some edits to previous reblogs concerning my most recent post. I think I’m gonna hold my tongue now even if I want to help the kids because it’s clear that in my state of mind I’m making bad decisions.

I did say I wasn’t the perfect example. And I’m sorry for those that were close to Sif watching their name be dragged through the mud. I think I’ll take a break for now.

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I hope one day all the adult children I’ve met decide to grow up. You’re 18 on the internet, an adult, acting like a child throwing a temper tantrum every time you don’t get your way.

You think you’re a prince, but you’re a spoiled brat with a plastic crown. I’m surprised the majority of your following don’t see right through you, when we did from the start. You don’t get to play uwu princess baby after threatening to doxx minors. Those are KIDS, which you ARENT and that is HARASSMENT. It’s harassment either way but the point still stands.

You don’t get to use your mental health as a shield. Or your disabilities. Neither of them change how much of a shit person you are under your skin.

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My older brother heart kinda aches knowing that there were so many fucking kids under that fucker’s wing, two of my goobers included. I hope they get to know and realize what a double-standard bastard this guy is.

I try to set a good example for my kids usually. Talking it out. Being patient. Because I’m older than most of my goobs.

He is not a good example. In fact I’d call him the peak of maturity masking immaturity. Because while he tried to pretend he was level-headed, he would lose his cool immediately rather than handling things properly/would get defensive and hostile or shut the conversation down. I try to teach my kids that it’s okay to talk about shit and communicate with each other. No one will bite.

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Can’t believe how many people are either coming forward about this guy or banning them from their spaces. Well. I’m actually not surprised, but I’m glad someone else finally sees through that bullshit and I’m so proud of you kiddos for coming together. Rather than suffering in silence.

I hope @project-solace-callout gets enough people to see what’s going on under wraps. If Leonis wants a better fandom he’d better stop making an ass of himself. 800+ person server, over a hundred followers here— and he can’t set a good example. I can’t say I’m a perfect example either here right now, because I’m not. But this guy had been on my “I knew something was wrong with him” list for months. And I’m actually sort of relieved that someone else (MULTIPLE someones) had the same sort of ick or something happen to them. It’s easy to think you’re just being crazy when you’re alone.

[karmavent]

Keeping this to a vent sideblog I don't plan on posting any of this to my main sideblog but hiiii I'm one of the victims of Leonis. His buddy MedkitWaffles infiltrated our friend group, and was told in confidence about who I was in source, only to publicly mock me and flaunt my memories to everyone like it was a spectacle to behold.

For context; I source from a variation of Stick To The Script. The Sebastian from my source is my apá. I'm stating this publicly because Medkit already made it public for people to gawk at.

Medkit would also repeatedly send gifs of Stick To The Script in the group chat, and would only delete them after everyone else in the group told them to stop. They were actively making me worse while I was trying to heal from the trauma of having to hear my apá's screams.

They claimed it was simply "bad memory", but with how frequently they were reminded, most of my group believes it was intentional.

Medkit flaunting the knowledge of my memories like it's a work of fiction genuinely made me feel physically ill to see, they and Leonis were both laughing about it.

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I never had the displeasure of meeting Medkit and I hope I never do, that’s such disgusting behavior and you never should have had to be in the center of it. You guys are minors.

I heard a little bit more about what happened from another concerned fellow mod of you guys’ callout blog, and I can only say I’m so sorry that someone sat there and tried to invalidate you like that. That multiple people said you were a liar about being a system. That your source memories weren’t as you thought. Your memories, same as mine, are valid no matter how much they “differ” from “canon”. We know what’s real to us, the memories we brought into the system.

The Stick to the Script ending is hard for me too. I can’t handle it well, especially the updated version, without getting horribly upset and needing a real long while to breathe after.

That is so awful to use against you and to “forget”, because to you that is REAL and you would think a fellow system like Leonis, whose fanmade “younger brother” was an alter in their system and literally left a VC of ours back when he was in my server due to “bad memories” and “missing my brother” during a Pressure run. We let him because that was the right thing to do. Not sit there and invalidate someone’s pain or say “you aren’t even in the narrative”. We didn’t laugh at him then. And you shouldn’t have been laughed at by them now. That’s so heartless.

You’re all good kids and I’m sorry you got roped into his bullshit. I wish you so much fucking healing and a strong support group.

[karmavent]

Thank you. I never really have a lot to say, I'm sure apá wondered why I was so quiet at one point, too, but just know I appreciate your words more than I have the words to say.

I think it hurts worse when I take into account that Medkit knew, I had repeatedly mentioned how much I miss my apá, how it stinks so bad that he's not here with Painter and I, only for that to be flaunted around for people to gawk at like a spectacle at a freak show.

I was a good kid. I followed the wrong people around sometimes and needed to be corrected occasionally, but I'd never intentionally hurt anyone. The fact that Leonis and Medkit are trying to paint me as some sort of malicious entity who doesn't care about other people shows a lot of how they are, especially considering Medkit states they said things in chats that had never once been said, and that they'd used tts bot to say they didn't feel heard while at the same time feeding everything we were saying directly to Leonis.

They still have the gall to state that they didn't want to hurt us.

They're being malicious and they know that.

Leonis keeps claiming he has screenshots of me being malicious, but he never posts them to anyone who asks. Why? Because they don't exist. I had never been anything less than kind towards him until the moment he'd let people hurt me, and even then, I didn't want to make a fuss or start a confrontation. Medkit knows this because they were present during the call where I asked my friend to help me.

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You don’t have to worry about not having the words, your ability to come here out of the blue to share your piece is admirable and I’m proud of you no matter how scary this may be. Your apá would be proud I think.

Leonis does seem to follow that streak of smearing the names that “wrong” him. I believe you kids when you say you didn’t do anything but call out the truth. I stayed silent for months after February because so many of my mutuals still interacted with him or his lackeys on a daily basis. I can’t even talk to Sif (bugginwithsif) without remembering that they’re a huge part of Leonis’ main circle. I cut them off recently. It sucks to see them around when they’re blind to the manipulator they look up to.

I could say so much of the trauma dumps that Leonis put on us, especially in a MOD CHAT, which was made for SERVER issues, not Leonis being sensitive over every single member’s interactions with him. But unlike this bastard I don’t shove it in everyone’s faces for them to see. I don’t need to be super petty for everyone to see he’s immature.

He flips on a dime if you don’t follow him. He’s so paranoid of people blocking him and shit but then he does stuff like this. You can’t be upset that people block you or something else, even if it’s not for some huge reason. Sometimes you just take up too much of their feed (something that actually happened with one of my server members.)

I’m sorry that you didn’t feel like you had a voice until now, kiddo. You are a good kid. Just because he’s “popular” and has many people behind him, means nothing. Keep talking. Stay in your numbers, you’ll always be safe here.

Keep on movin.

Keep on improvin.

[karmavent]

Sif actually blocked Leonis recently to my knowledge due to my big brother and his friends helping spread the word about what happened. He says the call-out blog is getting new things all the time, but he said he doesn't know what they're getting, just that they are.

I hope we're helping them with their goal, even if we can only provide little things right now.

Haha it's kind of weird to be seeing all these different fish, I keep managing to meet the ones that act similarly to how apá did. I guess that's why I've been more willing to speak up more. I think that's what apá would have wanted me to do.

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Really, I’m surprised after she tried to make a defense post against Leonis herself. I’ll unblock her if it’s the case, and I’m glad you guys really are working in numbers to spread the word. Leonis has been chased off the internet before— if his word when he said it had any weight to it then— we can chase him off again.

What you can provide, even if it’s scraps, still makes up the blanket of bullshit on this guy. I promise.

I’m glad you’re willing to speak up, no matter how small your voice may seem to yourself. You’re seen and heard, I promise. You’re doing so well and I genuinely do think your apá be proud of such a determined kid. Stubbornness runs in the Solace family. Stand your ground. We’re still standing behind you guys.

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So I was sorely wrong about Sif. I should’ve read more into the situation without immediately jumping to “they roleplayed a lot, I bet they were close”. Sif hasnt done anything wrong and I shouldn’t have dragged her into the line of fire the way that I did. Like she told me. She’s just a kid. She could’ve had something done to her and I did just sit idly by. Maybe it was worry about backlash back then for trying to call out Leonis to begin with when I was still so small and Leonis had that huge following. I misread a conversation we had a month or so ago and wrongly compared them to him. I had no clue they were even uncomfortable with him but rationalizing it now, I had no place to assume, no place to make the final call.

I’m supposed to protect the kids in danger, not make it worse for them and leave them stranded. I’m sorry I ever assumed and made my choices before I heard Sif’s side. They never should have been brought further into this.

I’m gonna leave these up for receipts. What I did shouldn’t be covered up. But I’m at least going to recognize that I did fuck up royally and need to ask before I jump that far again. Ever.

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I guess I’ll finally come out and say my piece about where I stand with the whole Pressure situation. Since I happen to have some accounts that are scaring me with their hate posts (and a hate-dedicated account that I’ve blocked of a moot) right now

I am neutral about all of it. All the docs I’ve read (yes, up to 11 Google Docs hit the subreddit the last time I checked and I was up to date with them, there’s 12? Now?) and properly pored through over hours after work lead me to this. Neither of them are good people, both for their own reasons. Not equals in their wrongs, but both are still wrong. At this point? I don’t want to support either of them, but I’m especially disappointed in the community— by the amount of people that go “he should be dead” because that’s a human life.

And where my stance is, I don’t think he should have been harassed to that point. I don’t think Ren should have egged that on by reposting her brother telling him to do that. When she said “oh don’t do that! The last thing I want is that! 🥺” in her document.

Zeal is an unprofessional man who needs more support physically and mentally in making proper decisions for himself. He should learn boundaries for himself and others. And should in the future, most likely not run with a team of idiots like the devs that shunned him out and turned on him instantly. Being around more mature people might give him the development he needs. He has a shitty way of dealing with conflict, he wasn’t really cool to me in general, but he didn’t deserve to be driven to where he was.

Ren is royally unstable and shouldn’t be on the internet, she should be in therapy, not seeking more validation for her story when she already has so much. Not harassing more people. She ‘didn’t want’ this drama to spin this far and yet it did and unfortunately with how it looks. I find her behavior so attention seeking it’s hard to feel bad for her— especially when she sits and harasses the fuck out of anyone that isn’t solely on her side. Why is she getting more aggressive with it? What’s the fucking point? Why would she sit there and like posts that people made of talking about his attempt? Or repost that shit from her brother if she really wanted this to not explode way out of proportion? You’d have thought surely she’d be more calm and rational about it when she already had the support of the whole community in her hands when that doc dropped. I think she’s hiding something.

But we other people should have never touched the situation to begin with, we are OUTSIDERS. We don’t KNOW the full story and we most likely never will. Ren’s new document, she said it herself, won’t have anything new. It’s too astronomically expensive for two regular people from two entirely different countries to have a court case. Stop fighting each other on the internet. Can we love the memories of the house that once stood? The memories with friends within it?

This isn’t our business.

I just want to hang with the friends I’ve made, Pressure aside. I want to reclaim my character for my own. That’s what the headcanons the other week was for. My personal memories are mine and they’re “canon” for me now. I still want to be fond of the world that was. Not who built it. Not what broke it down to become a memory we can only hold onto now.

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You know, this doesn’t make me an SA apologist. You can ask anyone I talk to about this situation and they will tell you— I want to believe something happened to her, she’s just going about it all wrong.

Don’t call people the equivalent of the moustache painter guy because of me. Don’t you drag these kids when that was my statement.

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Just so people are aware. Doxxing a kid means leaking personal info like their real name and such(their Roblox accounts).

This is why even in my server minors are to be extra safe— I have a rule set even where minors can’t post their faces uncensored until they’re 18 for a reason.

Yes even something “simple” like what he’s doing, even if he doesn’t realize it fully, can put kids in danger of being discovered irl. That isn’t cool or okay to post on a public server, where full names can be revealed if someone simply looks far enough. You are actively putting kids in danger for you being petty. If how you’re handling things is getting severe backlash, maybe consider that what you’re doing isn’t right.

Like I said before. Doubling down won’t do anything. The kids already came forward and to me about this because they couldn’t even feel safe in his space. Being attacked for your own opinions differing heavily from the others— that’s not something a member should have to face from their supposed server owner. We tried to handle him peacefully when he unceremoniously left our server. He was the one that chose to take absolutely every moment that the attention wasn’t on him to heart. He got pissed over a silly conversation about my partner being a prince. “There can only be one”? “Not if it’s you”? He was so genuinely heated and it was so immature. His partner was okay and we never had any issues with him.

I feel bad for these kids that had their feelings invalidated, for the one that had their system and memories invalidated— every single one of you deserve peace and safety. None of you deserved to have to handle someone that doesn’t have a proper head on their shoulders.

I won’t say I’m perfect because I’m not. I have bad mental days where I don’t catch my splits and I have good ones where I’m fine and I can rationalize things. I don’t however, go onto the internet in a blind rage when I’m upset. I sat down with these kids and I talked to them because my heart bleeds for the ones that can’t speak up on their own. I’m spreading their word. Because to me the kids matter more than my “popularity” here. I don’t need hundreds of empty followers if I have the group I take care of. If this gets me mass blocked by people of his circle, and way more? That’s fine. The kids to me, come first. Their safety, comes first. Always. My opinions? Won’t change. Not about this. Not when I’m just getting proven right by more people that my gut feeling about this guy was right.

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I’d like to make it clear that yeah, we didn’t fire Leonis and he left on his own terms despite us reminding him constantly and stepping on eggshells that no one was mad at him or upset with him. It became really fucking annoying to handle that almost every single day, them wondering if they did something wrong instead of just going to the people they were having “issues” with. They didn’t do that and it ended up in me and Cal having to go in and properly diffuse the situation.

And I never want to hear that this fucker was a friend to Cal when he pretended like Cal leaving that server wasn’t completely his fault for being so hostile and snappy after his partner left. Cal had to deal with Leonis going “we’re so similar! We’re so alike!” And then when he left he washed Cal up to dry and never fucking talked to him again. Cal doesn’t like Leonis. I don’t like Leonis. Not when Cal thought he made a friend and that friend fucking abandoned him.

Can’t believe the bullshit I’m reading.

You don’t get to call us friends when you basically went “welp! That happened!” after he left. Your backhanded comments and snappiness when you weren’t in a good headspace fucked him up.

Chronic illness be damned. You don’t get to do that.

Most people were uncomfortable with you in the server for constantly trying to take center stage when I said that my server was for everyone and for people not to talk over the other. If you needed so much attention, I told you before. My server isn’t the fucking place for it. The Pile is The Pile. Not The Leonis Show.

Ren and Zeal’s situation is something for the courts. I also just don’t condone a woman that sat there and threatened suicide, scaring MULTIPLE people and even getting herself banned from RDC because she decided to have a breakdown. The rest of the situation? I’m neutral. But I don’t fuck with people threatening suicide over stupid shit.

So if you want to be upset with me for not supporting a chronically unstable person, don’t you even think of pointing me in the other direction. I don’t support Zeal.

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I hope one day all the adult children I’ve met decide to grow up. You’re 18 on the internet, an adult, acting like a child throwing a temper tantrum every time you don’t get your way.

You think you’re a prince, but you’re a spoiled brat with a plastic crown. I’m surprised the majority of your following don’t see right through you, when we did from the start. You don’t get to play uwu princess baby after threatening to doxx minors. Those are KIDS, which you ARENT and that is HARASSMENT. It’s harassment either way but the point still stands.

You don’t get to use your mental health as a shield. Or your disabilities. Neither of them change how much of a shit person you are under your skin.

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My older brother heart kinda aches knowing that there were so many fucking kids under that fucker’s wing, two of my goobers included. I hope they get to know and realize what a double-standard bastard this guy is.

I try to set a good example for my kids usually. Talking it out. Being patient. Because I’m older than most of my goobs.

He is not a good example. In fact I’d call him the peak of maturity masking immaturity. Because while he tried to pretend he was level-headed, he would lose his cool immediately rather than handling things properly/would get defensive and hostile or shut the conversation down. I try to teach my kids that it’s okay to talk about shit and communicate with each other. No one will bite.

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Can’t believe how many people are either coming forward about this guy or banning them from their spaces. Well. I’m actually not surprised, but I’m glad someone else finally sees through that bullshit and I’m so proud of you kiddos for coming together. Rather than suffering in silence.

I hope @project-solace-callout gets enough people to see what’s going on under wraps. If Leonis wants a better fandom he’d better stop making an ass of himself. 800+ person server, over a hundred followers here— and he can’t set a good example. I can’t say I’m a perfect example either here right now, because I’m not. But this guy had been on my “I knew something was wrong with him” list for months. And I’m actually sort of relieved that someone else (MULTIPLE someones) had the same sort of ick or something happen to them. It’s easy to think you’re just being crazy when you’re alone.

[karmavent]

Keeping this to a vent sideblog I don't plan on posting any of this to my main sideblog but hiiii I'm one of the victims of Leonis. His buddy MedkitWaffles infiltrated our friend group, and was told in confidence about who I was in source, only to publicly mock me and flaunt my memories to everyone like it was a spectacle to behold.

For context; I source from a variation of Stick To The Script. The Sebastian from my source is my apá. I'm stating this publicly because Medkit already made it public for people to gawk at.

Medkit would also repeatedly send gifs of Stick To The Script in the group chat, and would only delete them after everyone else in the group told them to stop. They were actively making me worse while I was trying to heal from the trauma of having to hear my apá's screams.

They claimed it was simply "bad memory", but with how frequently they were reminded, most of my group believes it was intentional.

Medkit flaunting the knowledge of my memories like it's a work of fiction genuinely made me feel physically ill to see, they and Leonis were both laughing about it.

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I never had the displeasure of meeting Medkit and I hope I never do, that’s such disgusting behavior and you never should have had to be in the center of it. You guys are minors.

I heard a little bit more about what happened from another concerned fellow mod of you guys’ callout blog, and I can only say I’m so sorry that someone sat there and tried to invalidate you like that. That multiple people said you were a liar about being a system. That your source memories weren’t as you thought. Your memories, same as mine, are valid no matter how much they “differ” from “canon”. We know what’s real to us, the memories we brought into the system.

The Stick to the Script ending is hard for me too. I can’t handle it well, especially the updated version, without getting horribly upset and needing a real long while to breathe after.

That is so awful to use against you and to “forget”, because to you that is REAL and you would think a fellow system like Leonis, whose fanmade “younger brother” was an alter in their system and literally left a VC of ours back when he was in my server due to “bad memories” and “missing my brother” during a Pressure run. We let him because that was the right thing to do. Not sit there and invalidate someone’s pain or say “you aren’t even in the narrative”. We didn’t laugh at him then. And you shouldn’t have been laughed at by them now. That’s so heartless.

You’re all good kids and I’m sorry you got roped into his bullshit. I wish you so much fucking healing and a strong support group.

[karmavent]

Thank you. I never really have a lot to say, I'm sure apá wondered why I was so quiet at one point, too, but just know I appreciate your words more than I have the words to say.

I think it hurts worse when I take into account that Medkit knew, I had repeatedly mentioned how much I miss my apá, how it stinks so bad that he's not here with Painter and I, only for that to be flaunted around for people to gawk at like a spectacle at a freak show.

I was a good kid. I followed the wrong people around sometimes and needed to be corrected occasionally, but I'd never intentionally hurt anyone. The fact that Leonis and Medkit are trying to paint me as some sort of malicious entity who doesn't care about other people shows a lot of how they are, especially considering Medkit states they said things in chats that had never once been said, and that they'd used tts bot to say they didn't feel heard while at the same time feeding everything we were saying directly to Leonis.

They still have the gall to state that they didn't want to hurt us.

They're being malicious and they know that.

Leonis keeps claiming he has screenshots of me being malicious, but he never posts them to anyone who asks. Why? Because they don't exist. I had never been anything less than kind towards him until the moment he'd let people hurt me, and even then, I didn't want to make a fuss or start a confrontation. Medkit knows this because they were present during the call where I asked my friend to help me.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

You don’t have to worry about not having the words, your ability to come here out of the blue to share your piece is admirable and I’m proud of you no matter how scary this may be. Your apá would be proud I think.

Leonis does seem to follow that streak of smearing the names that “wrong” him. I believe you kids when you say you didn’t do anything but call out the truth. I stayed silent for months after February because so many of my mutuals still interacted with him or his lackeys on a daily basis. I can’t even talk to Sif (bugginwithsif) without remembering that they’re a huge part of Leonis’ main circle. I cut them off recently. It sucks to see them around when they’re blind to the manipulator they look up to.

I could say so much of the trauma dumps that Leonis put on us, especially in a MOD CHAT, which was made for SERVER issues, not Leonis being sensitive over every single member’s interactions with him. But unlike this bastard I don’t shove it in everyone’s faces for them to see. I don’t need to be super petty for everyone to see he’s immature.

He flips on a dime if you don’t follow him. He’s so paranoid of people blocking him and shit but then he does stuff like this. You can’t be upset that people block you or something else, even if it’s not for some huge reason. Sometimes you just take up too much of their feed (something that actually happened with one of my server members.)

I’m sorry that you didn’t feel like you had a voice until now, kiddo. You are a good kid. Just because he’s “popular” and has many people behind him, means nothing. Keep talking. Stay in your numbers, you’ll always be safe here.

Keep on movin.

Keep on improvin.

[karmavent]

Sif actually blocked Leonis recently to my knowledge due to my big brother and his friends helping spread the word about what happened. He says the call-out blog is getting new things all the time, but he said he doesn't know what they're getting, just that they are.

I hope we're helping them with their goal, even if we can only provide little things right now.

Haha it's kind of weird to be seeing all these different fish, I keep managing to meet the ones that act similarly to how apá did. I guess that's why I've been more willing to speak up more. I think that's what apá would have wanted me to do.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

Really, I’m surprised after she tried to make a defense post against Leonis herself. [Later edit: she didn’t. It was an accidental repost.] I’ll unblock her if it’s the case, and I’m glad you guys really are working in numbers to spread the word. Leonis has been chased off the internet before— if his word when he said it had any weight to it then— we can chase him off again.

What you can provide, even if it’s scraps, still makes up the blanket of bullshit on this guy. I promise.

I’m glad you’re willing to speak up, no matter how small your voice may seem to yourself. You’re seen and heard, I promise. You’re doing so well and I genuinely do think your apá be proud of such a determined kid. Stubbornness runs in the Solace family. Stand your ground. We’re still standing behind you guys.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

I hope one day all the adult children I’ve met decide to grow up. You’re 18 on the internet, an adult, acting like a child throwing a temper tantrum every time you don’t get your way.

You think you’re a prince, but you’re a spoiled brat with a plastic crown. I’m surprised the majority of your following don’t see right through you, when we did from the start. You don’t get to play uwu princess baby after threatening to doxx minors. Those are KIDS, which you ARENT and that is HARASSMENT. It’s harassment either way but the point still stands.

You don’t get to use your mental health as a shield. Or your disabilities. Neither of them change how much of a shit person you are under your skin.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

My older brother heart kinda aches knowing that there were so many fucking kids under that fucker’s wing, two of my goobers included. I hope they get to know and realize what a double-standard bastard this guy is.

I try to set a good example for my kids usually. Talking it out. Being patient. Because I’m older than most of my goobs.

He is not a good example. In fact I’d call him the peak of maturity masking immaturity. Because while he tried to pretend he was level-headed, he would lose his cool immediately rather than handling things properly/would get defensive and hostile or shut the conversation down. I try to teach my kids that it’s okay to talk about shit and communicate with each other. No one will bite.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

Can’t believe how many people are either coming forward about this guy or banning them from their spaces. Well. I’m actually not surprised, but I’m glad someone else finally sees through that bullshit and I’m so proud of you kiddos for coming together. Rather than suffering in silence.

I hope @project-solace-callout gets enough people to see what’s going on under wraps. If Leonis wants a better fandom he’d better stop making an ass of himself. 800+ person server, over a hundred followers here— and he can’t set a good example. I can’t say I’m a perfect example either here right now, because I’m not. But this guy had been on my “I knew something was wrong with him” list for months. And I’m actually sort of relieved that someone else (MULTIPLE someones) had the same sort of ick or something happen to them. It’s easy to think you’re just being crazy when you’re alone.

[karmavent]

Keeping this to a vent sideblog I don't plan on posting any of this to my main sideblog but hiiii I'm one of the victims of Leonis. His buddy MedkitWaffles infiltrated our friend group, and was told in confidence about who I was in source, only to publicly mock me and flaunt my memories to everyone like it was a spectacle to behold.

For context; I source from a variation of Stick To The Script. The Sebastian from my source is my apá. I'm stating this publicly because Medkit already made it public for people to gawk at.

Medkit would also repeatedly send gifs of Stick To The Script in the group chat, and would only delete them after everyone else in the group told them to stop. They were actively making me worse while I was trying to heal from the trauma of having to hear my apá's screams.

They claimed it was simply "bad memory", but with how frequently they were reminded, most of my group believes it was intentional.

Medkit flaunting the knowledge of my memories like it's a work of fiction genuinely made me feel physically ill to see, they and Leonis were both laughing about it.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

I never had the displeasure of meeting Medkit and I hope I never do, that’s such disgusting behavior and you never should have had to be in the center of it. You guys are minors.

I heard a little bit more about what happened from another concerned fellow mod of you guys’ callout blog, and I can only say I’m so sorry that someone sat there and tried to invalidate you like that. That multiple people said you were a liar about being a system. That your source memories weren’t as you thought. Your memories, same as mine, are valid no matter how much they “differ” from “canon”. We know what’s real to us, the memories we brought into the system.

The Stick to the Script ending is hard for me too. I can’t handle it well, especially the updated version, without getting horribly upset and needing a real long while to breathe after.

That is so awful to use against you and to “forget”, because to you that is REAL and you would think a fellow system like Leonis, whose fanmade “younger brother” was an alter in their system and literally left a VC of ours back when he was in my server due to “bad memories” and “missing my brother” during a Pressure run. We let him because that was the right thing to do. Not sit there and invalidate someone’s pain or say “you aren’t even in the narrative”. We didn’t laugh at him then. And you shouldn’t have been laughed at by them now. That’s so heartless.

You’re all good kids and I’m sorry you got roped into his bullshit. I wish you so much fucking healing and a strong support group.

[karmavent]

Thank you. I never really have a lot to say, I'm sure apá wondered why I was so quiet at one point, too, but just know I appreciate your words more than I have the words to say.

I think it hurts worse when I take into account that Medkit knew, I had repeatedly mentioned how much I miss my apá, how it stinks so bad that he's not here with Painter and I, only for that to be flaunted around for people to gawk at like a spectacle at a freak show.

I was a good kid. I followed the wrong people around sometimes and needed to be corrected occasionally, but I'd never intentionally hurt anyone. The fact that Leonis and Medkit are trying to paint me as some sort of malicious entity who doesn't care about other people shows a lot of how they are, especially considering Medkit states they said things in chats that had never once been said, and that they'd used tts bot to say they didn't feel heard while at the same time feeding everything we were saying directly to Leonis.

They still have the gall to state that they didn't want to hurt us.

They're being malicious and they know that.

Leonis keeps claiming he has screenshots of me being malicious, but he never posts them to anyone who asks. Why? Because they don't exist. I had never been anything less than kind towards him until the moment he'd let people hurt me, and even then, I didn't want to make a fuss or start a confrontation. Medkit knows this because they were present during the call where I asked my friend to help me.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

You don’t have to worry about not having the words, your ability to come here out of the blue to share your piece is admirable and I’m proud of you no matter how scary this may be. Your apá would be proud I think.

Leonis does seem to follow that streak of smearing the names that “wrong” him. I believe you kids when you say you didn’t do anything but call out the truth. I stayed silent for months after February because so many of my mutuals still interacted with him or his lackeys on a daily basis. I can’t even talk to Sif (bugginwithsif) without remembering that they’re a huge part of Leonis’ main circle. I cut them off recently. It sucks to see them around when they’re blind to the manipulator they look up to. [Later edit. I am wrong here.]

I could say so much of the trauma dumps that Leonis put on us, especially in a MOD CHAT, which was made for SERVER issues, not Leonis being sensitive over every single member’s interactions with him. But unlike this bastard I don’t shove it in everyone’s faces for them to see. I don’t need to be super petty for everyone to see he’s immature.

He flips on a dime if you don’t follow him. He’s so paranoid of people blocking him and shit but then he does stuff like this. You can’t be upset that people block you or something else, even if it’s not for some huge reason. Sometimes you just take up too much of their feed (something that actually happened with one of my server members.)

I’m sorry that you didn’t feel like you had a voice until now, kiddo. You are a good kid. Just because he’s “popular” and has many people behind him, means nothing. Keep talking. Stay in your numbers, you’ll always be safe here.

Keep on movin.

Keep on improvin.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

I hope one day all the adult children I’ve met decide to grow up. You’re 18 on the internet, an adult, acting like a child throwing a temper tantrum every time you don’t get your way.

You think you’re a prince, but you’re a spoiled brat with a plastic crown. I’m surprised the majority of your following don’t see right through you, when we did from the start. You don’t get to play uwu princess baby after threatening to doxx minors. Those are KIDS, which you ARENT and that is HARASSMENT. It’s harassment either way but the point still stands.

You don’t get to use your mental health as a shield. Or your disabilities. Neither of them change how much of a shit person you are under your skin.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

My older brother heart kinda aches knowing that there were so many fucking kids under that fucker’s wing, two of my goobers included. I hope they get to know and realize what a double-standard bastard this guy is.

I try to set a good example for my kids usually. Talking it out. Being patient. Because I’m older than most of my goobs.

He is not a good example. In fact I’d call him the peak of maturity masking immaturity. Because while he tried to pretend he was level-headed, he would lose his cool immediately rather than handling things properly/would get defensive and hostile or shut the conversation down. I try to teach my kids that it’s okay to talk about shit and communicate with each other. No one will bite.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

Can’t believe how many people are either coming forward about this guy or banning them from their spaces. Well. I’m actually not surprised, but I’m glad someone else finally sees through that bullshit and I’m so proud of you kiddos for coming together. Rather than suffering in silence.

I hope @project-solace-callout gets enough people to see what’s going on under wraps. If Leonis wants a better fandom he’d better stop making an ass of himself. 800+ person server, over a hundred followers here— and he can’t set a good example. I can’t say I’m a perfect example either here right now, because I’m not. But this guy had been on my “I knew something was wrong with him” list for months. And I’m actually sort of relieved that someone else (MULTIPLE someones) had the same sort of ick or something happen to them. It’s easy to think you’re just being crazy when you’re alone.

[karmavent]

Keeping this to a vent sideblog I don't plan on posting any of this to my main sideblog but hiiii I'm one of the victims of Leonis. His buddy MedkitWaffles infiltrated our friend group, and was told in confidence about who I was in source, only to publicly mock me and flaunt my memories to everyone like it was a spectacle to behold.

For context; I source from a variation of Stick To The Script. The Sebastian from my source is my apá. I'm stating this publicly because Medkit already made it public for people to gawk at.

Medkit would also repeatedly send gifs of Stick To The Script in the group chat, and would only delete them after everyone else in the group told them to stop. They were actively making me worse while I was trying to heal from the trauma of having to hear my apá's screams.

They claimed it was simply "bad memory", but with how frequently they were reminded, most of my group believes it was intentional.

Medkit flaunting the knowledge of my memories like it's a work of fiction genuinely made me feel physically ill to see, they and Leonis were both laughing about it.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

I never had the displeasure of meeting Medkit and I hope I never do, that’s such disgusting behavior and you never should have had to be in the center of it. You guys are minors.

I heard a little bit more about what happened from another concerned fellow mod of you guys’ callout blog, and I can only say I’m so sorry that someone sat there and tried to invalidate you like that. That multiple people said you were a liar about being a system. That your source memories weren’t as you thought. Your memories, same as mine, are valid no matter how much they “differ” from “canon”. We know what’s real to us, the memories we brought into the system.

The Stick to the Script ending is hard for me too. I can’t handle it well, especially the updated version, without getting horribly upset and needing a real long while to breathe after.

That is so awful to use against you and to “forget”, because to you that is REAL and you would think a fellow system like Leonis, whose fanmade “younger brother” was an alter in their system and literally left a VC of ours back when he was in my server due to “bad memories” and “missing my brother” during a Pressure run. We let him because that was the right thing to do. Not sit there and invalidate someone’s pain or say “you aren’t even in the narrative”. We didn’t laugh at him then. And you shouldn’t have been laughed at by them now. That’s so heartless.

You’re all good kids and I’m sorry you got roped into his bullshit. I wish you so much fucking healing and a strong support group.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

Reminders for my kiddos. I love you guys so much and I’m always so proud of you goobs for the risks you take to make change, and the progress you make in general in life. We don’t have to be connected by blood for you guys to be little siblings to me, to be family in general. We don’t have to know each other for years for me to protect the ones that don’t have voices loud enough to make waves.

I see you guys and I will forever be so proud of you. Change and movement is terrifying. It will be. It’s part of life but I promise it gets better. This situation? It’ll get better.

The less we give someone a platform the less they can try to throw their weight around. Remember that in the end if someone won’t change, don’t stay. It doesn’t matter how many follow them or “cool” they are. Popular people can still be uncool.

Like I’ve said before, you don’t have to stay for anyone that doesn’t treat you right. You don’t owe anyone anything if they won’t treat you properly unless you didn’t treat them right first.

You’re allowed to show that you’ve done something wrong and try to right it though. It’s part of learning how to apologize and make amends with people. Doubling down does nothing but piss people off. Saying “I fucked up” is an important part of being an adult. But harassing people and making them feel unsafe because their views don’t align with yours, that’s shitty and can be traumatizing for some people. Don’t be a child that can’t apologize.

Hold on to each other. Strength in numbers, remember? I love you guys and I wish you the best. Especially you guys over there on the callout account.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

Hi, it's one of the mods of the project solace blog, specifically 🛹🪽. I hate that I'm one of the people having to expose this, I'm not in the right state for this, and I hope Leon is genuinely learns that this kind of behavior will end up with call outs.

I would also like to state that I'm less emotionally mature than I should be due to a severe brain injury caused by a physical assault a few years back. This situation has stressed me to the point I'm on the verge of a relapse. I thank you for being on our side, for being here for us. I'm bodily a minor, and am absolutely terrified for my safety (as any child would be in this situation). He claimed that we were calling him a pedo and zoo, however all we said was he wasnt keeping minors in his server safe by allowing nsfw jokes to fly under the radar because they changed around certain words, and that transspecies was a radqueer term (I would know, I'm a victim of severe grooming from one, to the point I view myself as nothing more than a rotting husk.)

I'm sorry I'm sending such a long ask to you, Ive been too afraid to post to the blog myself, the other mods have posted..

This whole situation has caused me severe anxiety, distress, fear, and has reopened so much trauma..

I hope anybody who's fallen victim to leonis can recover from his childish behavior.

Yes, he's 18. Yes, his brain isn't fully developed. But it should be developed enough to know right and wrong in this situation. Even I, who realistically has an emotional capacity of a 14-15 year old, rather than a 16-17 year old knows he is in the wrong....

Anyways, lots of love, mod angelic/ 🛹🪽

I’m sorry that you guys have to handle this, and the fact that minors know better than he does saddens me beyond anything. You guys aren’t alone in the trauma that he caused due to being immature, as my partner handled a lot of his bullshit before he left my server to avoid Leonis’ hot and cold bullshit.

I’ll always be there for the kids. For those becoming new adults too. You guys need guidance sometimes, and a hand to hold when shit gets tough like this— and I’ll do that till the end of my days here. For as long as you guys need.

Your safety online is so fucking important, especially if you’re struggling with mental health. What happened to you is valid and don’t let anyone tell you different. I hope you’ll make a recovery from his bullshit. You and others should never be taken advantage of or made to feel like you’re doing the wrong thing for speaking up. You’re doing all the right things by compiling evidence and properly making a statement (multiple) about him. You’re doing okay, kiddo. You’re so brave and I’m so proud of you. Hang on to your friends and community and like always— my door is open. Big bro is always here.

[the-painter-offical]

hugging my Sebastian plushie as hard as possible. I will transfer this hug to every Sebastian ever.

LMK WHEN IS REACHES YOU POOKIE

[the-painter-offical]

Damn that was faster than I expected.

LOVE YOUUUUUU

[th3s4b0t3ur]

I MANAGED TO CATCH THE POST AS IT WAS MADE. SOMETIMES MY NOTIFS CAN BE IN THE HUNDREDS ON MY LOCK SCREEN…

Love you too man! (And ping me if you ever want to bother!) 🫶

[th3s4b0t3ur]

I hope one day all the adult children I’ve met decide to grow up. You’re 18 on the internet, an adult, acting like a child throwing a temper tantrum every time you don’t get your way.

You think you’re a prince, but you’re a spoiled brat with a plastic crown. I’m surprised the majority of your following don’t see right through you, when we did from the start. You don’t get to play uwu princess baby after threatening to doxx minors. Those are KIDS, which you ARENT and that is HARASSMENT. It’s harassment either way but the point still stands.

You don’t get to use your mental health as a shield. Or your disabilities. Neither of them change how much of a shit person you are under your skin.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

My older brother heart kinda aches knowing that there were so many fucking kids under that fucker’s wing, two of my goobers included. I hope they get to know and realize what a double-standard bastard this guy is.

I try to set a good example for my kids usually. Talking it out. Being patient. Because I’m older than most of my goobs.

He is not a good example. In fact I’d call him the peak of maturity masking immaturity. Because while he tried to pretend he was level-headed, he would lose his cool immediately rather than handling things properly/would get defensive and hostile or shut the conversation down. I try to teach my kids that it’s okay to talk about shit and communicate with each other. No one will bite.

[th3s4b0t3ur]

Can’t believe how many people are either coming forward about this guy or banning them from their spaces. Well. I’m actually not surprised, but I’m glad someone else finally sees through that bullshit and I’m so proud of you kiddos for coming together. Rather than suffering in silence.

I hope @project-solace-callout gets enough people to see what’s going on under wraps. If Leonis wants a better fandom he’d better stop making an ass of himself. 800+ person server, over a hundred followers here— and he can’t set a good example. I can’t say I’m a perfect example either here right now, because I’m not. But this guy had been on my “I knew something was wrong with him” list for months. And I’m actually sort of relieved that someone else (MULTIPLE someones) had the same sort of ick or something happen to them. It’s easy to think you’re just being crazy when you’re alone.